Happiness Only Real When Shared

[dualvoidanima]

purple-sun

[echoesofadream]

of course i would get food poisoning on the french riviera

[babybunnyloaf]

there's something my bunnies like even more than eating hay out of the bag, and it's perforating the sides of the bag with their lil bunny teeth so they can suck out even fresher hay of it. i think it's the way these tiny herbivores have of simulating being a predator eating out of a bloody carcass

[babybunnyloaf]

the baby is starting to explore the house more 💗

[echoesofadream]

also something else happened at work that annoyed me. New week new bullshit. So there is this task that ive been assigned a couple of times and i really love it i live for it thrive in it etc. But no one has asked me what i think of doing it or how it has been going or anything. Then today it was assigned to someone new and everyone asked her how it was and she was like it was great! And they were like okay you will be our designated person to do this task then! Honestly i dont care that much but it also kind of pisses me off bc no one ever asked what i felt about it and now i guess i wont be assigned it in the future. I can deal bc i can do almost anything though. So why should i get to do my favorite thing.

[echoesofadream]

When i leave this workplace for good i hope it happens like this (me leaving for a week) no one says anything but someone in passing says goodbye good job today or something and when i leave i will know this is the last time im ever there. Leaving will feel so sweet. I want to leave without anyone knowing or forgetting that its my last day.

[despazito]

[echoesofadream]

I hope my period isnt only late but actually skipped and anovulation. I mean at first i was a little worried cause periods are a sign of health but bc im blackpilled about female biology now idc. I think its awesome the body can say no to having periods to preserve itself even if the reason it does so is to preserve a body that will be fertile during better times. But also i read an article by a doctor that said that we dont need to have our periods constantly and throughout history women have been pregnant so much (yikes) that years went without them.

[echoesofadream]

you have to be kidding yourself if you think aespas glory days arent over or at the very least paused. Just saw someone say lemonade dethroned whiplash, youre fucking lying. Lemonade is trash and whiplash can never be dethroned, nor can supernova. And im not even saying this because one member supported the conservative party or because another has dating rumours with jungkook or another did plastic surgery to her face altering it beyond recognition or another member promoted anorexia and bragged about being severely underweight. All of that aside, wth is dirty work, rich man, lemonade, WDA, WTF is this bullshit. My queens are dead, RIP æspa, welcome back if you ever decide to return. And fuck jungkook

[maxxie-or-smth]

maybe it's time to try religious psychosis

[echoesofadream]

Btw i saw a man like old man with a cap today that said ”ilya&shane” im not joking

[theweight]

i think rpf is unethical but i dont care because im evil

[echoesofadream]

there isnt actually a way to get a better life through like grit or being couragous or whatever the fuck its actually just called money and if you dont have it your life is doomed to be unbearable and i hate inspo posts more than anything because everything ive ever tried has only led to burnout and if it hasnt for you youre incredible privilieged and idgaf if im being defeatist or self pitying or giving up because it actually is just like this life is like that and its not working and i fucking despise the attitude people have that if you try it gets better. Go fucking kill yourself. Yes we should all kill ourselves.

[yay-bunnies]

christian bunny: god himself guided my faithful .nose to this leafs 🥬

agnostic bunny: it's impossible to know how i found thid yumy food ☘️

athiest bunny: the material confitions of my sniffy nose allowed me to find a berries 🫐

[financeprincess]

Sorry to break it to you but you literally have to face your fears and slaughter them. Otherwise you will live a small life that you do not want. You literally have to view your biggest fears and attack them head on. You have to fall into the abyss to find your way out. The easy path does not exist. There is no get out of jail free card. You have to allow yourself to die a spiritual death over and over again in order to reinvent yourself into the person you are actually supposed to be. And you have to be painfully honest with yourself and the people around you. It’s horrible but it’s truly the only way.

[echoesofadream]

This is a retarded fucking existence that i never signed up for and anyway i havent had a single payoff in all my attempts to remain living despite the effort and who the fuck do these anxiety inducing statements even help? I only get more suicidal and that is why i am not meant to live in the first place, also what fucking cbt is this anyway yeah start with your biggest fears first right okay sure and what else can we do to increase suffering on planet Earth lets think.

[echoesofadream]

honestly i feel like if i am to live i will become a sad, sad human being with all kinds of substance abuse problems like alcholism and other addictions to cope and i will just decline every year and become sicker too and i wont be able to do any of the things im staying alive for i wont be able to create anything and in that case, its the honorable and good thing to let go of life and i feel like i can do this. Not without pain and regret because there are things i dont want to leave and things i want to do but there always will be those probably and you have to die anyway. Its not my fault this is an imperfect world and i cant live in it and stop living only when ive achieved something, because I cant achieve anything here. I know this is not the case but maybe if i die i will get to try again in another world. Or at least if there is another world someone will, even if its not me. I dont care about myself anyway. I had all these burning ideas i felt i had to get out, my story i started writing that i felt i had to write, but now the fire has burned out and i dont feel the need anymore, so i can die with those stories and ideas and in me, i just to be so afraid of this, but i dont think it matters, there is nothing left to even say.

[echoesofadream]

there is much i dont want to leave in this world but i will have to say goodbye to it anyways because this is just not working i think i really will have to do it. i dont want to die but i cant live, not like this, not in this world