Tw: angst, readers death, mentions about death, brief character mention, muncho angst 😰, hurt and I don’t think it’s much comfort at all 💀, gender neutral
“It’s been a while since I’ve last gone to see them….”. He thought to himself as he looked off into the distance getting his eyes covered with his bangs after a harsh amount of wind blew his way. ‘When was the last time I went to visit them’ he thought as he slowly got up and started walking aimlessly through the harbor.
He knows he walked quite a distance because when he snapped out of his daze expression he was at your house how did he end up here again…? Right it always ends up like this he always shows up here when he’s in a daze but he never goes to see you. It happens every single time and it hurts because all he see is memories of you two just being happy together just how it used to be….how did it all end up like this. All he could remember was your sickly sweet voice.
It was so beautiful the way it sounded was like if a relaxing wave of calmness washing over others it was so sweet like honey dripping down your through a smooth feeling. Oh how he missed hearing you call out his name on you little adventures….but now all that was gone. It was all thrown out the window 3 years ago.
That’s all he could think about for the past 3 years just of any memories or any signs that you weren’t actually gone and you just left to take a break from him. That what he wanted to believe but he knew he would be delusional that’s all he could think of as he looked at your house.
After a bit of hesitation he decided on climbing the stairs to your door getting his hand ready to open the door his hand stuttered to open the door. His hand was going to back away next to his body but he decided against it and just laid his hand on the door knob and gripped it as he opened it.
He was met with nothing but the sound of the wind coming in through the open windows the sight was so nostalgic it was exactly how he left it after that day the windows open with the translucent white curtains flowing lightly with the wind. He couldn’t help but let his tears slip down his face as he saw the back doors open.
There he saw the beautiful tree that held your hydro vision in the center that was slowly being consumed by the tree there lower to the bottom of the tree sat your tombstone with the most beautiful flowers they were being kept alive by a certain dendro user but he wasn’t here today it was only the two of you there he saw the beauty of the tree with all the hydro like ornaments that you created and all the beautiful lamps that you created.
The beautiful patters on the cloth laps that had the prettiest swirls that represented the anemo vision that he held on to so dearly. Started walking through the long hall way but that soon turned to a small jog till it turned into a fast sprint to get outside it felt like it took him forever.
He soon reached the end of the hallway slowing down getting ready to exit the house to walk into the backyard. If he stayed inside he felt as if he’d suffocate he had to see it again with his own eyes he had to see all that was left by you. He was frozen in fear in a complete daze he was rethinking his choice of being there.
That’s when he was snapped out of his terrifying daze by a small ring of the bells that you hanged on the tree. Oh how beautiful they sounded as they swayed with the lightest swirl of wind that hit against them.
How he missed seeing this tree with you. Memories flooded his mind all he could see was the days that held the happiest moments like the days that you both celebrated together or when you would see the fireworks from there as they raised and exploded to beautiful colors that reminded him of you.
The light of the laps dimmed until they were fully gone and that’s when he heard it the loud booms of the fireworks exploding. Out of shock he turned his body around and looked up and there he saw the prettiest sparks falling from the sky.
He couldn’t help but have his eyes water up and let the tears flow out his hair was then removed from the small ponytail he wore. As he looked up with sadness in his eyes. With the small silence he and the wind pushing his hair from side to side he felt as if someone wrapped their arms around his body.
He couldn’t help but feel at ease with the warm feeling until he heard the voice he longed for. He couldn’t help but to fall to the ground besides your grave.
“Kazuha….thank you for giving me this life….I wish I could have told you back then” that’s all he heard as he felt the comforting presence leave his side following what had happened he felt something fall into his hands that were resting on his laps.
He looked down and saw your once blue hydro vision amulet in his hands glowing the tiniest bit to let him know you were still besides him.
Kazuha held it up to his lips and laid a small and gentle kiss on it following that action he said “ I love you…..Y/N”