@thankedmeforit
Boy you got a lot of guilt to carry around. You try and try and try not to feel it, but you can’t help thinking back to what if you give her more and left her alone a little less. Could be your demons catching up with you. Or maybe just your brain playing tricks (and that cheap blunt you stole off one of the kids could’ve had some wacky shit blended in) but what the hell is that sound? Starts about two in the morning one night. A light sobbing that wakes you up. The snapping of twigs and rustling of bushes makes you wonder if one of the girls is having a bad night. You didn’t expect to hear a baby joining in when you went outside to check. A step past the edge of the treeline and the sound of a child sobbing echoes the other two. Then another and another, more and more broken, lost and afraid. God, one of them sounds like it’s in agony. Always out of sight, out of reach, further and further into the dark. Until the last of the lights from camp are tiny glowing pinpricks in the distance. Everything stops. Sleepwalking maybe? A fucked up dream? Sure, it’d be easy to convince yourself that wasn’t real--cause face it, you’re great at pretending you believe your own bullshit anyway--until it’s the second, then third night and what the hell is sleep anymore?















