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[eggyrocks]

eggy, 20s, they/them ; no longer posting here ; active on @dumdogs and on ao3 at toothsoup

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can you guys please stop spam liking here i still get notifications and i hate it im asking nicely

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Omg Eggy speaking of longlegs my bestfriend lovessss horror movies but I don't and all the ppl saying it was soooo scary were making me nervous to see it but I gave in for her and then that shit was like not even horror??? It wasn't the worst it just wasn't anything horrorish

yeah i didn’t think it was that scary. i mean that one scene in the house was super tense and really well done. but what drove me most insane where the plot holes !!! took me out of it so bad

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so deadass rn calloused hands is what brought me back to tumblr. my friend sent me a link and we both haven't read smaus since 2020 and it PULLED us back so hard

im both honored and apologetic

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hii eggy do u like xdinary heroes?

i’ve never listened should i

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Saw ur post about not liking Calloused Hands and gasped, and then decided to reread On Repeat to see how ur writing has changed. Hours have passed and I just finished. Tears running down my face. Work Song blasting on my speaker. I'm crying into my pizza slice. Spam tweeting with a dramatic use of 😭. All while wrapped in a wolf blanket with different alpha slogans on it.

😭😭😭 i can picture this scene so perfectly thank you so much for sharing it

[sodaneko]

LALECHINGO!! ; a birthday event

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ it’s bingo! and also a raffle.

let’s party!! one thing about me is that is love a little event and since it’s my birthday month i felt like hosting one :3c

so: raffle time! but you gotta play some bingo first before you can participate. lemme give you a rundown on how it works.

what's the prize?

✰ a total of three 1k (or longer) fics from me! i don’t take requests so this is a rare chance to see something specific written by me ✰ the 3 winners will receive a wishlist form from me in which they can go wild ✰ haikyuu x reader only! gender of reader is for the winners to decide, i’ll write for all of them. ✰ not limited to sfw only (that being said: mdni)

details & rules (it looks like a lot, but i promise it's easy)

✰ to participate in the raffle, you gotta fill out the bingo cards! there’s ten of them in total at the end of this post. some are writing prompts, some are for reading, some to spread some kindness. you can grab and combine any that catch your interest.

✰ 1 bingo equals 1 point. if you manage to fill out an entire card, you’ll get 10 points, so 10x your name in the draw pot for the raffle. this means you can get up to 100 points in total if you fill out all ten cards completely.

✰ it’s not first come, first serve! you got two weeks to have fun with your bingo cards.

✰ this event is mostly about making fandom a little better for everyone, whether you’re a writer or a reader, no matter how you participate in it. this means you don’t have to show me proofs how you got these bingos. putting my trust in you that you won’t cheat <3

✰ since the prizes are gonna be fics by me, i would feel better knowing you actually like my works enough to follow me. however, it’s not a must to be a follower to participate. again, it’s more about fandom than me.

✰ writers picking up the writing prompts: it up to you how you use them! can be drabbles or headcanons, small fics, big fics, moodboards, not limited to haikyuu only. really whatever sparks your inspiration. you don’t even have to publish it or tag me in it (though i’d love to see ofc hehe), this is for YOU and your inspiration.

✰ do NOT bring any ai into this. i'll rip you to shreds

✰ once you’re finished, either reblog this post with your bingo cards or send me an ask with them (i won’t publish them, just for me to keep track)

✰ i’ll draw & announce the three winners on Jan 27th and will contact them through dms for their wishlist :3

card 1-6 ; for the writers

card 7 & 8 ; for the readers

card 9 & 10 ; for the kindness

that's all! have fun ♡ - Lale

[eggyrocks]

someone called me a boy in public today

[dumdogs]

── .✦ FULL: IWAIZUMI HAJIME ── .✦

sequel to undone

she’s staying at his place. just for a bit. while things cool down. it’s a practice in self-control, for iwaizumi

PAIRING: iwaizumi x fem reader

STATUS: complete

WARNINGS: angst, heartbreak, arguments, swearing

TAGLIST: open, complete this form to be added

MDNI: will contain adult content (marked in chapter)

PREVIEW: traces

CHAPTER ONE: walls

CHAPTER TWO: mornings

CHAPTER THREE: exit interview

INTERMISSION: empty

CHAPTER FOUR: spring

CHAPTER FIVE: changes

© warlocksoup: do not copy or repost

[dumdogs]

── .✦ FULL: IWAIZUMI HAJIME ── .✦

CHAPTER FIVE: changes

Iwaizumi constantly feels like the rug is about to be pulled out from underneath him. 

She’s sitting cross-legged under the sun that pours in from her window, and she looks beautiful. Iwaizumi can’t stop looking at her, and thinking about whether or not she’s going to leave him. It taints the way a light summer breeze flows in through her window, how the cicadas chirp, and the way her skin looks under the sunlight, but he can’t help himself. She’s been gone before, he figures, she could be gone again. 

Half-full boxes are littered about her room, filled with old childhood books and mismatched socks and bottles of cheap perfume. Iwaizumi wraps one of them closed with packing tape. 

Her and Akaashi had talked, a lengthy conversation that Iwaizumi was not a part of, and decided it would be better if she moved out, lived with Yukie for a bit, got away from him. They don’t know if they’re going to stay friends. Iwaizumi can’t decide how he feels about this, if her eagerness to step away from him is a good sign, or if her inability to be near Akaashi is something that should make him worried. 

He decides not to think about it too much. 

“Thanks for helping me move,” she says to him, breaking the soft silence that settled between them. She stacks a few hardcover books into a box, and Iwaizumi knows he’ll end up carrying it. “I really appreciate it.” 

“”S no problem,” Iwaizumi replies, his eyes watching her hands. “Oikawa’s been wanting to go furniture shopping, so it’s a good excuse to say no. And, y’know, I just wanna help you.” 

She smiles, eyes briefly flashing up to him. “Yeah, I know you do.” 

He was needy, for a while. It was probably too much for her to put up with, but she put up with it. The texts he sent late at night, asking if she was sure about him. The cloying way he would grab at her, holding her close to his side like someone was coming to take her away from him. Constantly asking her to repeat herself, to tell him she loves him, and really, truly means it. 

But she put up with it. She watched the way insecurity would wash over him, tensing him, making him recoil, and she would take his hand, rubbing circles into his palm until he eased. She returned every text, fell into every embrace, told him repeatedly and eagerly that yes, she does love him, and yes, she means it. 

And even still, he doubts her.

She stands, and she interlocks her fingers above her head and leans back to stretch. Iwaizumi watches as the bottom of her shirt lifts to reveal her midriff. “I’m gonna go bring some of these out to the car. I need to stretch my legs.” 

“Save the heavy boxes for me,” Iwaizumi remarks, and she bends down to pick up one, filled with posters and picture frames. 

She smiles. “You know I will,” she tells him, and takes carefully placed steps out of her bedroom, heading for his car that’s parked on the street. 

And then Iwaizumi’s there, alone, sitting on the floor of her bedroom. He looks around. It’s bare now, free of photos of her and her friends, free of posters of bands she likes and shows she’s been too, free of her. It was like this the first time Iwaizumi was there, too. 

She had just moved in, when Iwaizumi first met her, and hadn’t left her mark on the walls yet. When he had kissed her then, for the first time, he thought he had never tasted anything like her. Maybe it was then, that first night, when Iwaizumi knew she was it for him. 

Iwaizumi stands. The wooden floorboards creak when he moves. Iwaizumi loves her, he’s always loved her, and he starts to wonder, surrounded by her packed up belongings, when it will be enough for him. 

It wasn’t enough to spend almost every weekend taking up space in her bed, leaving trails of kisses down her neck. It wasn’t enough to be the one that she called when she needed someone. It wasn’t enough to have her stay with him. And it’s not enough now, even with her constant proclamations of love, to ease the ache in his chest, to quell his desire for more.

He looks down at the boxes beneath him. Things are changing for her, now. And now that his thoughts are in a downwards spiral, he asks himself if they’re going to change with him, too. If it won’t be enough for her, if things will have to change, if she’ll disappear again. There’s this knot of dread that settles in the bottom of his stomach, and he thinks about it again. Her leaving him, what it would look like, how it would break him.

“Haji.” 

He turns. He sees her standing in the doorway for just a second before she approaches him, taking long strides until her arms are around his waist and her head is resting on his shoulder. His arms go around her automatically, hand splaying across the center of her back. 

She’s warm in his arms, and it makes his heartbeat slow down, feel at ease. “I love you,” she says into his chest, unprompted, just because she wanted to. 

His thumb draws circles on top of her back, and Iwaizumi figures that it’s enough. Whatever they have, it’s enough for now. 

an: special thank you to @nekozaki this is 100% dedicated to u ellie because when i say you inspired me and motivated me to actually finish this fic i mean it and i already rambled to you about it i just feel the need to say thank you again and ily <3

also i’m lowkey pretty sad to be finishing full but like i said it’s time for yn and iwa to rest and i had so much fun writing this series :,) thank you all for reading

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[eggyrocks]

Eggy two things. First, yes I have your post notifs on bc you’re probably one of the only reasons why I get on tumblr anymore. Second, as a writer it’s completely normal to not be able to read your own works or even be embarrassed by them but it shows your growth and how much you’ve improved since then. And as a former fic writer I can honestly say it’s definitely hard to go back and try to force myself to read my own works so I kinda get where you’re coming from. Ngl tho calloused hands still is a top tier fic.

notif warriors im so sorry for the amount i bother you lmao. thank u and yeah i do think i just would write it differently now

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Eggy i genuinely enjoy calloused hands so much that when it was finished i showed it to my sister and we sat next to each other reading it together literally giggling and gasping the whole time. Totally understand being anxious about your work but we loved it ❤️❤️

awww i’m so glad ty anon <3 this is so cute too

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eggy calloused hands is how i discovered u!! have i reread it? ...no. am i still here regardless? absolutely. also i live for every scrap of kuroo content in any and everything u write <3

thank u sm :3 i do need to write more for kuroo

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wow, really surprising for me to read that, i loved calloused hands so much, yncallousedhands is literally my favorite one, i deeply loved the bokuto and kuroo dynamic, and kenma was with no doubt my favorite omg

and yn development was sooo good, i deeply fell for her and kuroo is such a green flag with her, really loved the ending

PLUS HITOKA BASSIST FOR THE LOVE OF-

i wish i could enucleate myself to give you my eyes so you can read your story through them, bc i loved every seconds reading it !

pls this is so kinda 🥹 honestly my favorite thing about calloused hands is how people do love it and i think that’s enough for me

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the world hates insane bad bitches

i love them enough for the rest of the world

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hi eggy !! i'm asking my moots questions so,

what is a popular film that u hate?

hi maddie :3

i don’t know how popular this actually was, but longlegs was really popular with everyone that i know and i didn’t like it lmao. it still causes arguments. also i didn’t like seven. or willy wonka and the chocolate factory.

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guys i need to confess something to you please do not throw tomatoes at me

i’m a little embarrassed by calloused hands i don’t think it’s my best writing. i cannot reread the first half of it