phone broke @ecko-phonebroke - Tumblr Blog

Hey y'all..this is Ecko.

To fill you in on the situation:

My phone broke and I need to earn enough money to buy another one. In the meantime my queue on my og phone should still be running.

I made this blog to let you know why I won't be able to interact for the next couple weeks and to not worry should my original blog deactivate since I'm gonna reblog my tag post here so I won't lose my moot's list.

Update #1

Update #2

#pinned information

Vent:

I'm quite upset currently...I don't know why. Maybe it's because all my moot's are sad and I can't fucking type on this phone.

I wish I could help. I want to help. All I can do is be there for them. I can't help but feel all my efforts to give them the space they need are going to waste. I'm impatient but I know that won't work. In fact, for most of them, it'll probably take an entire lifetime for them to heal..but I still want to be there for them now..

I want to listen to their troubles, I want to be a stepping stone on their path..no matter how many times I get trampled..

...I also want to be a flower that grows on their path.. I want to bloom..not just for my own fulfillment but also so they can at least have one little smile at the plant that managed to grow on such a rugged path.

...I feel like I'm being too poetic. People wouldn't understand if they read this..I don't even understand.. trying to type on this phone feels like biting my own tongue while I speak.

It's not like people actually read most vents anyways.

#vent #tw vent #tw self deprecation #tw abandonment issues #something that feels too real to be fake #my face us just a mirror image of my mistakes #don't get your hopes up kid we're all just fakes #don't be a mistake #rambling

Update:

I should be getting my phone back either today or tomorrow. We sent it to a repair shop so now i don't have to lose my photos.

#update

my-mom-named-me-duck

i sure do yap a lot about myself for someone absolutely terrified of people knowing a lot of details about me

#SAME #(⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)

tittytron

tumblr friendships are hard to maintain like im sorry i know i havent talked to you in 5 months but you’re still super rad and i still consider us friends im just dumb

ironbound-oberon

#if you’re wondering if this is for you #it’s probably for you

lifeisaroughjourney

If I have ever messaged you or messaged me and never heard from me again, I still consider us friends. I just suck

antisocial-astronaut

To everybody I’ve done this to I’m VERY sorry

thatweirdwalangpake

Me sending vibes to my tumblr friends instead of talking to them:

#my phone is currently brojen so I'm sorry mooots!!! i really don't mean to be offline!! i want to interact 🥲

my-mom-named-me-duck

i don't understand how people think human centipede is scary

it's just mildly gross

thiings-with-wings

Fair to be honest. With how people were talking about it I thought it’d be so much worse tbh.

my-mom-named-me-duck

IKR???

same with the saw movies

I can't tell if I'm desensitized to shock horror or if people are just overreacting ;v;

arithegreat-666

burntbluebiscuit-deactivated202

QUACK, IT THE MFIN' DUCK!!!!!

@my-mom-named-me-duck, de edgy duck

My eyes r hurting from the colors......

my-mom-named-me-duck

:D

#favorites

my-mom-named-me-duck

i crave attention and validation from my peers

pearatwar

deep down i want all my irls to find out about my tumblr. to discover me like i'm some kind of monster you have just unearthed the bonafide intentions of

my-mom-named-me-duck

wait people think in words!?

people actually have inner monologues that's not just a movie thing!?

am I some kind of freak!?!?!?

someoneverypotter

I know right???

I mean, whenever I (or someone else) say something I kinda see it written in my head, you know as a sentence. But I don't have a monologue or a voice in my head

my-mom-named-me-duck

i guess I'm just on autopilot because I really only think in emotions unless I actually am consciously thinking about stuff but then I'm thinking sorta in a video like I can see and hear and smell stuff its kinda like VR

i just thought that's how everybody thought

like I only hear words when I'm thinking of what to say

ecko-phonebroke

I think mostly in a monologue. It talks all the time and I can't shut it off -w-

I also can think in pictures but that only happens when I'm actively trying to think of an image :3

my-mom-named-me-duck

if I was a character in some kind of popular media all of my fans would be shunned from the fandom and called problematic

my-mom-named-me-duck

dni if you support

they're very problematic and if you enjoy

you are just as problematic as them

#I think I'd either be considered a bean like the person in the comments due to trauma #there would be a small group online dedicated to trying to figure out my character that would get sooo mad when anyone mischaraterized me #←(but it's so easy to mischaraterize my character >:3)

my-mom-named-me-duck

having a vivid imagination and being a shitty artist sucks espeically with animation like I can SEE the individual frames needed I just cant draw them I can see it this fucking sucks ;v;

#fr 🥲