High School was a very weird time for me as a closeted gay. I was very much in denial of it, and had no intentions of coming out. But, there was one day in particular where I could not deny it any longer. The day I saw my crush shirtless for the first time. Though at the time, I refused to refer to him as my crush, and instead saw him as the one guy I frustratingly could not stop staring at. He was a grade higher than me so we never had classes together. Fortunately, we were both in the marching band, so I got to gawk at him all I wanted during band practice. He would often show up to practice in flip flops and would just march on the football field barefoot. Truly the stuff of my wettest dreams. Regardless, on one special Friday night game, the stars aligned, and I found myself in the right place at the right time.
We were instructed to change into our uniforms as we were soon going to march to the stadium. I grab my uniform and decide on a whim to change in the men’s bathroom. Up until this point, I’ve only found him hot for his sexy feet and his very cute face. The very first thing I see when I walk in is him standing there without pants nor a shirt, bending slightly downward to reach and straighten his underwear. We immediately freeze as we locked eyes, wherein I saw the adorable look of self consciousness and slight embarrassment on his face. His skin was pink with warmth, and looked so incredibly soft to the touch. Better yet, I made an astonishing discovery about him:…he’s fat! I guess that’s what he was embarrassed of; it’s so cute! Its honestly crazy I didn’t notice any sooner, he must hide his fat pretty well. Though his love handles, which poked through his shirts, always seemed suspiciously large. Since he was leaning forward, his belly, fat rolls, and moobs sagged and hung out from his torso, where they jiggled as he moved. The waistband of his underwear looked tight, squeezing his wide bulging love handles to spill out. Of course, he was wearing his flip flops too. I’m sure most wouldn’t see him as anything more than your typical run-of-the-mill doughy white boy, but to me, he was the hottest thing I had ever seen. The whole encounter was very brief, but I remember what I saw vividly.












