also i embarrassed myself by being too honest. This is why i dont and shouldnt talk. I was like ”i find it so weird that its normal that you meet people, and then you just never see them again when you move on” (except i can never speak that eloquently as i wrote that), girl. These are your collegues and a workplace dont be so pathetic. But i think this is something that has followed me in life, because i cant seem to make friends or like my ”found family”, people i share experiences with become sort of a replacement to that. Thats why ive found changing schools so hard. Like when i grew up to change to gymnasium and then when we all graduated from that. I know people mostly know people temporarily as they live their lives and go different directions, while a selective few stay together. I think i am a person who is loyal to the bone, like im a lifelong relationship person. Ik to reach fulfillment its probably better to find the people who suit you most, but ive always been like loyalty comes first. If it was up to me all the people ive known in my childhood would still be in my life, with exceptions of course. There was an astrology explaination to this for me i need to remember what it was. It really summed me up so well
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