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Hi dad,

It’s been a year since I last saw you. I still can’t believe you’re not here anymore. I feel so lost without you. I feel stuck. I feel like I can’t move on. I miss your warmth that you used to fill the house with. Now all I feel is cold air flowing through the house cuz of how empty I feel without you. I know I still my mom but she’s also lonely and sad that you aren’t here. I try to talk to her but she doesn’t know how to express herself to me and neither I to her. I truly wish you would’ve gave me those few minutes to get the hospital to say good bye to you properly. I want to hug you so badly. I truly do miss you. I want to be able to dye your hair one last time. I want to drive you around one last time. I want to help you get in the car one last time. I want to be able to walk by your side one last time. I don’t feel like my old self. I’ve become more bitter and I started to hate everything. It’s just not the same without you. I miss you dad. I wish you could give me advice one last time.

I miss you dad. ❤️

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Hi Dad,

I miss you. And the house feels empty without you. I keep expecting to come home from work and seeing you here. I wish I would’ve hugged you more often. Mom hasn’t been the same since you passed. She can’t think clearly nor does she do anything the same anymore. I miss you so much everyday dad. Why did you have to part? Why couldn’t you fight a little bit longer. I play back the memory of me walking into the emergency room and see you lying there and me in disbelief calling you to wake up, to get up. But you didn’t. I kept lying to myself that you were sleeping. It breaks my heart having to keep pushing forward without you. I wish you could’ve made it to baby Sebastian’s birth. He’s not here yet but I’m sure you’re watching over him and his Mommy Vicky and Daddy Frank. I don’t know what the future holds for me but I hope you’re proud of me then. I feel lost without you here but I’m sure you’ll guide me in the right path. Sometimes I wish I could turn off my feelings because when I think about that day I get angry with the world. Why did god have to take you? Why couldn’t he wait a little bit longer? I never told you but I’m sure you know now, but my biggest dream amongst my crazy dreams was to be a dad you being able to meet them. I wanted to be able to take you and my kids to the park like you used to do with me and Frank and just run freely through the grass chasing after you. I wanted to get your vanilla sprinkle cone and rush inside before it started to melt and laugh because it would be dripping on your hand and onto your clothes. I bought you bagels while you were in the hospital in hopes of you coming home to toast them and eat them with cream cheese and your coffee. I went and bought your favorite soap so that you had it when you could finally be able to take a proper shower after heeling your leg. It’s still untouched. I miss you dad. Please hug mom and make her feel loved. She really misses you. I hope to see you again one day. Don’t forget about us.

I love you dad.

Rest In Peace Pa

Dear Harold,

You will never read this nor anyone we know either. But I want to say that I will miss you dearly. You have motivated me so much. I only knew you for a few months and yet you managed to touch my heart and made me feel like as if we knew each other for years. You were such a gentle giant. You were so nice to everyone. To have heard that parted ways with us forever crushed me. You had so many goals and yet without hesitation you gave me advice, and motivated me to do my best for my mental health and physical health. I’ll always cherish you dearly. Know that Kae will be in great hands. Everyone at work misses you. It doesn’t feel the same without you. You were so genuine. We will always love you brother. Watch over us, especially Kae.

Rest in paradise Harold. Long live EIYAM.

I’m done.