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Sometimes I really hope someone can tell me how to be happy...
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Random thoughts
Sometimes I really hope someone can tell me how to be happy...
Life is never fair, even in fiction
I have to say I have enough sad, depressed, suicidal protagonist who always so sweet and sincere but never get a happy ending story arc. The way they killed off Quentin is sloppy, and the fact that he never get to say goodbye to Eliot is unforgivable. He missed him because Eliot definitely meant a lot to him as a friend or a soulmate. When I saw he see Eliot the first time after the monster at that farewell fire thing, his expression immediately turned for happy (because he did a brave thing and save his friend) to hurt. Eliot is hurting so does Quentin. All the scenes we have with Eliot after Quentin’s death is him wearing all black, looking down with no emotion on his face. Because he lost his true love. Just why? They can easily give Eliot a closure, say goodbye to Quentin before he died. But they decided to end thing like this.
The moment Quentin said “did he do a brave thing to save his friends or he finally found a way to kill himself?” shook me. He was not happy, super depressed the whole season and already give up for getting his best friend back at the end and now you had him mentioned the whole season might just his suicide arc? He finally got to justify his attempts because he sacrificed for his friends? That’s just an unfair conclusion to such a beautiful character. If they want to kill off Quentin because Jason is leaving, I can understand that. But why this way?
This is unfair to all the people who struggle with mental health issue and escape to Fillory and see Quentin as their hero who also depressed but still accomplished so much. I need everyone to know that life is definitely unfair even for fiction character but it is beautiful too. Remember the peaches and plums when we say goodbye to Quentin Coldwater and move on.
4-1-1
I've been super busy recently with all the professional placement thing and my part time job I basically work 7 days and this is going to be last for a few months, but this show really make my Thursday (is Australia here) a bit brighter. I usually check my Tumblr tag when I still at work to see what I'm going to expect for the following episodes since I can't watch it until finish work or the next day, while this episode everyone was complaining about #qualice on the tag and it get me so down because I'm super support #queliot and I love their relationship so much not just their romantic part but more on how they make each other feel less broken and hurt, and able to led a full happy life.
Long long story short , I watched the episode (also the next week teaser), actually I don't hate it. Okay let's me break it down a bit:
1. As we all know Quentin was so broken the whole season, he lost his dad, his best friend and forced to play along with the Monster so he can save Eliot but nothing seemed to work. He gave up last episode, feeling everything is over but now he know his discipline - repair small objects and he get to find his purpose again. Like Alice said, now he know who he is and no need to fantasize about who he can be or should be which is a big thing for someone so lost and so depressed for so long feeling not belong to anywhere thus I truly like they revealed this and kinda help Quentin dealing with his mental state.
2. Alice. Not a big fan of her but she is really important to Quentin. I felt bad when she said Quentin is the best thing that happened to her while Quentin just looked at her without any emotions. Because he knew her pride, her desire to prove she can do better is always the most important thing to her. She love Quentin but she also hurt him and eventually make him realise their relationship never gonna last.
3. Qualice. To be honest and also I truly truly hope they will never let that happen again. It just too cheesy and messy now. The buildup of Queliot is heavy in this episode if they just let that go I have to say I will be super disappointed. But with the interaction between Quentin and Alice this season I cannot see how they can still become a thing but they can still be good friend.
4. Prediction. Now we know monster get his sister soul back and she will be in Julia body next episode but it seemed Monster actually scare of his sister (?) for some reason. They might have conflicts Monster might fight back but his sister who is the stronger one might kill him (also hurt Elliott). Margo cast sister soul out, Alice bind it in the pot, binder help Julia got her goddess power back and heal Eliot but his soul is damage when the Monster get killed and Quentin help repair his soul because they have such a profound bond. Fen and Josh found the fountain of magic, Fillory got the balance back, library failed, Everett got exposed, but the tragic is Kady died and the person Penny 40 saw in the underworld bid Kady.
5. Tragic. Maybe Kady died, or Monster finally understand humanity but his sister killed him or the fact that the twin are victims that get experimented by librarians and they both destroyed the library, killed Zelda and Kady.
Sorry for this super long post. Just have to get this out of my system.
They did it again.
The moment Marco said how much she missed Eliot is the moment I realise I miss him too. Whole season I enjoyed seeing Monster but I really want him back now. The whole crews, only Quentin and Marco truly want him back. That makes me so upset. And now the monster remember who he is, get the last stone and all hope seems to be gone. Well, at least we have a wonderful musical episode I guess.
Rdr2
Okay I have been playing rdr2 for quite some time now. At chapter 5 now...
Everytime
Everyone: What now?
Dutch: We need more MONEY!!!
Me: Not AGAIN!!!!!
Meanwhile...
Me: Running around hunting everything...
Arthur cough...
Me: Oh NO......
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My problem with Detroit Become Human
Got the best possible ending on my first playthrough. Been trying to go back and get the violent Markus, machine Connor ending but.....
I can't hurt my babies!!! Especially Connor and Hank. I don't want them to hate each other. They are precious!!!! I can't!!!! Connor is the cinnamon roll who can murder someone I know but he is like a son to Hank. How can I hurt them!!! NOOOOOOOOO
Please, consider Thor
His mother was killed by a dark elf and he could do nothing to save her.
His father lied to him and died in front of him.
His hair was cut, so he lost the lock of Loki’s hair that was intertwined with his.
His sister brought to the distruction of his entire home, murdered all his friends and made him blind in one eye. He finally had to kill her.
His hammer was destroyed.
His best friend was killed in front of him.
His brother, who was the only thing that remained to him, was choked to death in front of him.
He had nothing left, but still he stood up against what threatened the Universe once more, and was the one who got closer to stop it in the end.
Thor is the real hero.
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Amen.
Poached eggs
It’s been a crazy few weeks here for me, flying back to my home country, visit my family and now back and finally have time for this.
And
I don’t know how but I love Eliot even more now. His character is maturing, even more after what happened to him and Q. He was concerned about Fen, care about Fray and being self-aware of how much a jerk he was to Fen. I love this new Eliot, those years he spent on being a father to Rupert definitely help.
But
What are you doing there, Q? Another love interest? Come on...
Also
Margo is awesome, Todd is funny and Fairy is jerk.
Q I love you but there are FAR more practical ways you could’ve gotten him to restrain you. AKA Q is an over dramatic arsehole
Is it just me
Or the way Eliot and Quentin interact was more like an old married couple than friend... That embrace and kiss the forehead thing are too sweet!!!
2018
10 hours now.
It is 10 hours now into 2018.
Woke up 20 minutes now.
My new year started 20 minutes ago.
Brushed teeth, drank coffee, had breakfast.
My new year started as usual as any days before.
Scrolled through my phone, answered every new year messages.
Finally
I spent around 5 minutes for something new yearly.
I breathed in the new air, stared into the mirror, 2018′s me looked back.
Our eyes met, the air became lighter.
“Happy new year!”
We both took a deep breathe, still stared into each other eyes.
“We will survive another year, like every year before.”
We smiled, and now.
We are ready for new year.
see the thing about ken’s arc is that he suddenly becomes so cold. like, sure he’s seduced by the power he’s taken in blackwing and he thinks he can fix everything. but, just compared to his relationship w bart last season to this episode- it’s a full 180. you’d think he still be actually happy to see her, and because he knows bart takes out the bad people, you’d also think he’d be disturbed that she has to kill him now. i think ken could have still had this arc without being completely cold and distant, especially from bart. even if it’s just to manipulate her into thinking they’re friends still. bart can walk out of that room and kill him at any time she wants, i thought that would affect him more.
i liked his arc okay up until the point where he and bart saw each other face to face. even if he wasn’t happy to see her he would’ve known that it would be good and more endearing to bart to at least pretend he was happy (like hug her and stuff) but he was just emotionless in a way he hadn’t been before to such an extent
EVIL CLONE
this genuinely could be it
I was thinking maybe those files he read makes him see her as tool? That's how he treated Dirk too. They are now only tools like the computer code which he can manipulate and use for his own good? Just my guess. Also before he met Bart he was kinda working with the criminals for money. He is never a good soul more like a survivor who adapt to the situation he is in.
Nice Jacket = Mona
Wow.. Simply wow!!! Definitely worth the hype. Kudos to Max, he did an amazing job on this show. Loved it, definitely watch it again when it comes out on Netflix.
Spoiler ahead so beware...
I love how Friedkin become and how he finally understand everything now since he is in the backstage of reality. Good for you, Friedkin. But your kinda evil red eyes thing still bugging me... Just don’t be a bad guy again okay?
Not surprised about Suzie and also she deserved that. She deserved to be ALONE!!!
I am so proud of Dirk, he is so brave, running around Blackwing, getting shit done, bringing Moloch back to his reality, getting shot at but still doing what he suppose to do because he believe in his family. Also, they are not just his friends now, they are his family. Family by choice, exactly the thing he need. The way he ask Moloch about who he is and why he is there, break my heart. But at least now he got a family to go back to, I feel so happy and sad at the same time.
I am super excited the idea of Amanda being the leader of blackwing subjects and help them or guide them to fix the reality. She is a badass and the rainbow monster is super cute with Rowdy 3. the way Dirk said she is not his thing, make my little broztly heart sing!!!!
Why did you do that, Bart. You can go anywhere, but you choose togo back to Blackwing? Because of Ken? He is not worth it girl. You should stay with Panto and Silas. But I cannot wait to see her slaughter Ken next season (if we got one).
Panto + Silas = Happily ever after
THE END
Finale is approaching...
I cannot, truly cannot stop my brain from predicting what will happen on the finale, I love reading all the thought every fan has for that episode and here I like to see what everyone think..
Please reblog if you think..
Moloch is going to restore Wendimoor, all the fantasy character is resurrected, Panto and Silas are living happily ever after while Suzie got destroyed by the greatest weapon, which I think might be Bart, the prophecy fulfilled, our happy gang get back to reality and starts their agency. Meanwhile, Ken is trying to bring back all the subjects for Blackwing and chaos await for next season.
Please like if you think...
They found Moloch but there is difficulty on restoring Wendimoor since he suffer a stroke and literally lose control of his own creation thus the chaos now but they somehow find a way to do it, it involved Dirk and maybe even Mona and Friedkin, they succeeded with a price such as Dirk get hurt or Mona died. Anyway, Wendimoor is all good and happy, Suzie destroyed by Bart, everyone celebrate and the gang back to reality. And the last 5 minutes, Dirk ran away again because he doesn’t want to bring Todd and his friends anymore dangers. He goes back to Blackwing with the Priest and Ken is the new supervisor and he is planning a way to use his power.
Please tell me what you think, I love more than anything to hear all the opinions from this precious, pure fandom. Let’s be a detective now!!!
new still from ep 10!
Please don’t make Todd hurt anyone especially Dirk... I won’t survive if they do..
Who is the BOY
We are officially half way through the show and I still got no freaking clues who the BOY might be. Like everyone else, I have several theories so far… Going to be a long post, hope everyone like reading…
That BOAT - infant male Pollock Francis, is EXTREMELY important. “Infant male” = BOY and the name Pollock Francis, it is too specific to not be a thing. According to Hobbs, the boat appeared at least 10 years before the 67′ happened and from Arnold we knew he wished the boat never fall from the sky, very much implied it was because of that boat, started all those shenanigans and eventually killed his parents. He might be the one who caused the electrical pulse in order to get rid of all electrical thing because that was the only way to solve the situations back there, I believed he locked them all in the house within the house, which surrounded by static, and the town returned to normal until now.
The THING or PERSON comes with the boat - So who or what fall with the boat? It might be someone named Francis, but my theory is the one who fall with the boat is Project Moloch. At least a young Moloch, who then befriended Arnold. They grew up together, you can see the height scratch marks in s02e02, Arnold’s was mark with A.C but you can see a few scratches without name, right below A.C, they had more than one kid lived with them, it might be Moloch and he could be the boy!
Who is Moloch - Moloch is the most powerful Blackwing subject, according to Friedkin and I believed he has the ability to create thing from dream, especially a child’s dream therefore he created Wendimorr for Arnold. I think they played together, he created the world, a nice, peaceful dreamworld for them, but eventually it turned bad, his power got out of controlled and monsters appeared. When weird thing started to happen, Blackwing came in, tried to solve the problem but the only way was to use electric power to trap everything inside another dimension, which includes Moloch’s consciousness so he sacrificed himself, went into comatose state and protected by Blackwing so he can keep everything in order with his mind.
Why NOW? - Moloch suffered stroke when they moved him, it might happen quite recent, He lost control, it might release the Mage from that train which was suppose to keep him locked down. And he was friend with Dirk so that’s why the prophecy is to ask Dirk to find the boy. He believed in Dirk and he want Dirk to find the boy or buoy, the BOAT! I saw this on reddit ( BUOY ) , it is quite legit. The boat might have something that could help them bring peace to Wendimorr, locked the Mage back to that train.
NEXT EPISODE - I know we got a hospital scene on next episode, I think Dirk and Farah are visiting Arnold and he will have a flashback about everything, we will see some young Arnold and Cardenas next week. Even Sherlock, I think he might one of the imaginary characters from Moloch. TV in the house within the house showed a Wild West Sheriff character, he put him there to protect the town and Arnold, that explains why he is so okay with everything Dirk said, the holistic thing and he seems to understand how the universe work on Dirk. So hopefully he survived that Mage’s attack, he might be transported to other place by Mona, finger crossed.
Okay, I know it is a long post and thank you for reading all of these, I am just too excited with all of this and hopefully we got some answer next week.
Edit: I was so surprise on all the notes I get. Thanks everyone.
‘after s02e08′...
Did I make mistakes? Yes. Did I only make mistakes? Y..Yes... But did it all work out? Kind of...