confessions

A blog between two (noun for people who are more than friends)

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Life is a series of moments, flashes of colors producing images that are painted in our mind. Some of these moments create strong and intense images that also capture emotions, feelings, sents, and sounds. These are moments that you carry with you for the rest of your life. Some of these moments shape and define you. My moments with you are powerful and life changing. They are more than images, sights, sounds, and feelings reserved in the deep recesses of my mind. These moments we share have permeated my senses and have merged with my soul. These moments are memories engrained in my whole body and spirit. Nothing can separate you from me. You have enriched my life forever and I will always love you with the deepest love that this earth has ever know. Our moments have changed me and saturated my senses with all my thoughts being directed towards you! You are so loved and I believe you are the most beautiful woman in this world! I love you forever and desire your moments!

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I miss you....I miss your smile....I miss your face....I miss our secret morning meeting place....I miss talking with you face to face...I miss watching your body in motion, graceful, free, and alluring... Without your presence I feel alone... it was you and me, in this together, till the end, through thick and thin we had each other’s back. You were my goddess, I was your man! I wanted to serve you, love you, grow old with you.

Our journey has come to an end. This course we chose had to take us here. What we have lost is hard to bare. I grieve, I feel lost, I feel alone.

But Hope is on our horizon.... what we chose to bury were seeds for future growth. It’s sprouting and budding, soon to be blossoming into something far better than what we had. We lost to win....we surrendered to gain riches in our love. We will experience all the smiles, and be able to see each other everyday! Our secret meeting place will be our bedroom, and any other place we desire, we will converse, eat, laugh, and live real life together until the end, through thick and thin! You are still my goddess and I’m still your man!

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On our night, when we finally get to be have each other and initiate the steps of our life together, can I just slow everything down? On our night where I am yours and you are mine, and our hearts are full of happiness and joy, can I hold you for a while longer? On our night, where we have pledged our love to each, openly before witnesses, can I just kiss you a while longer. Can I savor the moment and reflect back on our years that led us to this place. The growing love and passion we have for each other will always remain but on our night, can I just be present with you, touch your face, kiss your lips, and hold you for a while. Can I hold you and watch our dream, we have held so dear, simmer and marinate into a reality we have yearned for! In that moment I just want to hold you and treasure you for a while.

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What is life about

Find a passion: Here is where I would say music, poetry, art. But the reality is, I have held the most beautiful art in my arms. I have studied all her textures, lines and curves; I’ve looked deep inside her soul and found the Devine...she is heaven kissing the earth. Her voice, her breath, and her movement are music, song, and dance! Her face is poetry, beautifully composed and excitingly illustrated. And to have her heart is rare only those who know her riddles and secrets truly understand her and receive the gift of her heart!

Find a hobby: My hobby would normally be pursuit of knowledge and creativity. But she has become my hobby, she consumes my thoughts and occupies my heart. I’m passionate for her and desire her more than any worldly possession. All my creativity is devoted to making her happy and all knowledge I seek is what makes her smile, what keeps her safe, what excites her heart and ignites her passion. I’m crazy about her, I have spent my entire life looking for a woman like her.

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What your eyes speak

I have never seen a women perfected in nature like you. You are a fluke, a glitch in the system, nothing on Earth comes close to your style, symmetry, and grace. Your hair is a concoction of rare beauty and sensual bliss, your face is exquisite and most elegant. Your eyes! Those eyes! How I love to look into them. Swirling Galaxies of illuminous stars set within the most beautiful amber I have ever seen. I could look into yours eyes forever and be an ever wandering soul lost in the sea of beauty. Your eyes speak a story that goes on and on, never losing my attention.

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Wait

She hasn’t said anything yet. Because she afraid of what it will do. She’s conflicted but her convictions grow. A moral dilemma, with a twist of love and hate. Love for the experience and unlocking of recessed happiness, but hate for the same. Commitments made in time are difficult to break. Moral character is the ideal but it grueling to undertake.

She’s been a witness in a case of love so pure and free. She can only imagine how life with me would be. But the plaintiff in this matter tries to sentence me to death. I’m no victim but by definition, a defendant in this case. I point to the evidence to prove our love is strong, it can go the distance, it can carry us on.

The evidence is in the way we look into each other. The motion of our bodies pulling us to together. Satisfied by just being in each other’s arms.

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Only Gift I ever need

You make me the happiest man alive. I wake every morning thinking about you. You occupy the space in my head and heart. All day I think of ways I would make you happy if you were mine. I want you more than anything else in this world. You are my compass and my passion. You are the reason I wake up, you ignite a fire in my soul. I burn for you, I am a torch of your love. I can’t hide it, I am a man on fire, a walking torch, burning with passion and desire for only you. I long to hold you and love you like the gift you are. You deserve only the purest passion and truest love! I offer my whole heart to you alone, I worship only you, serve only you, desire only you. Be my gift, be my love, take my hand, let me be your man. I love you more each day. You are my gift, I will treasure you always.

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My world is with you

Your smile brings excitement and joy to my heart. Laying here in this bed, I am thinking about your smile. Your lips attract me and I will never escape from their hold. Those lips are made for me to kiss and we do it so well. You’re beautiful my love, every part of you is a gift that I have not earned. Yet you give yourself to me, fully with unbridled passion. Laying here in this bed, I replay your gorgeous beauty in full display. You show yourself to me, enticing me, yearning for me to take you. I have never been more excited and fully satisfied until we gave ourselves to each other. I love you with a deep passion that others could only dream of. I desire you with a desire that remains unmatched and unchallenged by anyone. Your body is of great finesse and I need you baby, all of you. I want only you, you have my heart. Your love is what makes life worth living. Your beauty is a goddess and your sex like Gucci! I adore, cherish, and love you baby! Longing and waiting with great anticipation until we are together again!

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My love for you

Patience is a virtue and I’ll wait for you forever. I contemplate and calculate how I can be beside you because My love for you has grown. It can’t be hidden deep in soil, it’s breaks free, gets bigger, and longs to show the world. It started as a seed, it sprouted and grew. Now it’s too big to be contained in a pot. It’s only getting fuller, shooting branches, vines, and roots deeper in my heart. My heart yearns for you, takes delight in you, admires your intellect, your beautiful smile, and your gorgeous soft body pressed close to mine. We have become one, our hearts desire each other. I am all yours, every cell in my body is for you. Let me be your shade and protection, and fulfill all your desires, let me go to war for you and conquer your enemies. Let me clear pathways for you to expand your grace, talent, and beauty upon this world. Unleash me to ravish you and shower you with affection and passion. You are the most beautiful women on the face of this earth. Our hearts are yearning to be close forever! I will endlessly pursue you and put you before my own needs. I love you baby and won’t let you go! #nothingbutyou

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Wonder and awe

Baby I am amazed by you! You have painted your beautiful colors on the canvas of my heart. Our bond, our love, keeps getting stronger and mature. We know we love each other, we have experienced the true love blossoming from friendship into real tangible love. Our lives led us to a place that planted a seed many years ago and grew into a tree with amazing delicious fruit. We have found our love being pressed into something solid and stable. Our love is like a star shinning in the night sky, illuminating dark places and guiding us towards each other. I love the intense, scandalous, crazy and passionate nature of our love. Like a tiger on his evening hunt I wait and intensely watch for the right moment to snatch you up. I desire you more than anything this life could give. You are my one true love, my best friend, my passionate lover, my soulmate! I have found you and can never leave you! I’m your man ready to serve you and love you for all my days! With you I am complete and feel a sense of purpose! Together we are rooted deeply into the nutrient rich soil of our love, we are watered by the refreshing rains of our passion for each other. I want to be by your side day and night and be everything you need me to be. You are such a precious gift to me and I truly love you from the depths of my core.

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Winter wonderland

It cold outside but in here with you I am warm and cozy! Your gorgeous body radiates the heat of our love and desire! Baby your beauty is perfect and rare. I subscribe to your imagine inside my mind daily. Your tongue is like fire to my lungs! When I kiss you, I love the after taste of your presence lingering on lips. The taste of your body is enough to sustain me and satisfy my cravings. Lying in bed with you, with our naked bodies coupled together, is the most blissful feeling. You fit perfectly to my body, my arms long for you to safely land yourself into them, so dive in so I can wrap you in the deepest love you have ever known! I want you to integrate your DNA into mine. I want to feel what you feel, know what you know, love what you love, and hate what you hate. Addiction is one thing but you have become a necessity to life. I need air, water, food, and you! I love you for all my days and will have you whenever you want me. Eat, sleep, and loving you is all I consume.

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In the Event of you

I have under estimated how much I love you. I can’t imagine life without you, without your friendship, your touch, your beauty, your intellect. We are perfect for each other and my promise to you is life long love and pursuit for us. Spending time with you is the greatest gift I could ever receive. I love talking with you and laughing with you and enjoying each other’s company in the small time we get. I wish we could have more but I am content with what I have with you right now. I have come to this conclusion, that having just a little of you (even though I desire all of you all the time) is better than a life without you at all. Life would be miserable and destitute without you.

I have become especially lucky because of the few nights we have found ourselves in each other’s arms. Those nights have been etched in my soul, I have had dreams about those nights, and now they have become manifested into reality. We cuddled on couches and bathed in a bubble bath, listening to our songs, giving in to endless nights of passion and love, with our bodies and souls connected throughout the night. We made love like lions and slept like lambs. I love how well your body nestles perfectly to mine while we sleep. I would kiss you several times in the middle of the night because I didn’t want the dream to end and upon waking, saw you in bed with me, and having to savor the moment, I would kiss you and tell you I love you. I wish I could have you all the time and show you even more how much I love you and how special you are to me. You are so loved baby, you are so valued, and I am yours entirely.

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On this day

On this day, a year ago, I was sitting on the edge of my bed all alone. When all of the sudden the bathroom door opened and a light cascaded into the room. A figure emerged from the doorway, haloed by the illuminating light. She was the most beautiful women I have ever laid eyes on! She was breathtaking, all concepts of beauty were beneath her. Many have tried to mimic her perfection but fall short. Time stood still as she turned her gorgeous body towards me. With a playful, yet determined look, she walked towards me. She was looking at me! All the cells in my body were flooded with the heaviest weight of anticipation, my soul was yearning to connect with this angelic beauty, who’s presence now graced my room. She sat down next to me! She placed her arms around me! And in the most sensual embrace, our faces touched! Her soft skin and gorgeous perfectly elegant face was touching mine. Her lips grazed acros mine, sending electrifying jolts into my body and down into my groin. Those lips were soft as rose petals and tasted like honey! She was Intoxicating like champagne! Our tongues and lips danced to the music of two souls who have been searching for each other for millennia. I could have lasted in the moment for ever, I had found what I have been missing, she felt like my soul had found its purpose and home being in her arms and her in mine! The feeling of Home is a word to describe it, it felt organic and natural, true and purposed. She was the best kiss, she was the most beautiful, she didn’t steal my heart because it was hers all along! She was rightfully taking possession of what was hers all along. I had guarded it and kept it for only her. My soul mate, the love of my life, my desired and cherished one, I love you with a love that is refined and true. I have more affection and passion for you than any man could have for a women. I am your man, I am your lover, it is my purpose to serve you. Unleash me from my chains so I can fully express my love to you.

After she left my room that night I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I wanted her to come visit me again, but this time I would be the aggressor! I fantasized how I would have grabbed her and kissed her with a passionate kiss, making my way to her neck and soft shoulders. Kissing up and down her neck and playfully biting her ear lobes. I imagined running my fingers through her hair and intensifying my passion. I imagined grabbing her breasts and kissing them and licking them. I was now becoming hard thinking about her. I was fixated on those perfect and Shapley breasts, imagining her moaning in pleasure and anticipation for what happens next. I then pulled her close to my body and continue kissing her lips and running my hands over her ass and down into her pants. I imagined my hands groping her and feeling how soft and warm her body was. I then imagined her grabbing my hardened member and slidding her hand up and down my shaft as I slid my hands down between her legs. It felt so wet and hot in anticipation for my hard passionate love. I then fantasized how slow and sensual I would have fucked her, slidding myself deep inside her, pausing..... then slowly backing out, just to slide deep into her again over and over. I imagined her wanting more and taking control, getting on top of me, and ridding me harder and harder. I imagined how she would have felt and tasted, how sexy she would look naked and how much I wanted her....how much I craved to have her skin pressed against my skin.

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More than ever

If we should ever be married and set our full hearts in motion, you and me singing, laughing, smiling, light hearted dancing. Evening time would be bliss as I steal a kiss, underneath the starry sky your head snuggled on my chest then back home to watch Netflix. This life would be right, ready for flight, enough for us to fight... for it!

Ask yourself this question reflect only on observation does he hold you like I do, does he have your heart in tune. Because I crave you in the silence and feel your presence behind my eyelids, pressing down inside my soul longing hard to play his role.

By your side I feel complete, loving you comes naturally. Hold me close so love can win placing aside all our fears.

I’ve become enamored by your brilliance, captivated by the semblance of all the beauty of this world and how it illustrates a picture of every facet of your beauty and mesmerizing features of your body.

If only I could hold you a little longer under starry nights of wonder. Taste the sweetness of your mouth and run my hands across your curves. You speak the language of my soul and we dance in our desire, let our bodies take control we have held them back for far too long. let our love just spread it wings and take us higher and higher.

I could look at you forever and never break from any distraction. I am loyal to the core for you and wait on your orders. I long to serve you and put a smile on your face. I would give anything and do anything to be your loving devoted husband. Just give me the chance to prove to you what you already know. Because Time with you is where I am best, all is well and I don’t feel alone. When your gone something inside me is missing I can’t escape the pain and I know you feel the same. So we dive into busyness and try to drown out the loneliness we feel. We need each other, we have found something very few people ever find. We are soulmates and our love was fashioned for each other at the beginning of time.

Cause in the dark when I’m alone, it’s your face that leads me home, I know our love is meant to be, you said your happiest with me. I told you you’re the sweetest thing, your my song I love to sing, your my compass that points me to where I belong.

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The longing of my heart

I love to trace your curves with my tongue as I endulge in your taste. You are the sweetest taste I have ever known. My fingers and hands caress your body as I put you in a trance. I touch your body with a passionate purpose, I make love to you with my whole being. I caress your body and breath in your breath. I breath you into my lungs.... taking your essence inside me...it is healing to my soul. I can see into your heart and anticipate your desire. I am in tune with your spirit and selflessly give you what you need. I reject the notion of using you for my own satisfaction. My desire is pure for you, my love is for you. All my affection, all my attention, you command. I am your servant and am blessed beyond measure by the chance to serve you. I know the love you need is the love that cultivates organically in my soul, waiting to embrace and overtake you with passion. The love you respond back to me is what I cherish...your touch, your smile, your perfect body all encompassing beauty, you bring me to your mercy as I’m captivated by your presence. All I want in this life is to love you with a love you have never experienced, to make you happy, to be by your side. I will wait for you forever.

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Constantly on my mind

Your beauty, your touch, those lips, that body! Your constantly on my mind! I have tried to silence it in my head, thinking that you are too good to be true. But all my attempts have been an exercise in futility. I now realize that I can’t escape you. How can I escape my own body, it is exactly how you have become to me. You are a piece of me and I’m a piece of you! So instead of trying to remove you I built a place for you inside my mind and heart! I have a shrine in my head that is devoted to thinking about you. I focus on how I can serve you, encourage you, and fulfill the longings of your heart. I study you, reflect on you, envisioning you as the love of my life. I light candles in this shrine to represent the passion I have for you! I have your image tattooed in the secret places in my mind. I play the song that you have become to me in this shrine. I escape to this place and meditate on you, those lips, those eyes, that face, that body! You are my muse, you give me a reason for existing in this world! My purpose is to love you and appreciate every facet of you.

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We found love

All of my hopes and all of my dreams I find in you. You’re the treasure I’ve looked for the beauty I’ve yearned for, no one else will do! I dream of you, I’m so lost without you. You’re everything that’s good in this life. Baby your love goes the distance and I’m being persistent I just want nothing less in this world. I just can’t get enough and I’m so in love with this girl.

All the places I have been, and the faces that I have seen, cannot compare when I look at you! True love and Happiness is just within reach. You can’t be replaced, I cannot have cheap imitations of what we can be together. I am here, my love for you goes to the core, you’ve been propagated into my DNA. We feel completed when we are together. This love we found is real and it’s what we have searched for our whole life. Here it is, set before us, beckoning us to merge into one. One mind, one heart, but separate parts, our pieces complete the puzzle, revealing a beautiful expression of pure human elucidation and spiritual connection; grafted in love and passion!