I literally don't even know anymore help me

Charlotte/Charlie, 23, England. She/hers, or they pronouns. My birthday is 25th November... If you're interested *hinthint* too many fandoms. If you're wondering, I'm probably in your fandom. A walking mental illness tbh don't even get me started.

[snottyfawn]

you were a wolf, i was a rabbit

you were a wolf cub, your tail wagging amicably

but a wolf is a wolf

and teeth still hurt

i still see your shadow

the wag of a tail

now means maliciousness

i wonder

have you muzzled yourself?

or do you still prowl?

[dearest1]

[thatemoboii]

there are memories of you i am too afraid to touch

[xsicklypupx]

There’s no just getting over it with PTSD

Imagine having nightmares, reliving the worst moments of your life every. Single. Night.

Every single time someone brushes your shoulder

Or startles you by accident

Or you smell that artificial cherry flavoring

Or any scientific words for fluids are said

Or a certain meme crosses your view

Or your mom hugs you too tight

Or your boyfriend kisses your cheek too lightly

Or when you use that blanket

Or someone has that length and colour hair

Or the wrong person raises their voice ever so slightly

When any tiny little detail at any moment can make you relive your most painful memories, there is no getting over it. Not with reminders constantly all around you.

There is no “just get over it”

[seraphimrot]

i wish i hadn’t trusted you

[dogtearsoup-deactivated20240927]

that songTM that just makes you cry and breakdown in seconds

[seraphimrot]

[blackdxlilahs]

I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared I’m so scared

[the-meaninglessness-of-existence]

[gardenofthrace-deactivated20200]

[pure-self-deprecation]

[bad-habits-come-at-a-cost]

“Probably something that shouldn’t be said out loud, honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now”

— Billie Eilish // bury a friend

[inksplit]

[todaysbird]

i really like when crows just insert themselves into a group of other birds and then act like there is absolutely nothing strange about it

x

[teddie-bear]

Crow: these are my friends

Other birds: no we’re not

Crow: you are :)

[moss-nymph]

Why do Bigfoot hunters try to lure him with a mating call? Do they have a game plan for if a squatch comes barreling toward them out of the woods full tilt with a raging boner?

[thrunkling666]

what the fuck do you think the point of finding Bigfoot is

[nanajitter]

The Shape of Forests (2019) dir. Guillermo Del Toro

[momma-rose]

here’s a fun reminder

bees do not suffer from humans harvesting their honey, as they produce it to a level of excess that they cannot hope to use.

not only that, but without people deliberately breeding them for honey, they would have died out by now.

this especially goes towards you vegans who don’t eat honey thinking it’s animal abuse. don’t go out and buy agave nectar, which is so frequently made using inhuman labour policies. use honey, the best way to save bees.

[exqueensofbael-blog]

The overharvesting of agave is actually harming the animals that naturally feed off the plants such as certain types of bat. Protesting honey is killing bees and harming the livelihood of beekeepers, aka people who chose their job, not who were forced into it.

[gahdamnpunk]