chunky baby

Height: 5’7 SW: 144 CW: 148 GW: 110 20

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Most people looking at my ideal body:

Me:

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🍁Autumn's here baby🍁

[ed-princess]

I love when my posts get stolen :)))))

[ed-princess]

I forget that I’m allowed to feel pretty sometimes, even if it’s just my shadow❤️

[ed-princess]

IM GONNA COMMIT SEWER SLIDE THIS IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE FUCKKKKKKK

[ed-princess]

me: I think I’m finally doing better, I haven’t had any triggering thoughts in like 3 days!!

also me when I see someone skinnier than me:

[ed-princess]

wowowow I’m in love with her body

[ed-princess]

fuck it im already over my cal limit so why not binge and hate myself even more lol

[ed-princess]

HOLY FUCK IM FAT

I’m almost 150 lbs (I’m 5’7)

I blame the fact that now I’m living at home again so my mom makes a bunch of food and expects me to eat as much as I did in highschool

THIS SHIT SUCKS time to trigger tf out of myself and starve

[ed-princess]

LMAOOOO I ate only 240 calories all day then I had to RUIN IT BY GETTING MCDONALDS GOD DAMNITTTTTT

[ed-princess]

I’m like 100% sure the only reason I haven’t lost a fuck ton of weight to this shit is cause I live with my bf and he forces me to eat 😤😤😤

[ed-princess]

it’s weird; I constantly think about my weight, I skip meals regularly, panic if I eat something with more than 200 calories, I have a heavy feeling of regret every time I eat, I’ll see a picture of some girl online and immediately think “if you were skinnier then maybe you’d be pretty like her”, yet my brain tells me “you don’t have an eating disorder, you’re just dramatic” LMAOOOO I hate this

[ed-princess]

last night at dinner, my brother’s girlfriend was talking about some lady who ate three 78 ounce steaks and said “she was itty bitty like *insert my name*” which made me feel good for a second but then I realized everyone is skinny compared to her since she’s like 350 lbs :)))))

[ed-princess]

she’s so cute and skinny i just wanna look like her🥺

[ed-princess]

I obviously don’t want to get covid,,,,,but I heard it makes you lose a bunch of weight soooooo 👀

[ed-princess]

i could stop the hurt right now if I wanted to

[ed-princess]

im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly im ugly