-> hurt comfort, includes: akaashi keiji, yamaguchi tadashi, kenma kozume, and iwaizumi hajime (seperate and not in that order), check warnings!! my own experiences, managaer fav!! bestseller
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storytime! basically he was away at an off the grid camp but somehow he became on the grid? and then he texted me i texted him and we broke up lol. (real storytime under cut)
jk so a couple days before that i was thinking about how he has some red flags like i didnt like how he acted sometimes like to me, to his friends, or with my friends. thats kinda important for later, but anyways so i was also going through some anxiety shit w notifs and i told him i wasnt ignoring him, i was just ignoring like everyone bc of like mental health and anxiety and he was like ābut im ur bfā like so what?? but anyways so then i realized that bc of my mental health issues i shouldnt be in a relationship rn. like besides this stuff hes a great guy and a good bf, but like i was a v shitty gf. so then when he got back on the grid i explained it to him and i broke up w him. however the day after he said he didnt understand why i broke up w him? and he changed a lot. like he was super sweet w me when we were dating, super understanding, not dry, empathetic, not cold at all but as soon as we broke up he became super rude, unfeeling, like super cold and dry. like i was spilling my heart out almost crying and hes like āalright lmaoā āok lolā āif thats how u feel lmfaoā LIKE BRO WHAT?? anyways so then he like gaslights me almost to make me feel bad for breaking up w him EVEN THO IT WAS BC I CARED TOO MUCH ABT HIM TO HAVE A SHITTY GF LIKE ME AND FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH? but anyways so yeah fuck him and fuck men š
OH OK SO LIKE basically the way i didnt like how he acted sometimes before we broke up was like his gen self. like thats who he acc is he just changed for me and i fell in love w the person who was sweet and caring towards me, not whorver he is now. so i dont care anymore i just feel lonely kinda? but i dont miss him and im not sorry abr any of it š¤š
storytime! basically he was away at an off the grid camp but somehow he became on the grid? and then he texted me i texted him and we broke up lol. (real storytime under cut)
jk so a couple days before that i was thinking about how he has some red flags like i didnt like how he acted sometimes like to me, to his friends, or with my friends. thats kinda important for later, but anyways so i was also going through some anxiety shit w notifs and i told him i wasnt ignoring him, i was just ignoring like everyone bc of like mental health and anxiety and he was like ābut im ur bfā like so what?? but anyways so then i realized that bc of my mental health issues i shouldnt be in a relationship rn. like besides this stuff hes a great guy and a good bf, but like i was a v shitty gf. so then when he got back on the grid i explained it to him and i broke up w him. however the day after he said he didnt understand why i broke up w him? and he changed a lot. like he was super sweet w me when we were dating, super understanding, not dry, empathetic, not cold at all but as soon as we broke up he became super rude, unfeeling, like super cold and dry. like i was spilling my heart out almost crying and hes like āalright lmaoā āok lolā āif thats how u feel lmfaoā LIKE BRO WHAT?? anyways so then he like gaslights me almost to make me feel bad for breaking up w him EVEN THO IT WAS BC I CARED TOO MUCH ABT HIM TO HAVE A SHITTY GF LIKE ME AND FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH? but anyways so yeah fuck him and fuck men š
OH OK SO LIKE basically the way i didnt like how he acted sometimes before we broke up was like his gen self. like thats who he acc is he just changed for me and i fell in love w the person who was sweet and caring towards me, not whorver he is now. so i dont care anymore i just feel lonely kinda? but i dont miss him and im not sorry abr any of it š¤š
storytime! basically he was away at an off the grid camp but somehow he became on the grid? and then he texted me i texted him and we broke up lol. (real storytime under cut)
jk so a couple days before that i was thinking about how he has some red flags like i didnt like how he acted sometimes like to me, to his friends, or with my friends. thats kinda important for later, but anyways so i was also going through some anxiety shit w notifs and i told him i wasnt ignoring him, i was just ignoring like everyone bc of like mental health and anxiety and he was like ābut im ur bfā like so what?? but anyways so then i realized that bc of my mental health issues i shouldnt be in a relationship rn. like besides this stuff hes a great guy and a good bf, but like i was a v shitty gf. so then when he got back on the grid i explained it to him and i broke up w him. however the day after he said he didnt understand why i broke up w him? and he changed a lot. like he was super sweet w me when we were dating, super understanding, not dry, empathetic, not cold at all but as soon as we broke up he became super rude, unfeeling, like super cold and dry. like i was spilling my heart out almost crying and hes like āalright lmaoā āok lolā āif thats how u feel lmfaoā LIKE BRO WHAT?? anyways so then he like gaslights me almost to make me feel bad for breaking up w him EVEN THO IT WAS BC I CARED TOO MUCH ABT HIM TO HAVE A SHITTY GF LIKE ME AND FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH? but anyways so yeah fuck him and fuck men š
Scenario: you only have a year left to live with Tsukishima.
Warnings: mentions of blood, death
You coughed up blood as your husband quickly rushes to your side. Youāve been diagnosed with a terrible disease that currently has no cure and only have a year left to live. You were already prepared to just die since youāve known you would never be able to live long enough. After meeting Kei Tsukishima though made you want to try to stay alive.
Kei Tsukishima was the love of your life, your reason for not giving up on life. He cared for you like no one else did. Even after finding out that you will most likely die before him he still stayed. He became the reason why you continue your medication and surgeries. You want to live with him for as long as you can.
Your medication and surgeries helped you live a little longer but your body just couldnāt handle it anymore.
āIām so sorry to inform you this but you unfortunately only have one more year of life. There currently is no medication or any kind of surgery to help you continue to live on.ā Your doctor said to you and your husband.
After going home that day Kei tried his best to make your last year the best. He took you to places youāve been wanting to go to, bought you everything youāve ever wanted, and even got you the cutest kitten ever. He made you so happy till your last few moments with him.
āOh Kei, donāt start crying or else I will too.ā You said as you gently hold your husbandās cheek.
Kei is crying as he places his hand over yours, āIām gonna miss you so much.ā
āIām going to miss you too. Thank you for loving me for the past 10 years of our relationship. I love you so much.ā You whispered as you wipe away a few of his tears.
Kei just cried harder as he noticed your heartbeat slow down till it completely stopped, āI love you so much. Iām sorry I didnāt tell you more.ā
guys i think i wont rly be on this acc anymore but i dont have the heart to archive it so moots and close followers if u wanna keep in touch dm me and ill text u my disc!!
ask: can i request comfort for Akaashi and bokuto?if you don't do two characters then just Akaashi, i have an upcoming exam that is so important and i'm just overwhelmed these days and studying these topics made me insecure and i started doubting my ability to do it, my pronouns are she/her
genre: (minimal) hurt (mostly) comfort
pairings: bokuto x f!reader, akaashi x f!reader (she/her pronouns!!)
warnings: school, mentions of being overwhelmed, insecure thoughts and doubting of abilities described, and i think thats it
wc: 855
a/n: ok so this is so late im sorry nonnie :(( but i hope this can help somewhat but i j wanted to let u know that i believe in u!!
-> bokuto
bokuto wasnāt the best at school. your owl-looking boyfriend had trouble focusing, and was more of a free spirit anyways. in no way trying to say he was dumb, you found studying together harder. constantly you would hear clicking of pens, books slamming shut, or feeling a leg shaking on the other side of the table where the white haired ace sat. the extra energy he had was too much for you, and the longer u dealt with that the more you stopped retaining information. trying out a practice quiz you quickly realize how little of the topic you truly knew. āwhy can i not retain information? theres no way ill pass im so stupid i cant even get this problem right. im going to fail this test,ā were the thoughts running through your head oblivious to the fact you stopped flipping pages, or writing notes, or mumbling under your breath. bokuto not paying any attention to studying and being extra perceptive to you, focusing on you this entire time noticed all of this. he noticed your little tics of rubbing your hand behind your neck, or your lack of conscious movement seeing how you slowly started to look like a shell of yourself. ābaby, come here,ā you hear bokutos voice pulling you out of your little trancelike state of detrimental thoughts. āmkay kou, is something wrong love?ā you ask wondering if he was having trouble with a problem, your previous problems hitting you in the face as you start to doubt if you can even help him. āwell i just wanted to tell you that i think you are so smart. and that you should take a little break, so you can learn more in a couple minutes!!ā ābut-ā āno buts. you need some rest. youre so smart but u look a little burned out,ā an evident frown on his face. āyou are always pretty and smart but you need a break to be extra pretty and extra smart! come on we can take a little nap and then i promise i will study with you. youre going to ace this test.ā a little teary eyed, and your eyes shuttering shut you feel yourself falling limply in his arms, not even remembering when you stood up and walked over to him. āi love you kou, you always know what to say. youre the best boyfriend.ā āand youre the best girlfriend, baby!!ā
-> akaashi
study sessions were so very needed, but a little scary to you. your boyfriend of 2 years akaashi, was a bit of a nerd. he always studied perfectly, and was just perfect. but sometimes that made whatever you did a bit less than his. in short, it never made you feel like you were enough. akaashi knew this even thought youd never explicitly stated it and tried his best to make you feel as though your studying and your accomplishments were your own and not to be compared to him because it was true. this upcoming test was so important and this study session was the perfect time with your oh so perfect boyfriend. sometimes it can be overwhelming with him but in times like this you were so grateful he was there to help you. at the 1 hour 30 minutes mark, you started to get tired but as soon as you saw akaashi still going it spurred you on with new motivation to be with your boyfriend school wise as well. this new burst of motivation didnt last long though as almost 10 minutes later, the words began to slur and the questions started making less and less sense on the practice problems. āhow does he keep going but i cant? youre pathetic, stupid, and youre never going to ever be on his level or do well on this important exam,ā your thoughts seem to scream at you. akaashi always knowing you, and knowing your studying tendencies saw the insecurities and burnout. āhey angel, im getting tired. how about we take a quick break and we can go and do it again. i know you will ace this test but you wont learn much if you donāt rest a bit,ā he coaxes as he guides you out of your chair and onto the sofa. āmaybe a little nap..ā you trail off, your eyes shutting as soon as you hit the couch. ādarling look at me real quick,ā he says as you open your eyes in annoyance, about to go to sleep. āhey dont look at me like that, i just wanted to say i believe in you and that you are already my equal in so many things. you will pass this test with flying colors, but your health is more important to me, got it?ā as you nod your head, he chuckles and lifts your head and upper body up so he can slip in under you, having you sleep with you on top of his chest and his body. āsweet dreams angel, i love you,ā is the last thing you hear with a kiss on the forehead before you drift off to sleep confident in your abilities once more.
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ā³ i didnāt think i would be able to write that request so fast but what can i say? iām a connie kinda girl hehe
ā¢ itās actually insane how genuinely happy he makes you feel, itās like the euphoria of your early relationship never went away
ā¢ people in the street would see the way you guys look at each other and be like āah, young loveā¦ā, when you guys have been dating for like five years
ā¢ golden retriever boyfriend. there, i said it. heās always down for anything
ā¢ heās your #1 supporter, constantly rooting for you, even for the smallest things
ā¢ heās not a morning person, but he will be for you. like- if jean ever tried to wake him up at 11am, heād probably get kicked in the crotch. but if you ever woke him up at 5am because you had a bad dream, heād be the sweetest and most patient boy ever
ā¢ back hugs you at the most unexpected moments, like when youāre brushing your teeth or washing the dishes
ā¢ you two are a menace on karaoke nights, because you spend so much time singing together in his car
ā¢ so !! many !! inside !! jokes !!
ā¢ dull days simply donāt exist when dating connie, so you guys have billions of memories together. you can spend entire evenings just laughing your asses off together with some āremember that time whenā¦ā
ā¢ and pls his laugh is so loud itās even funnier than the initial thing
ā¢ also, he has the habit of saying āi love youā at the most random times
ā¢ for example, if we go back to your inside jokes: he could be literally crying-laughing at one of them, a āholding his stomachā kind of laugh, and then suddenly say something like āoh wow, i love you so muchā while wiping his tears
ā¢ itās just so obvious to him that he sometimes forgets how much it makes you swoon
ā¢ another thing that he does very spontaneously is complimenting you. and by that i mean that you could just be reading a book on the couch, and heād be like āholy shit youāre so hotā
ā¢ no matter how long you guys have been dating, he still pretends to yawn and stretch before wrapping his arm around your shoulders when youāre watching a movie
ā¢ heās pretty ambivalent when it comes to spooning, it depends on his mood (just know that clingy connie will never be the big spoon)
ā¢ he absolutely loses his shit when he sees you wearing his clothes. definitely takes a picture of you and posts it in his private story with āi wonā as a caption
ā¢ 100% a bag holder boyfriend
ā¢ and he lets you pick out clothes for him when you go shopping. and heās gonna model the shit out of it in the fitting room
ā¢ but tbh i feel like you could also let him pick out clothes for you (now that would make him proud)
ā¢ and pls heād look so cute walking around the shop, already holding four different bags, and looking for the most jaw-dropping pieces he can find
ā¢ ācome here i gotta see if it fits your complexionā, heād say and put the clothes next to your face. the man is dedicated
ā¢ and does he pay for everything? absolutely
ā¢ also, when i said that heās already holding four bags, itās not gonna stop him from holding your hand as well. doesnāt matter if he has to hold the four bags in the other
ā¢ so yes, itās safe to say that connieās an āacts of serviceā kinda guy. i mean, just ask him to open a pickle jar for you and heās the happiest man on earth
ā¢ however words of affirmation are also his strong suit. heās unapologetically smitten and he wants you to know it
ā¢ sometimes he does it by text, and he feels like he has to type in all caps for you to understand exactly how much he means it:
ā¢ āI LOVE YOU AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TONIGHT SAY IT BACKā
ā¢ and you always do, because you know heās not gonna drop it until you do
a/n: as always i feel like i have SO MUCH MORE TO SAY kshdkshsj but iām gonna stop here <3
between the two of you, heās usually the one who does the flustering. it comes naturally to him, and with the seemingly endless supply of cheesy pickup lines and flirtatious gestures stored in his arsenal, itās not hard to find something thatāll successfully bring warmth to your cheeks. every now and then, heād throw around things like āsometimes i wonder how i could possibly be dating someone as perfect as you,ā press light kisses to your jaw and neck, and casually pin you against a wall because āwhy not?ā. but when the tables are turned and heās the one whose back is pressed against the cold paint, butterflies in his stomach with each fleeting kiss you leave on his lips and skin, he turns into a blushing, stammering mess. name.exe has stopped working.
