I Forgot Why I Was Here

Welcome to my creative space! This is is where I can freely express myself outside of professional and academic life. I treat this as my personal diary and documenting troubled or happy thoughts.

[eidosyou]

facebook dating is the funniest shit ever

[jugoslavi]

“For you I always had an admiration.. We lost touch, but you never left my imagination.”

— J. Cole

[eidosyou]

(The Game)

[lyubizum]

My take on The losers’ club 🎃

https://www.instagram.com/p/B4Aq33iFV1e/

[wilwheaton]

[eidosyou]

[eidosyou]

anxiety has taken over me this year. can't sleep from the thought of being jobless, homeless, and alone, no friends. even have suicidal thoughts: maybe i should end my life here before it gets worse.

[eidosyou]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/6LO8mYdBJWbFKBjGMgnzs5?si=em1HwfTUSoSlTahRa8JOug)

omg can’t forget about rae rae, she deserves an honorable mention

[eidosyou]

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/6tczEMEicIU1ADEBnbdWWg?si=qZaHtDGVSmK9UbegXnL77g)

Sammy brings back my past obsession with underground korean rap. Dude he is really good and I think he deserves a win for being the most hard working and creative individual. 

[eidosyou]

I want a bestfriend that will have brunch with me every Sunday and share some hot tea in their life as we get drunk with mimosas. 

[kunstbarnet]

[onlybandlyrics]

Lowkey, no pressure, just hang with me and my weather.

- Paramore // Rose Colored Boy

[eidosyou]

I wanna forget everything you made me live

Pick Up Before You Go - Dwellings

[eidosyou]

It's Okay

I had a really rough week: falling behind schedule, broken friendships, entering this void again that i thought went away months ago but its back.

I opened Pandora's box.

"Baby Sleep Talk".

To think back what went wrong

And what went right.

How did I get here?

Sitting on this chair, living an apartment in Harlem, miles and miles away from home.

Joker made me realize its okay to "kill" your memories and the ones your love. I have burned so many bridges in the last few years. I feel crazy and alone. But I realize I do so much better when I am no longer around those who purposely hurt me. And it's okay.

[roseiaghost-deactivated20220105]

[overcalm]

from WeHeartIt

[eidosyou]

can’t you tell that i’m obsessed with pastel? 

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[eidosyou]

I probably won’t find intimate love for a long time. It is just to hard to trust someone when you can easily love someone. I should start by expecting the same.