Ebony’s Borderline Journey

Cats, UK, 23 Borderline Personality Disorder Depression and Anxiety ;TW; Instagram: ebonyriches

[androphilia]

It be like that sometimes. by Sage, 2019

Paint on the backside of an artist’s canvas

[princesstigerbelle]

Here is ya daily reminder that your best is good enough and also here is Buppy ✨💖✨💖✨💖✨

[princesstigerbelle]

Buppy believes in y’all 💖💖💖💖

[lolchipss]

How to Deal With Suicidal Thoughts #BellLetsTalk 

Thank you to everyone who supported us and made this video possible! 

[cookiethedevil]

Signal boost!!!

[supershawoltt]

signal boost

[thisismycleverhandle]

The world needs YOU

[buzzylilbeebus]

And that’s not the only thing that comes from these guys they have load and loads of helpful things to help you through almost anything !

[the-unlucky-thirteen]

Growing up neglected can mean you don’t feel like you get to be picky about who gives you attention or what kind of attention you even get, you cling onto anyone who acknowledges your existence and it can end up so painful

[infinitechalamets-deactivated20]

When your friends start to joke about your insecurities

[shoppingstars]

hey, you shouldn’t ever pretend you have feelings for someone, but specially if you’re getting involved with a mentally ill person, please don’t pretend you have feelings for us. it sucks. it’s so hard to believe that someone actually likes us because we hate ourselves so much and then when we think someone loves us we end up knowing you were only faking. please don’t be that person.

[trauma-tape]

*feels good, even hopeful, makes plans, is motivated*

*has one (1) wrong thought*

*suddenly starts crying, feels suicidal*

[crucifixcavity]

me: opens up to someone

me a couple seconds after:

[itsborderlinebitch]

when you have bpd… you don’t just become overly attached to people. you become attached to environments, routines, and feelings. we become so comfortable with things that make us happy and we crave that one constant in our lives and that is why we always feel so empty.. change is forced upon us because that’s how life is.. people change, environments, routines and feelings change and there is nothing we can do but break each and every time

[oriathians-archive-deactivated2]

literally anyone: *raises their voice even a little*

me, fighting back tears: just say you hate me already

[realisticrecovery-deactivated20]

having a personality disorder is so exhausting because you have terrible impulses and you can’t act on them. it’s like being a vicious rebellious kid and a responsible adult at the same time. it’s a constant fight. and god i just feel imprisoned and tired

[bpdealwithit]

sometimes i just need to hear that i’m important and then be shown why

[rottenbutrecovering]

me: hmm, they havn’t replied in a while, i wonder what’s up

my brain: they hate you and are cutting you out 

me: 

[mentallyillsuggestions]

accepting that something happened doesn’t mean you’re saying it was okay. you are allowed to be angry.

[pilcachu]

me: *has an emotion*

my BPD:

[pariaaaaah]

12 is not enough

[buumblegum]

You ever convince yourself that you’re so annoying that you’re not allowed to post anything or text anyone because it’s so annoying and by some weird logic you convince yourself that even writing down your feelings is annoying so you feel like you’re collapsing in on yourself and you feel so awful and trapped and alone? because mood.