the prettiest art showcase of february ! brought to you by @anchoeritic ! this place is filled entirely with pieces that, not only are beautiful, but are worth millions. (lasts from feb 7 - 14th)
๐ช - ships - now would you look at that?! a beautifully made, vintage mirror. legend has it that if you stare long enough, youโll start seeing things from your soulmateโs point of view. (send me a small desc. about yourself and iโll write 3 hcs for you !)
๐ - cym - looks like youโve bumped into an old friend! youโve started a conversation with them and you started reminiscing about the old memories you shared. (send something i could cast my mutuals as)
๐ - wips - oh gosh... you accidentally took a peek behind the scenes, seeing an unfinished portrait of art ! now theyโre rushing you out. (send a character and iโll reply with a sentence from one of my wips)๏ฟผ
๐ - ask away - a painting of a key? thatโs really considered art? apparently it means something special or something.. iโm assuming it means something romantic? a key to my heart? (ask me any question and iโll be sure to answer.)
๐ฏ - sorting - really? near the end of the show, the lights decide to shut off? what is this mess! your hand suddenly goes cold as you reach for your friend, then you realize that sheโs gone! what do you do? (send one fact about yourself and iโll assign you to the character you remind me of.)
๐ก - fic recs - the lights turn back on again after what felt like years of darkness. all of a sudden, kelly marches her way over to you, wrapping her arms around you. she asks you what your favourite piece was. what do you say? (send me a character and iโll link my top 3 fics for them.)
๐ - story time - you jerk awake from the mattress beneath you, arms attempting to hug kelly back until you realize that... it had all been a stupid dream..? (send this emoji and iโll tell you about my shifting experiences and dreams.)
youโve reached the end of the โart showcaseโ. thank you so much for attending! we really loved your company. come again next time for an even better celebration. kellyโs 1.7k event. which is very very soon.. donโt you worry.
You are back!!!! I missed you so much and i look up to your writing so much, i am so happy to see u posting again (even if its just replies and reblogs)
I love you, you are the most amazing writer ever!!!!! Please take care and i hope that writer's block is solved soonโคโคโค
aaaaaaaaa OK
OK OK OK
what???? wHAT??? you missed me??? ๐ฅบ
OMGODDESSES thatโs so โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ i honestly have no words to describe what im feeling right now!!! IโM SO HAPPY THAT I COULD JUST CRY ๐ญ๐ญ
thank you thank you thank you THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! this is so precious to me ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ
I LOVE YOU, NONNIE!!! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ you the most amazing of all times!!!!!!
summary: you know he wants you. he knows you want him - and itโs time to surrender
word count: 3.5k
warnings: possessive!dom!remus lupin; jealous!remus lupin; mentions of alcohol consumption; bad language; remus calls you โdollโ; slightly smut
authorโs note: like i said before, iโm having the major writerโs block these days so i decided to post what iโve already wrote for this - not my best work, but i hope you enjoy it | sorry for any grammar mistake | no proofreading
โBecause I wonโt be gentleโ he answered in a growl - his dominant tone making your pussy throb. โIf I allow myself to lose control, Y/Nโฆโ one of his hands brushed lightly on your left breast before grabbing your face hard. โIf you allow me to fuck you the way I want to,โ his thumb traced your lower lip, โI wonโt be gentle,โ he declared, looking at you intensely.
summary: you know he wants you. he knows you want him - and itโs time to surrender
word count: 3.5k
warnings: possessive!dom!remus lupin; jealous!remus lupin; mentions of alcohol consumption; bad language; remus calls you โdollโ; slightly smut
authorโs note: like i said before, iโm having the major writerโs block these days so i decided to post what iโve already wrote for this - not my best work, but i hope you enjoy it | sorry for any grammar mistake | no proofreading
AAAAAAH LEXYYYY i cheated cause i couldnโt control myself and i read this before i finished my homework hahahaha SIS U ARE SO TALENTED THIS IS SO GOOD I CAN'T๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ not me acting as if i didnโt know already what was written here
โฆso close, so inviting, so irresistible.
I SWEAR LEXY๐๐ You writing is amazing and aaaaaaaah ALL THE SCENES HEREโฆ I LOVE THEM ALL!!!!!!
The corner of his lip lifted slightly in a minimal smileโฆ
YO WHY, ajdjajs my heart ๐ฅบ
โโฆI know what is best for me and I want you.โ
MMMM YAS QUEEEEEN๐ฉ๐
Bravely, you approached him.
YES YES YES, i love this line so much??? Idkw but i adored it. I love all the readerโs youโve created๐ฅบ๐
โBecause if you donโt like meโ you gulped with that possibility โI swear Iโll get away from you. Just tell me.โ
I already knew what was coming, yet i was like ๐ฅบ๐ฉ๐ญ with this
THE CONFESSION OH MYYYYY๐ฉ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ so cute and perfect
โI donโt think I canโ he kissed you on the tip of your nose. โYou make me want to lose control.โ
YES PLEASE๐๐
The room was filled with the sound of your laughter.
Ngl, this whole part OWNS me๐ฉ๐ it was so cute then so hot aah, the way you wrote all this was *chefโs kiss*
โI promise, Remusโ
AAAAAH I CAAAAANโT I AM SO EXCITED FOR WHATโS COMING!!!!! i am literally shaking at this cause ๐ฅต๐ฅต๐ฅต๐ฅต๐ฅต
Lexy this was more than amazing, u hace such a way with words that wow๐ฅบ๐ฉ๐ teach me pls
i already did it so many times but i will never get tired of telling you how much i appreciate your support on each work of mine (and my crazy ideas) ๐ฅบ
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, mi anjo ๐
and please, queen alyssa, i have absolutely nothing to teach you cause youโre so freaking amazing and talented
AAAAAA SERIOUSLY you have no idea how much your comments made my heart melt ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ
summary: you know he wants you. he knows you want him - and itโs time to surrender
word count: 3.5k
warnings: possessive!dom!remus lupin; jealous!remus lupin; mentions of alcohol consumption; bad language; remus calls you โdollโ; slightly smut
authorโs note: like i said before, iโm having the major writerโs block these days so i decided to post what iโve already wrote for this - not my best work, but i hope you enjoy it | sorry for any grammar mistake | no proofreading
summary: you know he wants you. he knows you want him - and itโs time to surrender
word count: 3.5k
warnings: possessive!dom!remus lupin; jealous!remus lupin; mentions of alcohol consumption; bad language; remus calls you โdollโ; slightly smut
authorโs note: like i said before, iโm having the major writerโs block these days so i decided to post what iโve already wrote for this - not my best work, but i hope you enjoy it | sorry for any grammar mistake | no proofreading
LEXI YOU HAVE DONE IT AGAIN. i love it. this whole series is amazing!! also please dont ever feel pressured to post. take your time! ANYWAYS. I LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT.
Hi, just wanted to tell you that I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THE WAY YOU WRITE you are absolutely amazing love ๐
AAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH!! ๐ฅบ
seriously you have no idea how much this is important to me because Iโm having such a writerโs block these days and your message just made me feel so much better
Hi Kai, my beautiful friend! Cast your mutuals as the little things that make you happy?
hello kendall my love!!ย
you as outfits that just. that just SLAP. and you spend like a good minute looking in the mirror bc why have you never worn this before because YES
@cruciostyles as hilarious tiktoks that have you silently heaving bc theyโre so funny
@george-fabian-weasley as making the perfect cup of coffee in the morning. sipping it for the first time & being like yup. thatโs it. thatโs the one.ย
@lumos-barnes as absolutely gorgeous girls that you see out on the street or in the mall & you have to pause because you didnโt know people could be that beautiful
@mitsukui as that little thumb thing that people do when holding hands ๐ฅบ
@efyra as the first dip in the pool or in the ocean after being under the hot sun for ages
@harpyloon as long, deep conversations in parked cars at night when you feel like youโre baring your whole soul to someoneย
@whizboingies as little trinkets you find while cleaning your room but you canโt let go off bc they remind you of happy, soft memoriesย
since this will be my pinned post until the event is over, hereโs the link to my navigation
eeep so we just hit 800 friends !! iโm so so so grateful for all of you who support me and my litol blog & the things i write. i canโt believe thereโs 800 of you when i was literally doing my 300 sleepover, like, yesterday ๐ฅบ
to celebrate, iโll be doing a little sleepover from today (feb 5) to next friday (feb 12)! you can send in as many as you like, donโt be shy !!
send in an ask with:
๐ - cym ! give me a category (it can literally be anything you want) & iโll tell you which moot of mine goes with what
๐ - fic review ! send me the name of and/or link a fic of yours for me to read, & ill tell you my thoughts on it. preferably golden trio/lighting era please :)
๐ป - headcannon ! ask me about a certain character & ill tell you what they would do/how they would react in a certain situation ! golden trio/lighting era preferably please :)
๐ - mood board ! give me a character, a theme, & a color scheme then ill make a mood board for you
๐ - made up title game ! send me a made up title & ill tell you what i would write based on it
โ๐ผ - wip ! ill tell you about a wip i have & if ive actually started writing it, ill add a little snippet of it
๐บ - random fact ! tell me a random fact of yours & ill reply with one of my own
๐ - letโs chat ! want to rant about something? have this thought or idea in your mind that you need someone to talk to about? tell me & letโs have a chat about it
tagging some moots whom i love & cherish v v much (not exhaustive): @lupinsclassroomโ @cruciostylesโ @lumos-barnesโ @gryffindors-weasleyโ @gryffindcrghostโ @george-fabian-weasleyโ @anchoeriticโ @writingsomewrongsโ @darthwheezelyโ @mitsukuiโ @efyraโ @15-dogsโ @whizboingiesโ @wand3ringr0s3โ @choke-me-pansyโ @amourtentiaaโ @parseltongueswritingโ @spacexcowgirlโ @harpyloonโ
So... Iโm having the MAJOR writerโs block these days and it doesnโt matter how much I try to create something, my mind just gets..... NOTHING ๐
I know I suck, but please donโt hate me ๐ฅบ
Iโm sorry ๐ฅบ
Iโm so so so so sorry!
One more thing: since I donโt know how long this block will get me, Iโm going to post what I already wrote for โhis to claimโ ๐ฅบ
YOU DON'T SUCK me leaving mexico just so i can fight u on this YOU ARE AN AMAZING TALENTED HOOMAN THAT NEEDS A BREAK AND THAT IS TOTALLY FINE AND WE ALL LOVE YOU AND THAT DOESN'T MAKE U ANY LESS, okay? Okay๐
AAAH u already now i am so so excited for this part ๐๐๐๐ love u lexy
summary: you know he wants you. he knows you want him - and itโs time to surrender
word count: 3.5k
warnings: possessive!dom!remus lupin; jealous!remus lupin; mentions of alcohol consumption; bad language; remus calls you โdollโ; slightly smut
authorโs note: like i said before, iโm having the major writerโs block these days so i decided to post what iโve already wrote for this - not my best work, but i hope you enjoy it | sorry for any grammar mistake | no proofreading
previous parts: prologue | part I | part II
โAnd I donโt care if you are a werewolf, a vampire, a goblin or even if you are a toothless duckโ you mumbled; your voice becoming lower with each word and your eyes automatically closing โI like youโฆโ you let out a yawn โby the way, ducks have teeth? I donโt rememberโฆโ
But without waiting for his answer, you fell asleep.
Remus gently strokes your cheek, admiring you for a moment before admitting for the first time to himself: โYeah, I like you tooโ. He covers your body with a blanket - he also chooses to leave the lamp on because he didnโt know if youโre afraid of the dark - and then, he walks out of his room.
Tonight, he is sleeping on his couch.
The first thought that came to your mind that morning in 1995 was: "what a fucking headache... and since when do I have a wooden ceiling?โ
You sat on the unknown mattress in a single movement, immediately whimpering as your head throbbed in pain even more than before. Looking around, it took you a few seconds to assimilate that you werenโt in your room. Your mind went crazy, trying to remember the last nightโs events that took you there; you remembered being at Leaky Cauldron, that you exaggerated on firewhisky doses, having... "oh no, oh no, no, no...! No fucking way!", your eyes widened and you grabbed your hair with both hands, remembering very clearly what had happened.
"Pathetic, pathetic... how can I be so pathetic?" you thought to yourself.
Slowly you got up from the bed, stretching and letting out a long yawn - what an incredible night's sleep you had - still barefoot, you left the room, exploring a little the house you had never been in before; the place was small, there were few decorations and cracks on the white walls of the small corridor, the aged wooden floor creaked under your feet and you could smell that perfume - that smell of chocolate mixed with sandalwood. It didn't take long for you to find where the bathroom was, you did what you needed to do and washed your face with cold water, and then you walked to the living room; he was there, reading a book while sitting on the couch.
"Um... good morning," you say shyly, biting the inside of your cheek nervously.
Remus raised his eyes at your direction; you had slightly swollen eyes, your face carried a tired expression, your hair was messy after a long night of sleep and your last night's clothes were wrinkled, but still, you looked incredibly beautiful in his eyes.
"Good morning, Y/N. You slept well?" he asked in a gentle tone; an imperceptible little smile appearing on his face.
"Yes..." you whispered. "Thank you for... erm... letting me stay here" scratched your temple feeling a bit uncomfortable.
"No need to thank me," he left the book on the couch and stood up. "It looked like you needed a... hum... friend," he smiled kindly. "I prepared breakfast," he gestured to a small table that was set with fruit, toast, and juice. โI know that thereโs not much...โ
"It's perfect" you interrupted him; a huge smile decorating your face.
The breakfast was silent, but it was pleasant - Remus served you the food and poured juice in your glass; you couldn't avoid smiling silly with that. After you finished eating, you insisted that you should wash the dishes, which he had strongly disagreed with, but you could be very stubborn when you wanted. While you were doing that, disconnected memories of last night came to your mind.
"Oi, Remus" you winked exaggeratedly at the manโs direction, who seemed surprised to see you there. "What is up?"
โฆ
"You know what? I'll tell you!" you exclaimed as Remus laid you on the bed. "You are... bipolar! You're bipolar!" he cocked an eyebrow with your words. "You ignore me, then you decide to be nice to me, then you ignore me again and act like you hate me..."
"I don't..."
"Shhh!" you raised your index finger in front of the man's face. " I didn't finish" you declare "then you act like you hate me and then you get all jealous because of Bill and say that I'm yours... And then you ignore me again!" you frowned and made a little pout. "Do you like me or not?" you faced him.
"I..."
"I think you like! I think you want me! And news flash, professor" you said the last word with a good dose of sarcasm "I want you too!"
And then, you couldn't remember anything else.
Your cheeks warmed with the memory - had you really said those things to him? Oh, for Merlin's sake... you were so pathetic.
"May I ask you something?" you heard Remus say as he leaned against the kitchen counter; his gaze rested on your figure. You just nodded still concentrated on the plate in your hand. "Why did you refuse to go back to your house last night?"
You change the weight of your body to the other leg, clearing your throat before answering: "well, I really didn't want to see my parents".
"Did you have a fight with them?" he frowned.
You chuckled without humor. "You could say that" you shrugged. "They want me to become an auror, but I know I'm no good at it, so they're kind of... disappointed," admitted.
" I know" Remus murmured, his dark brown eyes staring at the movement of your hands as you finished washing the glass - you were intrigued by what that "I know" meant, but decided not to care about it now - so he continued "I'm sorry about that."
"Nah" you said indifferently, shrugging once again "I think I've gotten used to their look" you sighed heavily, rinsing out the last remnants of soap. "Y/N Y/L/N is a big disappointment" you mumbled distractedly as you dried your wet hands on the fabric of your pants.
"Don't say that," he said firmly. "You are not and never will be a big disappointment, Y/N. You just want different things."
For a few seconds, you felt in trance as he looked at you that way - and no, it wasn't that look that made your knees tremble, it was different; he looked at you as if you were the most precious thing in this world. And that made your heart fail a beat.
Trying to pull yourself together, you face your barefoot feet. "Yeah, it could be..." your shoulders shrink "I really don't know if I know what I want to do."
Remus, unconsciously, approached you. "You have no idea?"
You turned your body, now staring at him. "Um... maybe."
"What is it?" he asked.
"I was talking to Mr. Weasley the other day and he told me about some job openings at the Ministry, but I didn't know if I really wanted to work there" you look at your ex-professor, who keeps staring at you and listening carefully. "So I talked to Bill" you don't realize that Remus clenches his fist when you mention the redhead "and he told me that Charlie knows some activists who work in the departments to help in their causes from inside the Ministry..." you twist your hands together in nervousness and let out a breath of air "in short, I think I want to work in the Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures."
Remus was silent for a moment, a little surprised by your choice of career; he didn't really know your performance in the other subjects, but he assumed that you were an intelligent girl because you got enough NEWTs to consider becoming an auror - however, were you that interested in Care of Magic Creatures?
"And why..."
But before he could finish his question, you answered him. "I want to improve their quality of life, of... hum... creatures" you really hated to use that term "help fight for their rights, for their social inclusion" you got even closer to Remus, who was paralyzed in his place " house elves, goblins, centaurs" now, your bodies were very close to each other "werewolves" you whispered.
He felt the breath get stuck in his throat when he realized how close your bodies were; his dark brown look meeting your e/c eyes - it was as if you could see through each other. Your lips were so close, so inviting, so irresistible.
"No..." Remus whispered to himself, closing his eyes for a second while taking a step back "no, no".
"Why not?" you ask with the voice failing; your eyes begging for an answer.
"Isn't it obvious?" he stared at you. "I'm a werewolf" he spat, completely disgusted by being what he was "and I'm 36 years old" he said as he walked out of the kitchen.
You snorted. "Well!" you threw your hands up in frustration. "Professor Binns is a ghost and dungbombs stink!" exclaimed, following him into the living room.
Remus frowned, confused. "What...?" he stopped walking and turned towards you.
"You said two facts that are insignificant and I did the same!" you explained.
The corner of his lip lifted slightly in a minimal smile before he said with an imploring tone: "Y/N, I'm not good for you, you have to understand".
"No, Remus" you shook your head. "You are the one who needs to understand that I know what is best for me and I want you."
"I'm not good for you" he repeated, his look fixed on the floor.
Bravely, you approached him.
You were much shorter than Remus, so you managed to get directly in his vision line. Your hands landed on each side of his cheeks and you lifted his face so that he also looked at you. "I like you, Remus" you whispered; your look never left his. "I like everything about you."
"You deserve more" he says in a sigh, his forehead leaning against yours.
"I know. I know I do" you agree. "I deserve to be with someone good, someone who is kind and who treats me well. I deserve a person who makes me laugh at his silly jokes, who makes me feel the most beautiful girl in this world when he looks at me. I deserve to have someone who supports me, who makes me happy. I know I deserve someone like you".
"Y/N..."
"You don't like me, is that it?" you asked, taking a step back and letting go of his face that you held between your hands. "Because if you don't like me" you gulped with that possibility "I swear I'll get away from you. Just tell me."
The rational part of Remus wanted to say that he didn't like you, but he couldn't. He couldn't because all he wanted was to have you; there was something in your look that hypnotized him, there was something in your smile that made him want to be the reason for it to appear on your beautiful face, there was something about your perfume that made him addicted, there was something about your body that made him want to map by finger every inch of your skin, there was something about you that made him lose control - something he always had. And in that moment, Remus wanted to be selfish.
"How could I not like you, Y/N?" his hand touched your cheek, his thumb caressing the spot. "I love every detail about you," he confessed.
You opened a broad smile and your hand covered his that was touching you. "Is that a yes?"
"I didn't want to allow myself to like you, doll" Remus's other hand moved a lock of your hair behind your ear "but you made it very difficult" he smiled.
You took a deep breath when you heard him call you 'doll' and you felt your heart racing inside your chest; it was a new sensation - that pleased you. "Thatโs good then."
Taking the initiative, your hands landed on Remus' shoulders, you put yourself on tiptoe and lifted your face towards his, your noses touched and your lips were a few millimeters away from the first kiss, but he moved away from you once again.
"Are you sure?" he asked, analyzing you, expecting any sign of doubt.
"Absolutely, Remus" you said confidently.
Your consent was all he needed at that moment - Remus still had many fears, many insecurities, but at that moment all that mattered was the urgent need to satisfy the desire he felt for you.
His big hand slid from your cheek to the back of your neck, grabbing you firmly while the other one traveled to land on your waist, pulling you closer to him; his touch was almost possessive, but that first kiss you shared in his living room was delicate. Remus kissed you as if your lips were the petals of the most fragile flower in the world; your mouths moved slowly, experimenting - it was gentle and sweet. You dissolved the kiss in short pecks, your foreheads leaned against each other - your back arched up and Remus bent down - and with a smile decorating your faces, you stared at each other.
"You will never ignore me again, will you?" you asked amusedly.
"I don't think I can" he kissed you on the tip of your nose. "You make me want to lose control."
You bit your lower lip. "I don't want you to control yourself around me," you murmured.
Remus gulped, squeezing your waist between his fingers. "Not today," he said simply. "Come on. I'm taking you home," he held your hand, pulling you toward the door.
You clicked your tongue, feeling a little frustrated, but followed his command.
Not today, but one day for sure.
You and Remus shared many other first kisses.
The first kiss you gave in one of the hallways of Grimmauld Place, the first kiss you gave when you were having drinks at Leaky Cauldron, the first kiss you gave in Remus's kitchen before dinner, the first kiss you gave in front of the door of your house while you were saying goodbye.
And you also shared many seconds, third, fourth and fifth kisses.
Sometimes Remus couldn't control himself.
He would pin you against the wall in the hidden corners of Grimmauld Place and kiss you until your legs were limp. He would place his hand on your knee and slide it up until his fingers brushed against your inner thighs while you drank a butterbeer. He would lift you up on his kitchen counter and position himself between your legs, making your bodies rub against each other. He would say goodbye with a sweet kiss, but first he would mark you by sucking the skin off your neck, leaving you a hickey that you needed to cover with your hair so your parents wouldn't see it.
But you wanted more.
You didn't want him to stop when your hands were traveling through his chest in desire. You didn't want him to move away when you made him moan in pleasure with your touch. You didn't want him to say "no today" when your fingers slightly squeezed his hard cock under his pants.
"It's late," Remus said when he closed the door behind you, "I should take you home."
"Oh no, Remus" you whined, taking his hand and bringing him into the house. "The Full Moon is over now" you stopped walking when you got to the living room "and we stayed away from each other for days because you wouldn't let me see you."
"You know that..."
"Yeah, I know" you interrupted him; your hands sliding on his chest "but I missed you anyway" you made a little pout.
He smiled, putting a lock of your hair behind your ear - a thing he had gotten used to doing. "You like me that much?" he whispered in a soft tone.
You smiled, too. "You know I do," you said; and taking advantage of the fact that he was distracted, you pushed him to sit on the couch before climbing on your lap, your knees positioned on either side of his thigh. "And you? Do you like me too?" Your hands went into his light brown hair, your fingernails slightly scratching his scalp.
Remus's hands automatically went to your hips, holding you firmly against him. "Do I need to answer, doll?" he asked amusingly.
You grabbed his hair and pulled it back slightly, making his face - newly marked by new wounds - rise up. "Yes, you're being intimidated into answering," you tried to sound serious.
"Well, in this case..." Remus glided his hands that were on your hips to your back and pulled your body down closer to his, wrapping it in a hug "I like you" he gave you a kiss on the right cheek "I like you" on the left "I like you" a little kiss on the forehead "I like you" now on the nose "I like you" and a delicate peck on the lips.
The room was filled with the sound of your laughter.
When your laughter stopped, your foreheads leaned against each other and you exchanged an intense look while you still had a smile adorning your faces. You wrapped Remus's neck with your arms and pulled him even closer to you; your breasts glued to each other now.
Now, you two were no longer smiling. No other words were exchanged between you; and in a second, your lips merged into a passionate kiss. Remus's hands grabbed your ass, squeezing the flesh between his fingers tightly and pulling it down, making your intimacy rub off through your clothes - you could already feel his hard cock against your pussy.
You moaned against Remus's mouth with the friction on your clitoris and intensified the kiss, making it rougher. Your fingernails slightly scratched the skin of his neck while he still kept his hands on your ass. "I want you, Remus..." you whispered in desire, moving far enough away just so you could look him in the depths of his eyes - his eyes that were still wild.
Remus didn't want to stop; on the contrary, since you gave him that first kiss in his living room, he just wanted to take you in his arms and make you his. He wanted to feel your naked skin against his, he wanted to hear your moans of pleasure and he wanted to watch you cum while he was fucking you, but he was afraid - he was afraid of losing control. Remus knew that as soon as he allowed himself to surrender to desire, he would become a beast - the beast he tried so hard to repress.
Then he sighed. "Y/N... not today".
"Why do you always stop?" you asked in frustration - and a little hurt; did he not want you as much as you wanted him?
"I don't want to hurt you," he answered.
"Hurt me?" you raised an eyebrow. "You know I'm not a virgin, right?"
Remus giggled, but you felt the tightness in your ass becoming possessive. "As much as the thought of another man touching you infuriates me, I know that" his tone was neutral.
"So, what's the problem?" you insisted on the question. "Don't you want me?"
"Of course I want you, doll," he said; his lips rubbing lightly on your earlobe, making you shiver. "I've wanted you since I first saw you at Grimmauld Place," he admitted, nibbling lightly on the skin from the curvature of your neck for a short second before gently kissing the place.
"So why...?" your voice was hoarse - still feeling the soft pain of Remus' bite as his hands went up the sides of your body.
"Because I won't be gentle" he answered in a growl - his dominant tone making your pussy throb. "If I allow myself to lose control, Y/N..." one of his hands brushed lightly on your left breast before grabbing your face hard. "If you allow me to fuck you the way I want to," his thumb traced your lower lip, "I won't be gentle," he declared, looking at you intensely.
Your chest went up and down quickly because of your difficult breathing, but you still found the strength to answer him in a whisper with your voice taken by desire: "so don't be" was what you proposed. "I already said I don't want you to control yourself. I'm not made of porcelain" you said firmly "you don't have to be afraid to break me".
Remus gulped. "I can't..."
"Yes, you can" you interrupted him. "You talked about having my permission and I allow it. I give you my consent, Remus. I don't care if you won't be gentle. I don't want you to be gentle," you stared at him with an imploring look. "I want you to take me any way you want. I want you to make me yours."
The grip on your jaw became even harder when he pulled you closer to your face; your noses were touching, but your eyes were still connected to each other. "You have to promise me, Y/N... you have to promise me that you will tell me if I hurt you" he demanded.
So... Iโm having the MAJOR writerโs block these days and it doesnโt matter how much I try to create something, my mind just gets..... NOTHING ๐
I know I suck, but please donโt hate me ๐ฅบ
Iโm sorry ๐ฅบ
Iโm so so so so sorry!
One more thing: since I donโt know how long this block will get me, Iโm going to post what I already wrote for โhis to claimโ ๐ฅบ
Summary: your boyfriend, George Weasley, could never allow you to sleep without a birthday celebrationย โ this is the third and final part of my โGood Girlโ series, so make sure you readย โGood Girlโ (pt.1) andย โMake It Creamโ (pt.2) as well!
Word Count:ย 4,2k.
Warnings: smut! Mentions of food, daddy kink, dirty talk, cum play, spit play, overstimulation, praise kink, lingerie kink (is that a thing?), use of toys, gagging, choking, finger sucking, pictures being taken with total consent.
Disclaimer: none of the pictures used in the edit below belong to me; I simply put them together.
A/N: this was so highly requested! I hope I can make justice to your requests and desires, my loves.ย Please, leave me some feedback if you feel like it! My askbox is open for your opinions, thoughts and requests. Thank you so much for your time and attention! ย โก
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The clock struck midnight, and his thin and pinkish lips curled up in a devious smirk. He was well aware of your dislike towards celebrating your birthday, but you had been acting like such a good girl that he just had to give you something to celebrate the special day.
Truth being told, he was deeply and eternally thankful for your existence and for your presence in his life. You had changed so many aspects of his old self, taught him so many new things, and provided him so many novel feelings and experiences. You were the love of his life, and nothing would be able to ever change that.
