Alas, it is time for me to leave Cairo. I knew this was coming, I’ve known I would be leaving for months (sort of the point of the year abroad – there’s an end date) but it still feels very strange. This is quite a long and personal post, by the way, so bear with.
I have had an amazing year in this city. There have been great moments that have made me laugh till I couldn’t breathe, less amusing, quite unpleasant moments, scary moments… Basically, everything you can expect from daily life anywhere. Life is never going to be perfect, regardless of what you do and where you are in the world. So given that there will always be frustrating, unusual, hilarious, very weird things that happen wherever you go, I can definitely say that my year in Cairo has been as great as I could have hoped for.
It feels odd to look back at the very beginning, searching for memories to mention one last time. September feels like another lifetime. That first morning in the hotel with Alice and Kathryn, discussing what to wear because we had no idea what the “norm” was, giggling at the stares we were getting, marvelling at the heat… essentially noticing for the first time little aspects that now fade into the background of my every day life. The first weeks were spent with my nose glued to the window of buses and taxis, taking in every little detail, laughing at the men carrying 500 pieces of bread on planks of wood, balanced on their heads, on a bike, on a crowded roundabout. Nervously glancing around when the taxi driver got into a massive fight with the driver next to us. Half-smiling every time someone said “Welcome in Cairo” or something similar. My daily behaviour was very different 8 months ago to what it is today. Now, the yells in the street, the traffic, the noise and pollution and the general chaos of Cairo have become tiring, the novelty has long since worn off.
To be clear, this is not to say that I don’t like Cairo. I just don’t like certain aspects of Cairo, which most locals don’t like either. I mean, no one likes traffic. If you do, you’re weird. Stop reading my blog, go away.
Anyway, I do love Cairo. I enjoy the crazy lifestyle, and it makes a very nice change from my life in Europe, where things always go to plan, in a timely, organised fashion. In this respect, Cairo has taught me a lot about myself, about the kind of person I am and can be in very different environments. It’s quite difficult to explain what I mean by that, because you can’t pick specific instances and from them quantify your courage or knowledge or anything, but anyone who has been taken out of their comfort zones will know that you find out a lot about what you’re capable of when you do something new.
I have met so many incredible people, made friendships that I know will last, and strengthened friendships with the students from Edinburgh. It is true that when your year abroad gets overwhelming, you need to be able to turn to someone you know, someone who understands, someone who is also missing home. I believe every student on their year abroad, no matter how much fun they’re having, has moments when home feels very far away. I’m lucky enough to have amazing friends from Edinburgh who comforted me, picked me up, helped me through the tougher times and made the good times so much better.
Cairo has taught me a lot about myself and about people. I reckon I’ve become more cynical since I moved here, because you do learn, after a while, not to believe someone when they say they’ll pick you up at 7. In fact, just to be safe, always add an hour, otherwise you’ll be ready to go, staring at the clock whilst your friend is either stuck in traffic, or just hasn’t left the house yet. I’ve become more cynical about everything, even ordering food (you just don’t know what you’re going to get sometimes). My Arabic has certainly improved here but my confidence is also knocked down a few pegs on a regular basis when any Egyptian starts to laugh when I say something. It doesn’t matter whether I said it right or not, but the novelty of seeing a white girl speak Arabic never seems to wear off. I suppose I’ve just learned that there are many things in Cairo that I cannot take for granted like I would in Europe. Taxis is the main example that comes to mind but I’ve written about those so many times everyone is probably tired of hearing about them.
I’m going to miss the rhythm of life here, the carefree, happy-go-lucky spirit that most people seem to have. People are friendly, they smile at you in a way that Londoners or Parisians never would. Egyptians love to laugh, which is frustrating when you’re trying to buy a coffee and the guy calls his mate over and insists that you ask again, just to hear you say three words in Arabic, but overall is enchanting. People make friends with their neighbours when stuck in traffic, or with waiters or doormen. 90% of social interactions involve some sort of joking around, facilitated by the use of “habibi” (my love, my darling). The sound of laughter brings life to every street, and this lightheartedness in the face of hardship is one of the things I will miss most about Egypt.
I have so much more to say about this country, but this is getting absurdly long. It’s difficult to accurately describe my feelings about leaving Cairo, but the knowledge that I will be back before long is certainly a comforting one as I start to pack my bags.
Thank you for your warm welcome, thank you for the memories, and see you soon. Inshaallah.
“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.” Alas, it is time for me to leave Cairo. I knew this was coming, I've known I would be leaving for months (sort of the point of the year abroad - there's an end date) but it still feels very strange.