failure

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“ PTSD symptoms are generally grouped into four types: intrusive memories, avoidance, negative changes in thinking and mood, and changes in physical and emotional reactions “

indie vampie diaries based oc, penned by jane. 18+.

google doc. interest checker. ask box.  

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I've started writing again because I know you wouldn't want me to stop

[isabellaofparma]

Spartacus: Vengeance | Ⅸ - “Monsters”

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@casterisims

[weltenwellen]

Louise Glück, from “Marathon”, Poems 1962 - 2012

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@casterisims

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guys,  guys   —

i  miss  jane

@casterisims

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return to me

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I cant believe I'll never see you post again

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You made me feel like I actually had some talent or skill. You made me feel wanted and loved and appreciated. I hope I made you feel an inkling of that way. I hope you know I love you, that I adore you, that you were and always will be an icon in my mind. I hope you feel it right now, all the love we all felt, and still feel, for you

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I hope one day I can reread our threads without crying because I need to read your writing

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I wish you were here, I wish that anon had any truth to it and I could message your discord and talk to you, I wish I could plot a thousand more threads with you, I wish I replied faster to the ones we have, I wish I could talk about the books with you more, I wish I could get your thoughts and opinions on other books, I wish I could talk to you

[flamereigns]

𝙼𝚈  𝙾𝙽𝙻𝚈  𝙵𝙴𝙰𝚁  𝙽𝙾𝚆  𝙸𝚂  𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶     𝑡ℎ𝑒  𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑒,  𝑡ℎ𝑒  𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑛.     the  reason  for  all  this  misery  and  torment.     𝔦  𝔴𝔬𝔫'𝔱  𝔡𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔶  𝔪𝔶𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣  𝔦𝔫  𝔳𝔞𝔦𝔫.     𝐈 𝐖𝐎𝐍'𝐓  𝐋𝐄𝐓  𝐀𝐋𝐋  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐁𝐄  𝐅𝐎𝐑  𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆.

[adriansydney]

[flamereigns]

@casterisims

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Still mad at that anon. You're a real coward for not coming forward.

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A month and a day since you left us and I still can't believe it

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And to do it on anon. If you were that concerned, why didn't you come to me with a face, name, and receipts?

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I seriously want to know what made that anon think that Jordan was on discord "talking as if nothing happened". Its been almost a month since she passed. As far as I know, her mother is the one who has access to her accounts. To imply that she faked her own death, that she'd put all of us who loved her through this pain, is disrespectful and disgusting. Whoever it was needs to reach out and get their facts straight.

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She deserved better. She DESERVES better.

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I would literally give ANYTHING for this to not be real. But it is.