[virtues-for-sale]

[everythingispossiblewhenubelieve]

[ryokucha-chudoku]

NO MORE!!!!!!!

No more just eating to eat!!!!!!

No more boredom eating!!!!!!!

No more snacks and sweets!!!!!!!

No more calorie drinks!!!!!!!!

No more fat!!!!!!!

I am going to lose weight!!!!!!

I am going to fit into a size xs!!!!!!!

I am going to be 90 lbs!!!!!!!!

I am going to be skinny!!!!!!!

I got this!!!!!!!!!!

[r0tten-r0se]

🌿

[mycollarbones]

little things that are so satisfying

•seeing your thighs start to separate

•rubbing your collarbones when you press your shoulders forward

• looking at your skinny fingers

•hearing people tell you that you need to eat

•wearing tight clothes and getting compliments

•looking at your stomach in the morning after a fast

•knowing that one day it’ll all be worth it

+FEEL FREE TO ADD ON+

[starvingclown]

non scale victories im hoping for

a squarer face

my binder actually working and not feeling so suffocating

being able to wear my boyfriends clothes

not having chub rub 

all the red angry stretchmarks shrinking down to white lightning bolts

lovehandles shrinking so my hip dips are less noticable

being able to take a bath without my stomach poking over the water

being able to spend less on weed/alcohol because i’ll be a lightweight

finding rings that fit 

being able to get undressed at the end of the day and not be covered in itchy red indents from the waistband 

[killsunkill-deactivated20251112]

[gothboiskinny]

misunderstood, but fuck it i'm cool.

[lydianax]

[bmi0]

I want to be “that girl.”

I want people to whisper “is she sick?” behind my back. I want to take off my baggy sweater to reveal the xxs T-shirt underneath and have the room go quiet. I want cheekbones and big tired eyes. I want to be the regular who’s just a black coffee, please, every morning. I want to forget I have a limit and just forget to eat. I want people to get excited when I eat an apple, just an apple thank God she’s eating something. I want my fridge to be nothing but water and a bag of iceberg lettuce. I want to forget what its like to binge. I want to stop taking any comfort in eating at all. I want to not eat because adding up calories is too much work. I want bruises on my spine from the sit-ups. i want to get under my UGW without noticing. I want to be thin.

[insecureaty-deactivated20250718]

well i’m sorry to be that person but some of these things will never happen. instead try to focus on all the progress you’ve made so far

[monsieurcouture]

Area S/S 2017 Menswear New York Fashion Week

[carangi]

Yves Saint Laurent AW 2000-01 fittings

photographed by Steven Klein

[strawberrigag-deactivated202203]

[angelmasturbatingsoftly]

[fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucc]

*i want to be in the 150s*

*i want to be in the 150s*

*i want to be in the 150s*

*i want to be in the 150s*

Scale: 159.9

*i want to be in the 140s*

*i want to be in the 140s*

*i want to be in the 140s*

*i want to be in the 140s*

[thinboneytea]

What hurts the most is looking in the mirror and knowing it could be different.

I could’ve started earlier

I could’ve eaten less yesterday

I could’ve walked away from that one binge

I could’ve said no to that meal

I could’ve drank water instead

maybe then I could feel hunger pains again over the pain of being a failure.

[open-book-of-anxiety-deactivate]

I could be so much prettier, so much more attractive, so much more desirable- if my fat ass would just stop eating.

I just have to stop eating.

[decayr]