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Alyssa - Twenty I'm a photographer, artist, student, human rights activist, writer, and dreamer. I speak French and have a strange fascination with light. I also meditate, practice yoga, and study a variety of subjects in my free time. I'm determined to do great things with my life. I'm an introvert, idealist, dreamer, and restless soul on an eternal search for beauty and truth.

[jbearshenkman]

[snorkeldink]

Flood Forest

[ecarquille]

all I have to say today is... I’m so fucking glad I got out of where I came from & cut so many ties. I’m so glad I’m thriving in the city I moved to and I hope I get to stay here for a long time. I wish I could go back to my teenage self and tell her that there WAS, in fact, somewhere that I would feel a sense of belonging and love. That there wasn’t anything wrong with me, just the toxic atmosphere I was surrounded by. I’m so happy to be where I am now and to have taken some risks and chased my dreams.

[ecarquille]

a life update: everything is going wrong, my symptoms are apparently “too severe” and now i’m being referred elsewhere, i feel abandoned, i’m scared and feel like nothing, i feel purposeless and like a waste of space, and i’m scared it’s too late for me. just a few weeks ago i was doing better than i ever had before--literally bursting with energy and enthusiasm and joy--and now it feels like my whole world has been turned upside down.

[birdasaurus]

[dennybitte]

[ecarquille]

@ karma why haven’t you done your thing yet

[praying]

[praying]

[ecarquille]

it’s just one of those days when my past feels so heavy. i feel like i’ll be in denial of everything that’s happened to me forever and like it’ll never stop weighing on me. i feel absurd because all of it feels so unreal, but i know it is real, and that reminder makes me feel so sad and hopeless.

[grayskymorning]

[firesidefairy]

warm and cozy seasons

[ecarquille]

What everyone else is busy thinking about: Boys

What I'm busy thinking about: how rapidly the skills in one of my target languages is deteriorating, whilst continuing to practise my other target languages, then complaining when I get mixed up.

[ecarquille]

i’m not relapsing for once which is TERRIFYING

like, obviously good for my health, but personally... terrifying.

[inner]

[pre-party]

[cloudbud]

picked some fruit from my garden today🍋🍊

[michelangeloo]

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[ecarquille]

WHY is it so easy to fall in love with people and WHY does it keep happening??!?!? i am so TIRED of this i am literally exhausted by how complex and beautiful and moving people are and how much they make me feel i’m moving under a rock now goodnight