Hysteria

-Mostly Whatever Comes to Mind- -Part of Some Fandoms- current events/various commentary 27/NYC She/Her

[ecsta-zi]

Well, I can't believe that only after I access my account again Lore Olympus is coming to end. Per usual, I fast pass, so Yup, I read the season finale.

Get ready to shed some tears and experience the justice we waited 6 years for.

I started reading Lore Olympus at my lowest. I was just released from the precient after a DV situation. I was bald, my bird was taken from me and k-lled and I was crying in a hotel room late at night looking for SOMETHING to distract me. And BEHOLD, there were already several Lore Olympus episodes to read, about 2/3 years worth. I scrolled endlessly for days taking my time to look at each panel carefully. Just to admire the artwork and really take in every detail I could.

I am now, much older, stronger, and in a different place in life. I'm expecting my first baby, I'm healthy, I'm happy, and I am in a much more stable position in life.

Thank you, Rachel Smythe, for giving us this amazing story that got me through the last 5 years. I appreciate you for getting me through my darkest times. ❤️

[ecsta-zi]

I believe I've lost all interest in anything and everything. Nothing makes me feel one glimmer of happiness, joy, or hope.

I think the closest to happiness I can get these days is when I'm not feeling or made to feel like absolute shit.

Any day I'm not treated horribly is a good day I guess.

[boonanasplits]

daily reminder to click a button so you can give free food to a shelter!!

[aelx]

if every one of my followers did this, we could give more than 85 meals to less-fortunate animals. for free.

[poeticpines]

AH HHA ITS BACK YES PLEASE IT TAKES A SECOND OF YOUR TIME AND A LIFE OF AN ANIMAL

[eternal-nova-deactivated2018011]

Guys, do this :D

[gallusrostromegalus]

(you can also rifle through the top bar ofr other charities, if you want)

[loved-ones]

Never forget how they gave you distance when you needed love

[devils-lover-always]

When you can physically feel your heart breaking dropping into a bottomless hole that's what true heartbreak is and it fucking hurts so much

[thoughtkick]

“Until you change your thinking, you will always recycle your experiences.”

— Unknown

[ecsta-zi]

Before anyone asks

No i didnt spend a penny

Google play credit paid for the "verification."

Honestly it's like paying for premium air but it's the same oxygen everyone else is breathing 😂

There is nothing special about it and I find comfort in the idea that Tumblr is being a total troll & I'm so happy to be part of the irony. Lmao

[draintheblood]

heard porn bots might be following you guys again. sorry about that. but in some good news i have been gaining many new followers who are real stunningly beautiful women. welcome ladies :)

[ecsta-zi]

Oh so I'm not the only one (:

[boudicca]

opening my followers every day and blocking the pornbots like a humble farmer pulling weeds from the vegetable garden. wiping my brow of sweat at my labours in the sweltering sun

[ecsta-zi]

Dont waste your time or energy repeating the same basic concepts to people. If you explained to them how something makes you feel already and they do it again-it's not a mistake. They fucking heard you and they don't care. They made the decision to do it anyway knowing how it makes you feel. Especially if it's over and over again. They are making a choice and they made it. When you're fed up don't let that person guilt trip you or badger you into immediate forgiveness. That's giving them permission to do it again and it's feeding their egos because they're not facing any consequence. Don't let them gaslight you or tell you that you are overreacting. It's a thing called cause and effect; it's a reasonable emotion to have when someone deliberately continues to do something knowing that they are hurting you. I know it's easier said than done but I want you to know it's ok. Whether you're afraid of being labelled mean or bitchy or afraid that it might cause you to lose the person then is it really a relationship worth saving? I want you to know it's ok to stand up for yourself. You tried to be civil and communicate and you're allowed to set boundaries and have expectations.

[britttaperryhasmoved-deactivate]

[aurevoir-mes-amis-deactivated20]

YOU GUYS IT’S DECEMBER 10TH YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THIS HAS BEEN IN MY QUEUE SINCE FEBRUARY

[donttwalkaway-deactivated201302]

you have the rest of the day to reblog this

[ecsta-zi]

Ive been posting this for 3 years straight now

Now back in the queue for next year

[britttaperryhasmoved-deactivate]

[aurevoir-mes-amis-deactivated20]

YOU GUYS IT’S DECEMBER 10TH YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THIS HAS BEEN IN MY QUEUE SINCE FEBRUARY

[donttwalkaway-deactivated201302]

you have the rest of the day to reblog this

[ecsta-zi]

I asked if life was going to get better and I got this. Fml .

[ecsta-zi]

Hey I really wanna read Jeannette’s book but I’m so tight on money rn. Any chance you could share it?

I would be more than happy to :) but something happened :(

You see I'm on Tumblr mobile

Tumblr mobile sucks

I refuse to download discord again

And I cannot send a pdf through Tumblr.

So instead I was sending people the link to download it to their phone themselves:)

Otherwise, I don't know how to send a pdf unless it's through like....email or something?? So that's what I need help with from maybe you or others.

Now it's November and it's closer to Christmas. My little sister asked me for a specific book for Christmas. Its common, everyone knows it by now, it even had a way too long running Netflix series so it was definitely there on the website. Everyone knows what it is and what it is about so I wanted her to have that privacy instead of having to carry it everywhere with her bc-like how some people are with Jennette McCurdys book- she doesn't want certain people (in this case her bullies) knowing that she's reading it.

I get on the website to find out that it was shut down by the FBI. I thought this thing was a legitimate/perfectly legal public online library as it claimed to be. It seemed to check out fine to me when I was using it and sharing it to others. It was reccomend to me when the book came out and I made a status on fb saying I was going to order it on audible. Got a message from a friend saying that I should go to this site if new books are sold out, not on libby, on Kindle unlimited or in the library. This library had this whole deduction section on its main page about how their goal is to provide access to books for all regardless of your background/situation...it wasn't like they were doing anything downright horrible

But

I guess in the end it did violate something and if that something was to rip off writers-then it deserved to be shut down.

Anyway, I still have a PDF of the entire book saved on my phone.

If you (or anyone else) knows a way to give it to you directly from my files please let me know. We can discuss comfort levels and consent depending on what can/can't or will/won't work.

Either way, for anyone new reading this here's some more context: I have had SO many people ask for this book and they retrieved it with no issue at all. There was no conditions, no bs, nobody had to explain themselves, and everyone was happy. Its the same book the only difference is you would have to talk to me directly about how you want to obtain it. Otherwise, I'm sorry that you missed out when it was easy :( and I hope you find another way to obtain the book.

[pencilcat]

[edwad]

now that everyone from twitter has joined tumblr overnight, it's time to lay a couple ground rules:

1. it's not called a "retweet", it's called a "reblog", but if you're REALLY cool, you refer to it as a "rebagel"

2. if someone has fewer followers than you, it is totally fair to call them "irrelevant", but it is actually more stinging to call them "irrelephant"

3. if you see someone irl that you think might have a tumblr, you're supposed to say "i like your shoe laces". the correct response, which any true tumblrite would know by heart, is "thanks, i stole them from the president"

4. there is a particular phenomenon that happens after 12am EST called "nightblogging", and everything after this point is the fault of the australians

5. tumbeasts

[ecsta-zi]

Omg what's worse is that HC and Disney's original little mermaid is set in Italy not Denmark sevenseasmermaid. com/where-does-little-mermaid-take-place

BREAKING NEWS!!: YOUR DENMARK ARGUMENT MAY BE IRRELEVANT LMAO