Endings
I rediscovered the band Cougar the night I arrived back home in Manila. Dressed in clothes too heavy for the weather, that fit better just a short time ago, I had a weird sort of aural flashback while weaving in and out of passengers on their way to baggage claim. Something about being in transit, and being in NAIA 3 conjured up the song ‘Endings’ off Cougar’s 2009 album Patriot. I couldn’t for the life of me tell you where I was headed 6 years ago, where I was going or where I hoped to be, but the good thing about the inconsistencies of time is that it morphs along with the changing shapes of your dreamscape and perspectives.
But...what is time?
I have a friend who would wax philosophical, and launch the question to the cosmos “...but what is time?” into conversation whenever the slippery substance was brought up.
Now, the thing is, I hate talking about time, even though I’ve fooled people into believing I’m pretty patient. That’s complete horseshit - time is no friend of mine! My beef with it is there’s either never enough of it, or you have it in abundance, but it moves at glacial speeds. The pacing is always off, and you can never get a solid grip on it!
What is time?
A human construct to reaffirm our brief, fleeting existence on this planet? A way for walking apes to explain the ageing of seasons (and each other), predict, and plan agriculture and other methods of subsistence? A sense of linear order, to attempt to make sense about how we came about, and what exists around us? An investigation as to why a great ball of fire in the sky reappears with alarming consistence? To explain the break down of bodies and the wrinkles dredging across once youthful flesh?
If I knew the answer, I’d gladly share the secret with you. What I can do is hook up the song that spurned on this weird existential awareness of the curiousity and finite nature of us hairless (well...not all of us), bipedal apes. Cougar is a 5 piece instrumental/rock band who blend busy guitar parts and glitchy drum beats/electronics, that up until now, has stood the test of time...whatever that means!














