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today's hebrew lesson is oozing, gooey, gushing—zuv, זוּב. it's for things that lilt—like bodies in fucking—or trickle—like the thirsty land with its curds, its nectar. its referents are cum, on tips and tongues, frosting, on raisin cakes, or bleeding out, like in lamentations. the overrunning here is of the libidinal, the longing, the yoking

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you run from god. he tells you he loves you, too

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𓃒

𓌪

꒷꒦

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—the uwu old testament: burnt offerings (leviticus 1)

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i am the creeping creature to god's garden. i am the foot to his kink. i'm the tent peg to his temple. i am the bones to his valley. i am the unrolling tehom to his next life. i am the bosom to his, chest on chest, like lovers

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why do i desire physical pain, it’s almost holy to me. I feel insane

the first time god touches bodies, it is a renting open of the chest, a removal of a rib, cleaving and closures that heal unevenly. you miss that

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can you have boundaries with god

me? no. but you? no

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the strangest thing- my sister and i keep seeing imagery surrounding gideon. the name repeats itself, we constantly hear of drinking from rivers. why does he come up so often? i don’t know the old testament nearly enough

gideon—or, gid`on, גִּדְעוֹן. from the root gd`, for cutting down. even his name has the glottal closure in its center. you need to fell, in your life?

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do you think being obsessive in love is God-like

yes

[aestheticsof]

Curtains

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Where and how did you love for God begin?

i'm a cradle catholic—i've never not known him to be my love

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i am the creeping creature to god's garden. i am the foot to his kink. i'm the tent peg to his temple. i am the bones to his valley. i am the unrolling tehom to his next life. i am the bosom to his, chest on chest, like lovers

[croyl]

@prettyboss.braider on instagram

[eesirachs]

i am the creeping creature to god's garden. i am the foot to his kink. i'm the tent peg to his temple. i am the bones to his valley. i am the unrolling tehom to his next life. i am the bosom to his, chest on chest, like lovers

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intercessions—god, you're cruel, cute, clingy; ℟ thank you, thank you, thank you

feed the thinnest bodies in thirsty lands. ℟

recall your love for the neglected, the narcotic, those left without narcan. ℟

keep creature-kind on your thrumming heart. ℟

crawl into the lap of the ill, the lost, the recovering. ℟

kiss us with the kisses of your tongue. ℟

let our lyrics be ringing, cherry-light, tambouriny. ℟

give tissues to those with runny noses tonight. ℟

bury those in the lonely fields. ℟

give us your unegotiated consent. ℟

[eesirachs]

can you teach me how to read god's name in hebrew?

yes—hebrew is read right to left. so with יהוה‎ you start with the first letter, the yod (י). yuh. then the next letter, the hey (ה). hhh. then the third, the waw (ו), wuh. then the last hey (ה), hh. yhwh. there's never consistent vowel notations in it, so it feels like breathing, like an inhale then an exhale. yah—weh

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hi

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religion phd is going like this

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god's first girl charmer rots, lonely, in the wilderness. his next girl charmer yields to the rape fantasy of generals and tent nails. his next is lost in the temple, running from her raving male counterpart and his lurid visions. the last girl charmer lacks a name