DEAR DIARY…

23 y/o || Germany ||

[loved-ones]

My mental state is: If you give me a long hug I might start crying.

[demureness-world]

[loved-ones]

I felt good enough when I had your love

[loved-ones]

I‘m still yours and you’re still mine

[loved-ones]

I thought we were soul tied

[loved-ones]

Du bist mein funkenmemsch

[stay-close]

“I’ll never be able to look at your face without loving you.”

— Rachel Wolchin

[loved-ones]

What is your favorite place to relax?

My car 🚘

[loved-ones]

I am grateful that you showed me how to love

[wedarkacademia]

[loved-ones]

So viele Posts auf diesem Account habe ich dir gewidmet. Du warst der Grund weswegen ich angefangen habe hier meine Gedanken rauszulassen. Und auch wenn ich jetzt nicht mehr jeden Tag meine Gedanken hier poste denke ich trotzdem jeden Tag an dich. Ich frage mich immer noch, wie du mir damals all die Dinge antun konntest. Ich frage mich, ob du auch an mich denkst. Ich frage mich, ob du mich eigentlich jemals so geliebt hast wie ich dich. Aber ich denke nicht.

Meine Liebe zu dir war unendlich und sie geht immer noch nicht fort. Ich weiß nicht ob sie jemals fortgehen wird oder wie ich aufhören kann an dich zu denken. Und irgendwie hasse ich dich dafür. Dass du mich so sehr verletzt hast und ich dennoch solche Gefühle für dich habe…

[anastasiasyah]

It hurts when you can see the best in people, yet they only spot the flaws in yourself.

08/27/23, anastasiasyah

[thehopefulquotes]

“There are two reasons why people don’t talk about things; either it doesn’t mean anything to them, or it means everything.”

— Unknown

[thehopefulquotes]

“And that was what destroyed you in the end: the longing for something you could never have.”

— Leigh Bardugo, Crooked Kingdom

[afreenirfanbaig-deactivated2024]

At the end of the day it's you. It's you who has to make sure that you're okay. It's you who has to hold yourself. It's you who has to decided to keep going. Sure making some tea will make you feel okay but you really do have to make sure you're okay. You have to keep holding on and keep trying, it's hard out here, I know that. It's you and you can do it. You can do whatever you want to do because you are strong and you've made it so far.

[loved-ones]

At the end of the day we’re all alone

[loved-ones]

Someday you won’t remember this pain you thought would last forever and ever.