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☣; ─ ❝if you're going to stand behind me like that, can you at least hand me that cube that fell off?❞

the cube he was referring to specifically was one of his usagimodoki ( and a defective one at that - he'd have to look at it later ), but far be it from noiz to use specifics with someone he'd begun to grow wary of.

#( starters. );#SORRY THIS IS HELL A LATE #synesthesiic

☣; ─ ❝valentine's day is stupid.❞

and yet he's surrounded by a pile of chocolate and other ridiculous, gaudy food, a single pocky stick hanging out of his mouth. nice job, noiz.

#( open. );#i swea r on my ds im fucking ali ve #ive just been #uh #busy #not doing things on noiz

dont ever let me get a hold of google translate

that said liKE THIS FOR A STARTER....ill try to get to them this time

#( starter call. );#( out of memory. );#hacks up a lung and passes out #i hate colds

come on grandpa, get in.

komm schon Großvater, erhalTEN IN

#( cracked screens. ▊▋▍☣ );#THANKS!!! THANK U #siirenarosa

corporation-cats

#( kätzchen. ▊▋▍☣ );#LOOK AT HIS DUMB LIL TOOFERS #i love cats

knightistry

dmmd au where everything is the same except noiz finds the corniest of jokes very hilarious

im finding this uncomfortable but i just wanted to draw happy noiz

#( reflection. ▊▋▍☣ );#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO im crINGFDJ SO CUTE #PRECIOSU ANGEL CHILD #SWEET BABY CINNAMON ROLL #MY DUMB LIL WEINERSCHNITZEL #dnont even touch me i cant handle haPPY NOIZ

yxkubo-deactivated20170727

I really love this ( K O U J A K U. )

from his e y e s that instinctively seeks me out,

to his lustful t e e t h that devour every bit of me.

… I LOVE it all. I LOVE it all.

#( promos. );

bpdzoro

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#( reflection. ▊▋▍☣ );#( automaton. ▊▋▍☣ );#dropkicks noiz

asakonoe

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#( darling blue. ▊▋▍☣ );#( reflection. ▊▋▍☣ );#NOIZ............

sincerelyjoanna-blog-blog

#( headspace. ▊▋▍☣ );

aerosolise

The meaning behind solemn and self-destructive words had been completely missed, and while Clear hadn’t expected that, he didn’t patronize him for it. He’d thought of the situation from human perspective, not through the eyes of a being whose fibers were made of cords. The contrast was massive, even if not entirely at face-value. Who was he to selfishly think that people had to see things the way he did? That was asking far too much of humanity.

“That… is not quite what I meant, Noiz-san,” patiently spoke the android. He flexed his right hand in an attempt to feel it, but alas, his fingers hadn’t even moved. There wasn’t even anything to feel. Disgust gurgled in his heart again as he twisted his gaze to the adjacent wall, his smile quivering and forced. “It isn’t because I’m broken. Humans can break, too, you know. They just break… differently.” They didn’t call injuries fried components and wounds chassis scratches. Their minds were the cores of their mentalities, not their central memory storage and processor. Their brains were comprised of thoughts, not data and code. They could fail to function properly like his own from damage, yet theirs was considered brain trauma, not system failures or hardware corruptions.

—The fact that he was deemed defective already only made it that much worse.

“It’s because of what I am. It must look awful in there, because I don’t have muscles and veins like you do.” His eyes stung, but he was no longer sure if it was from actual tears or the presence of a glitch. It could have been anything. “I don’t look like other people, Noiz-san. I am not like other people. When people look different or like they don’t belong… then other people will think they are horrible and unworthy.” That was what his grandfather always told him, that he knew people would find him terrifying or nasty, that he had to be protected from that scary outside world.

“It is only human nature, so… I don’t blame people for that. In any case, I am sorry.”

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☣; ─ ❝…so what do you think i am?❞

the words quivered as they left his mouth, hanging in the air like specks of dust in the light. self esteem was never in the realm of possibilities for him; he had no hope at loving himself the way he was, and the thought of others feeling the same made him incredibly uncomfortable. clear might be broken and a little defective - but that didn't make him lesser. no, clear was far better than he thought of himself, speaking as someone with experience in the subject of robotics.

☣; ─ ❝i'm broken too, clear. i'm not like other people; i can't feel like they do. i like electronics more than i like people. but you're not just an electronic. ❞

as he spoke, the words got progressively harder to say. noiz didn't want pity - no, he just wanted clear to stop thinking he was anything close to wrong or defective. he'd never met a robot with such an eager desire to learn, to help, to love, and with such a crippling lack of confidence too. weird and unsettling as it might be at times, it was this sort of imperfect perfection that made him more human.

☣; ─ ❝you...even though you're kinda weird, and can get on my nerves, you're actually more human than you give yourself credit for. i like fixing you... not only 'cause it gives me something to do, but because it's more like how a doctor treats a patient. it doesn't feel like i'm just applying a bug fix, or running a scan. i'm helping a person.❞

the repairs had been paused at this point, only for noiz to be staring almost wistfully up at clear's face. gently, but hesitantly, his gaunt fingers curled around the robot's good hand in a sort of comforting gesture. he didn't know much about how to actually provide reassurance - but theo had done this when he came to visit him, so surely it could work...right?

#( replies. );#aerosolise #noiz probably finds it a lil easier to talk to clear bc well. robots #but hes still like #'dont sad......how do i make you not sad. do i do that thing with the hands'#'the hand thing'#'should i go get my rabbits'

while he has a tendency to keep up on the latest technology, noiz actually does have a habit of taking in old, defective or broken electronics to see if they're usable. one of his usagimodoki is, in fact, a defective model and often lags on processing battle commands, but he couldn't seem to part with it for some reason.

noiz can actually speak pretty fluent english, but often has trouble picking up on english idioms and slang.

his tongue's insane sensitivity (at least comparatively) is the reason he doesn't usually eat much besides takeout. it's what he's used to - other tastes and textures could be a shock to him at this point. he can also get a sensory overload just from kissing.

#( headcanon. );#id k sometimes i just post a bunch of lil headcanons #look at this stupid nerd child

immer-sieragaki

ドラマダ落書き詰め合わせ

#( thing one. ▊▋▍☣ );

rasterizeblue

"—i guess that would help.. i hope. do you want some?"

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☣; ─ ❝ah? sure.❞

noiz was not usually one for taking breaks during work, but when someone else was there, it typically gave him more of a reason to do so - only if they were interesting enough, however.

#( replies. );#aodesire #ye he actually uses noiz as a fc ironically........so many pierCINGS #noiz is a tsun lil shit but he does care about the aobooper