Strawberry moon

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Commit a sin twice, and it will not seem to you like a sin anymore

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" You're so funny " thanks. I cry when I'm mad

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Stop playing cool, just be passionate and intence and insane and whoever sticks around is meant for you

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Source?

It was revealed to me in my dream

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And like the moon we must go through phases of emptiness in order to feel full again

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Nothing changes

... if nothing changes

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and suddenly it was October and I couldn't remember why I was crying in December

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and no amount of regret can change the past.

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I have to stop looking for inspo and actually create what I wanna see

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I need my knight in shining armour so I can steal it ⚔️

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Only if you would've loved me.

Only if you would've at least liked me.

Only if you...

I would've done anything for you,

I would've learned to love your music because I know how much it means to you;

I would've learned to speak your language,

So that my soul could speak directly to yours ;

I would've started to go to the gym so that I could talk to you about it ;

I would've watched your favourite movies so that I could understand you better;

I would've told all my friends what a marvellous person you are ,

How kind you are and how your eyes sparkled in the light,

But not when you looked at me...

Well, you never looked at me.

I seeked your gaze with every opportunity I had , but you didn't ,

You never did.

I wanted to talk to you about anything and everything,

But you didn't.

You never did.

It was like I didn't exist for you.

But that didn't really matter to me because I loved you for you, for who you are ,

And I don't regret that .

It's always better to love and suffer than to not love at all, isn't that right?

But only if you would've looked at me once, really looked at me,

Maybe you would've seen in my eyes how much you mean to me ,

how much you...

Only if...

You.

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I hate studying so much. Every time I sit down at my desk and try to work on my computer it's like all the life inside of me gets sucked out and I fell into the depts of despair

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I hate texting, why can't people just read each other minds

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Does anyone else feel like january is already 67 days long and never ends?

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It also feels like February is not real

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Born to live far away from society in the middle of nature,

Forced to learn linux for my Uni exam.

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Does anyone else feel like january is already 67 days long and never ends?

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Just watched the first episode of Hazbin Hotel (and the pilot) and it s soo cool like the animation it s top notch and the songs ! So addictive !

Can't wait to see how they handle issues like redemption