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Also: you can contact me via

email [email protected] (also use gmail hangouts thru this)

skype: kitandkaboodle

So feel free to get in touch.

All right, for those of you that might want to interact again, unfortunately I just cannot get comfortable on this site again. ~ltcdrninja has gone so far as to stalk out my personal Tumblr account (that I don’t even use anymore) and it’s just entirely way too scary.

Y’all can think what you want, but I, and several others off this site, know the truth.

I co-moderate a couple of games on Insanejournal, which I will link to anyone that wants. I’m in a number of others.

I also have moved onto Dreamwidth a bit, I co-mod “whenmusescollide”, and have been on “bakerstreet” as well.

https://specialagentskipper.dreamwidth.org/profile

So yeah, I wish you all well. I’m sorry for those of you who turned your backs on me, I miss a couple of ya. But c’est la vie.

#{out of memories}#peace out girl scouts

I’m gonna make an attempt to be here again. But I’m probably installing one of those tracker things so if I get any more shit, I can nail some dicks.

I’m not dicking with that tonight though. Work the next couple of days so I’ll be doing more Monday.

#ooc

alohaspaceman

Daniel Williams insp

#i guess i'm never too good to post this stuff #{interest in your eyes (danny williams)}

I haven’t logged onto here in 24 days and I just randomly did so tonight and it still hurts as much as it did 24 days ago.

I miss my stuff here. I miss my ships. I miss my friends.

This is the most depressing shit ever.

#OOC

I greatly appreciate those of you who have stuck with me. I’ve never pretended to be perfect and I have seriously struggled with my mental health in the past.

I’m not sure if I can ever come back to Tess now that this fucking shit has gone down. I think it’s pathetic that someone felt so low about their self that they had to not only start this mess with the messages, but then turn it all around and pin it on me.

But in any case, if I’ve followed you in the last year or the last 3, I am thankful for you.

#{out of memories}

After 3 years on this server and one asshole accusing me of something I legitimately did not do, I no longer feel safe here.

#ooc

youffievalentine

fiona + the cat, s07e06

#{in the mirror (visage)}

So I guess this has become necessary.

Since ltcdrninja decided to post about this, I’ll just say this.

Three years ago I had a problem with someone on insane journal and I handled it badly. I made up some messages to make them feel bad. I had just lost my job, could not afford my mental health upkeep and slipped into a dark place.

Since then I have been working, on medication and seeing a doctor. That stuff hasn’t happened since.

I did not send the anons I got to myself. They came (ironically) when I was at work on my phone and too busy to even really check (I did so because I saw I had notifs) much less account jump.

Furthermore other than the occasional crap I have NEVER had anons as targeted and rude and those ones. Someone sent those because they wanted to be an asshole. And it’s awfully coincidental that immediately after I started following this person (mind you I had no way of knowing I had ever been around them before) they started to come in. Yeah huh. Weird. Almost like they wanted to keep someone to them selves.

Believe what you want people but I was writing with @jerseysass for months without a problem until I followed that Steve. I never once accused jerseysass of sending me fuck all. They shouldered that blame all on their own.

And funnily enough, the person I had a problem with on IJ? One of my very best friends still. We even write together and have been for ages. That stuff was a personal problem that we handled on our own. No crazy shit has happened since. Wow. Imagine that.

But hey don’t take my word for it. Ask Amber yourself asshole.

#ooc #mobile #I'm so glad that my mental health and personal history has been blasted across the internet #thanks for the invasion of my privacy you piece of shit #ltcdrninja