(Not) small ramble, since I haven’t gotten death threats or anything after loggin back in (long I think, probably)
i suppose i should apologize for some small things I’ve done, or at least explain em. The reason why I even made this account was because I was a EXTREMELY closeted objectum and trans guy, and I was scared to post anything about either of those things (mostly just my objectum-ness), because I thought that I’d be shunned and outcasted by my friends (that didn’t happen btw, quite the opposite. I literally found someone who’s also objectum LMAO). And also because I wanted a general place to vent and talk about what’s on my mind. However, I did get that experience here, the one place where I thought I’d be safe from that :P and ya wanna know the main reason why? Or at least what started the harassment I received from here? It’s because I’m a minor, 16 in fact. I had people trying to parent me, infantilize me, hell, even one dude told me to shoot myself because I’m not 18. It got so bad to the point where I literally lied to some people here about my age, because I was TERRIFIED of being excluded because of something I can’t control. I apologize for doing that, but I felt as if I HAD TO just to stay here, but I suppose there was never a point, everyone will be unhappy with me either way. Also, I never interacted with nsfw stuff, if I remember correctly. Only once though, but I thought it was satirical. It was something abt robot semen or smth, idk. But of course after I did that the op dm’ed me asking about my age, same old story. They didn’t believe me lmfao, can’t blame em tho.
every single person who did that was in the objectum community btw, because y’all can’t chill for two seconds without posting your fantasies about fucking your plushies ig. I suppose everyone believes that being Objectum HAS to involve sex, which it really doesn’t, not for me at least.
Speaking of which, my partners are happy and okay, I just won’t be posting them anymore because I feel like you don’t deserve them. Tumblr doesn’t deserve them after everything I’ve seen and gone through.
also, i guess I’ll lightly touch on what broke me and caused me to leave. Y’all literally had one job; don’t be rude to me and I’ll keep posting. I find it funny that nobody actually read the important shit on my old pinned post. I’m dyslexic and nerodivergent. I don’t work and function like the rest of y’all. I’m not using that as a excuse for anything, HOWEVER, it is what caused me to think that racism was the same as xenophobia. Again, nobody, and I mean NOBODY told me or bothered to correct me until everything blew up in my face. Also, I apologize for posting that one vid on yt, I won’t say what it was but I honestly thought nobody would see my shit. Ever. I wanted to use it as a place to store videos and photos I don’t want to have anymore, but I guess it was a huge mistake to make it public, mostly due to the domino effect that led to my downfall.
idk what else to say, I feel shitty but I also feel wronged. No idea man, life’s too short to worry about shit on tumblr of all places.
if y’all want me to explain or talk about anything just comment, don’t be a dick.
Oh yeah here’s my new animatic btw, designed by @/picklesplitz
Fuck you I like this new one better.
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