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happy pride month dykes i love you dykes

my ex-situationship is manipulating me hard because she doesn't have another girl rn i presume and it's so bad because i still crave her

#i am going to bend then break for her #the real issue is i went on a date with another girl who seemed so nice #and i'm seeing her again in about a week #but i don't know if she likes me the same #and she's a really bad chatter #and lives far away #and generally i don't know what i want #and my ex-situationship basically lives around the corner #i'm being absolutely tortured #but i'm also fantasising about crying in her arms because she'll never be good for me #she's telling me how she really regrets how she treated me #but i know she'd do it again #& yet i can't stop thinking about making out & hooking up again

my advice would be DO NOT simultaneously try to write an MA thesis & other academic things, learn a new language, build stronger muscles, & develop crushes on girls after going on a single date. do not. lethal

#especially the crushes part

dating journey as a lesbian i want to cry again but about another girl this time so that's something

fighting demons rn but it would be too embarrassing to have to tell my friends that i texted her. so i'm NOT texting her

#it's OVER #but i MISS her #i want her so bad #and she knows #now it's been almost a week since she cruelly asked me again whether i still think of her and i rejected her question #send me someone to forget her fr

lovednknown

#literally me with her

beautiful heart of the city

#antwerp #cathedral

my niece is the absolute realest talking me through a moment of weakness in my post-situationship madness

the selflessness, the realness.... i love her

joytri

thank you to trees and also rain

took my period cup out after four days of bleeding, body now decided it's time for round two???

moment of silence for me, for the first time since long having to put a band-aid on my face after picking my skin 🥴

#dermatillomania #a wound instead of a spot. k #HELP fr #i have these pictures on my phone w my hands covered in blood after a picking session and i just looked at them again makes me quite sad #<- can you believe i took these pics for 'aesthetic' purposes #stop #anyway here i go have the humbling experience of big band-aid on face in public #*pics from 2020 btw not recent she is not me

oh the rain is here to comfort me

#open windows #over my bed

good news: my presentation got picked up by a great academic journal asking for my article - let's hope they like it and want to publish it

bad news: just went on a date and nearly cried multiple times during because i felt confrontation within, how much i miss my ex-situationship

#updates of the day #like a public diary #now i want to cry on the train omw back from the date #she was very sweet and pretty tho #also i don't think it was obvious that i was close to tears

ringmodulation-deactivated20250

i dont have any "tinnitus" i have an angel who lives in my blood and she likes to sing songs for me. ok

#lately she's been a bit... exceptionally loud tho

vintageeurope

Antwerp, Belgium 1900s

survived my first conference presentation!!

#academia

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