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Uh oh, it's that time of the year again..Ā Gorou's in a rut, and Kokomi herself, seeks for your assistance due to her worries about her friend. gn! reader x gorou
ghostys notes: idk why im so inconsistent with my formats but um.. here we are HEP
anyway my 2nd smut fic EVER!!! after i wrote my first one i saw my future, and it was bright i tell you. LMAOOO
i hope yall r ready to read this yap fest cuz it actually has some plot
sources: dividers ā cursed-carmine
Like clockwork, every yearā for a few weeks, Gorou has been granted special leave by Kokomi. Only very few soldiers know the reason why he is absent for atleast 2 weeks, many say it's just him going on a vacation, and in a way that is true.
But.. In reality, he goes into a rut. The effects greatly affect him physically and even mentally. He becomes more irritable, more restless and of course, horny as hell. He can't and won't be able to perform well if he were to be out in the fields during his cycle.
For years now, he endured these symptoms alone, locked in his living quarters. Kokomi thought of ways to aid Gorou in his predicament, of course she had suggested he should pick a volunteer that would be able to relieve him during his cycle.
But Gorou always turned her offer down, and opted to suffer alone. He didn't want anyone to be subjected to his feral behavior. That's how it always had been.
That was until you arrived. As Swordfish Captain II, you were a reliable and a strong individual in the eyes of the soldiers. You had grown quite a good reputation amongst the people of Inazuma. That's when Kokomi got the idea to ask you for a favor.
"Ah, the Traveller. Oh, I'm so thankful you're here." She let out a sigh of relief. You began to worry. Did something happen? Was it the Fatui again? What is it that's so important that someone as busy as Kokomi had to call you here in Watatsumi Island?
"Kokomi? Did something happen? Whatā" You frantically threw questions at her, asking if anything happened to the soldiers or the island, but she quickly refuted your worried assumptions.
"No, no it's not that at all. Don't worry, Nothing harmful has occured here in Watatsumi island, noā It's nothing of the sort. Actually, it's about.. Ahem, someone."
"Really? You really worried me. That's a relief.." You held your chest and let out a sigh.
"Well then, who is this about?"
"As you know, Gorou is well, half animal. And his kind goes into a kind of heat every year. And.. Since I heard you are nearby, I called you here to ask you for a favor."
Oh god, is this conversation going to where you think it's going?..
"Are you suggesting that I should..?" A large, pink embarrassed blush faded into your complexion, you momentarily thought about how this scenario can potentially unfold. It made your mind reel.
"Yes. I am." She said nonchalantly. A stern look cascaded over her soft features.
"I know an errand of this kind, you have never done. But I insist, Gorou has spent many years alone during this time, and it hurts to see him endure the frustration all by himself."
"And when I suggested that he could pick a volunteer to help him, he shut it down. It seems he was never comfortable with doing such a thing. But.. With you, I believe he will accept your assistance."
You and Kokomi could only look at each other. You contemplated whether you should accept this task. Not only does it risk your reputation.. But also your friendship with Gorou. You are unsure, what if he turns you down?
But even with all those risky possibilities, you still wanted to give Gorou a hand. Like Kokomi said, it does hurt to hear that every year, Gorou has to isolate himself like this and go through the process alone.
It was clear that he very much needed a mate, that's why he gets so restless during this time, because he is not meant to be alone.
So with much consideration, you accepted the risk.
With a heavy sigh..
"Okay. I will accept this task. But.. Only because he's my friend."
"I'm grateful for your assistance, Traveller. I don't know what I would've done if you turned down my offer.." Kokomi said with grace, the both of you began to walk down the several bridges that were laid upon several areas of Watatsumi Island, leading towards the small houses in which some residents live.. Including, Gorou as of right now.
"And I'm sure Gorou will be grateful as well." She added while gently smiling at you. You could only smile back nervously. You were quite concerned with Gorou's condition, even though going into a rut is something that occurs naturally to him, you wonder how much of the effects take a toll on him..
The last few strolls were nothing but just silence. A long, deafening silence. You don't know if you were ready or not. You just convinced yourself that this will be fine. You have encountered many, many dangers and have defeated them with ease. How bad could this possibly be?
But this is different. Very, very different. It something very personal.
The soft crunches of you and Kokomi's shoes echoed in your ears, you observed while you followed a little bit behind her, she approached a small home, it was far away from the other houses where the others lived. It had its own little hill, it was like... It was purposely isolated from others.
The both of you climbed the small staircase, each soft thud of your feet a reminder of what's to come as you come closer and closer to the door.
You and Kokomi stopped infront of the house. A bead of sweat rolled down your forehead. "This is it, Traveller." She turned her head to look at you.
"I hope you're ready. I know you can handle his vigor."
"Good luck." She said with determination. That was the last thing she said before leaving you by the doorway.
You stared at the wooden material, could you really handle it like Kokomi said? She's saying it like he's become a feral animal.. You inhale, and exhale, preparing yourself to come inside. You told yourseld to stop hesitating.
And finally, you opened the door. The interior inside was.. Very, very dark. The only light that came in was the brightness that seeped in from the open door. Anything else.. Was just a muted light from the closed windows.
"Uh.. Gorou? It's me, the traveller." You closed the door behind you. You could barely see anything, but
you could make out a figure, seems like it was covered in a ton of blankets.. And holy shit, it was hot in here. No wind was coming in whatsoever..
His body temperature was hot, he could only think about one thing. He gripped theĀ sheets, heavily breathing. He restlessly thrusted into his pillow, desperate for some sort of release. But it wasn't enough.
He wanted to fuck.
His fingers dug into the soft fabric of the pillow, his nails almost ripping the seams from how tightly he was gripping the soft, plush, pillow. "Hah, hah... fuck.."
His cock twitched as the material rubbed against his red, swollen cock tip. It leaked with precum, staining the pillow a dark, shaded color. "Mnngh... N-Need.. more!.." His tail wagged, the intensity producing a slight breeze behind him. His highly heated actions were then interrupted, his ears perking up to your concerned voice.
He instinctively covered his exposed, naked body with pillows and blankets. "Traveller?! What.. What are you doing here?.."
You approached him, a little shocked by his messy look. The last time you saw him he was leading the battle against the Vision Hunt Decree, but now.. You see him drowning in various blankets and pillows, his hair way more messy than usual, and droplets of sweat running down his neck and his forehead.
You could see, ever so slightly that he was completely bare underneath the blanket he was hiding in. You could see in his eyes that he was desperate for human contact, now you can see clearly what you have to do..
"Kokomi sent me. I know you want to be alone but.. I hate seeing you like this."
You said solemnly, at the same timeā you were already stripping. He watched intentively, closely watching as how more and more of your skin was being revealed to him. His tail began to wag once more, the involuntary motion exposing his interest.
The fall of of your clothes made soft thuds on the wooden floors, the sounds being like music to Gorou's soft ears.
After a slow, agonizing, 7 minutes, you were completely nude. Gorou could only look at you with wide eyes, his vision soaking in the beautiful view infront of him. His eyes took in each crevice, each nook and cranny of your beautiful, beautiful body.
Before you could even open your mouth, Gorou suddenly pulls you inside the bed. Before you could process what the hell just happened, his lips instantly collided with yours, his tongue invading your mouth with much force.
"Mmn... Mmph.." He moaned lightly into your kiss.
"You're so tasty... I'm glad it's you." He said briefly before pushing his lips against yours once again. Your hands found its way to his hair, your finger tips played with his brown locks.
"I've been waiting for this.. " He said while looking into your eyes, his look was filled with need, he needed.. To be inside you. He needed to pump you full of his seed right this instant. He couldn't contain himself any longer, but he knew to be more delicate with you.. It's the polite thing to do, right?
"Look, I know you're really pent up right now."
"And.. I don't want to restrain you."
Gorou only looked at you in confusion, where were you going with this exactly..?
"So, don't hold back. Do what you need to do."
"Are you sure? I don't wanna hurt you or anything.."
He looked at you sincerely, pushing back your hair behind your hair. It was true, he knew that sometimes he can go too far, especially in this state..
"Don't worry, I can handle it."
Gorou nodded taking in your reassurance. And then..Ā He abruptly flipped you so that your back faced him. He licked his lips at thesight of your figure below him. His hands lightly gripped your hips. He held his erect cock and lined it up with your holeā and without any warning, he invaded your insides.
You instinctively gripped the sheets, your eyes widening and your mouth opening agape. "Ah-"
And as quickly as he went inside, his hips began to move, the obscene sounds of skin slapping against each other filling the room. His fingers gripped your hips so tightly that the both of you knew that it would bruise sooner or later.
You could feel every, single, inch of Gorou's pulsating member deep inside your stomach, you could feel it poking and probing your insides. You couldn't help but grind your ass up against him,
"Ngh.. Can't stopā" He said in a loud growl. Your mouthh could only produce soft gasps, and loud moans that you couldn't contain. Your hands were under the pillow, and your face sunken into the soft material.
His thrusts grew more frantic, more restless. His body slumped over the top of you, he grabbed your wrists while he pinned you down. Oh, how he's been craving this contact for so long, this is so much better than a dry, cold pillow.
His mouth was right beside your ear, your hearing being filled by his loud pants and low grunts. You could feel his balls slap against your ass, droplets of sweat rolling down his forehead down to his neck.
"You feelā soā fuck.. good.." His fingers slowly slid down to your stomach, his hands caressing the soft skin, feeling a slight bulge appear, and reappear each time he thrusted in, and outside of your plump ass.
"So tight.."
"M'gonna pump you full of my pups.. Sound good, yeah?" He whispered in your ear. His tail wagged behind him, you felt so good inside.. He could feel you twitch around his cock. He left several bites and hickeys all over your neck, not caring whether people could see the marks he's leaving.
At this point, his hips only crashed and collided with yours. He's probably gonna break your pelvis from how aggressive he's going right now.. But you didn't care, you were in ecstasy, and Gorou is too.
Your thighs trembled, you could feel your lower body going number. Your whimpers and mewls filled Gorou's ears like a symphony. "Yeah, oh.. Keep making those cute noises for me, traveller.."
He growled, his ears pinning to the back of his head, he could feel it.. He was close. He wanted to breed you so badly, he wanted to come undone all inside you, coating your insides white until it leaks out.
"Mnghhā I'm so closeā Travellerā" He bit into your shoulder, his canines sinking into your skin, his nails digging into your hips, leaving a deep, red mark. His cock twitched and pulsated, signalling his climax. His hip thrusts got faster, and faster, and fasterā your skin producing obscene slaps with each thrustā until..
"Ah! Fuckā!"
He abruptly stopped, he pulled your waist closer to him, his cock pumping warm, thick and sticky seed deep into your stomach. A warm sensation filled your tummy, as you feel his cum filling you up. He breathed heavily, each breath coming out in heavy pants.
He stayed inside you for a brief moment, soaking in the euphoric climax, his cum still flowing and beginning to leak out of your hole.
"Ngh.." He slowly pulled out of you, a lewd squelch accompanying his member. You whimpered, feeling the emptiness as he pulled out. His seed dripped onto the sheets, your hole gaping open.
His fingers probed and stretched, smirking at the sight of your abused ass, all cum stained and wet. He rubbed his still dripping dick all over your empty hole, leaving the leftovers all over your ass.
"M'sorry if I hurt you.." He leaned down and left a sweet kiss on the nape of your neck.
"Ah.. Don't worry about it.." You replied weakly. He didn't say anything back. You were confusedā until, you felt a heavy weight fall onto you. It was Gorou.. Seems like he fell asleep. Not soon after, you- yourself fell asleep as well. Wow.. That was quite tiring.
The next day.. You exited Gorou's house, expecting yourself to return once more. That felt, pretty great actually.
You closed the door behind you, suddenly,ā you were met with Kokomi.
"Seems like it went well.. Hehe." She giggled, her eyes spotting the hickeys on your neck..
teeny weeny disclaimer: havent played the nod krai quest yet cuz im still in natlan HELP so expect inaccuracies okay thank you (also this is my first smut post)
"Uh, excuse me?.." Flins chuckled, a light smile running across his face.
"You want me, to be your birthday candle?" his lips quivered before bursting into laughter.
His hand hovered over his mouth while he laughed, he was greatly amused by your humor. Ever since you arrived in Nod-Krai, he was more than charmed by your presence.
The way you held yourself up, the way you presented yourself and how you spoke, it drove him closer to you like a moth to the light.
"Hehehe.. Well.. It's cause of your cool lantern you carry around!" You said pointing towards said lantern, which he was, as usualā holding in his hand.
But of course you weren't talking about his lantern. No, not at all.
Now, you don't know how the hell you got here. Flins was leaning on the wall, his long, lustrous locks of purple hair resting under him. He looked down on you, following how your head bobs up and down while you worked your magic on his cock..
His tired eyes met with yours drowsily. It was like this entire experience got him intoxicated somehow..
Now when you said you wanted him to be your "birthday candle" you just meant it as a subtle dirty joke directed at Flins. But one, innocent stroll in the nearby lands, twisted and turned until you and Flins ended up in some dark, desolate alleyway.
"Nnnghā¦"
His voice came out in low, but soft moans that rung in your ear. His slender fingers rested ontop of your head, subconsciously pushing your head lower onto his dick.
Flins' hips subtly bucked into the caves of your warm, wet mouthā almost desperately trying to get his tip to touch the back of your throat. His hands began to grip your hair in instinct.
His moans get louder and he finds it more and more difficult to keep his composure. He ran his free hand across his hair, beads of sweat running down his temples as his body temperature rose while you slurped and sucked on his cock.
"You're doing s-so.. Wellā mmph.."
"Don't.. Don't stop, not now.."
He kept throwing praise your way, saying how well you're taking him.. How your mouth feels so amazing.. It flattered you, honestly. You couldn't expect anything less from the gentleman. His eyes were locked onto yours. He was more focused on your pleasure than his, though it was slipping a little..
So many sensations were crashing over him, pleasure, happinessā god, he can barely even think right now. The only thing in his mind is you. And you alone.
His legs shook with each time you went up to his pink, swollen tip all the 9.65 inches down to the base of his cock. He was all out of breath, he could barely keep up with your tempo.
You licked that thing like it was a sweet lollipop, you were sucking all the sweetness out of him. Your drool began to drip down your chin to his balls, the wet sensation making him shiver.
Lewd noises of your throat echoed through out the alley way, making all those whom are unlucky to pass by, quite.. Uhm, uncomfortable, to say the leastā¦ But people's thoughts mattered not.
"Ah.. Traveler- I'll-" His words were interrupted by a loud, gutteral moan that he couldn't keep contained.
"I'll.. Oh- make you feel goodā" He said in-between his moans. At this point, he couldn't hold it in anymore, he was thrusting his hips right into your mouth. Even you were shocked..
His cock twitched violently, his tip kept getting in contact with the back of your throat, making you gag ever so slightly. You and Flins could feel the climax starting to inch closer and closer by the minute.Ā
"Traveller!ā Ahā I'm gonna-!"
And with that, thick, warm sticky cum ran bursted all inside your mouth in large spurts. Flins gripped your hair like there was no tomorrow, not wanting to waste a single. drop.
It took the both of you a minute to recover from all the craziness.. With a heavy exhale, Flins pulled out of your mouth. A long string of saliva connected your tongue and his member. The residue of his seed leaving a wet film over his cock. His tip still dripping with his cum..
"Hehe, allow me." You chuckled, your tongue cleaning up all the leftovers. You stared up at him, soaking in the fruit of your labor.
"Hah.. Are, are you alright?" He sat up, holding your hair out of the way so that he can properly take a good look of your face. You had sweat running down your forehead, you could only smirk at him..
"Yeah, of course I am."
"I gotta say, that was the best birthday cake ever." You said licking your lips.
"Of.. Of course, I could only ever want the best for you."
in which you leave his favorite food, almond tofu at the balcony of Wangshuu Inn every night, and this timeā he comes to see you in person.
pairing: xiao x gn! reader sfw
author notes: this is kinda bad i apologize in advance LMFAO?? btw this isnt proof read so expect some spelling mistakes ā¹ļøā¹ļø
You've been working at the Wangshuu Inn as a waiter for a couple days now. Of course, Verr Goldet familiarized you with the inn's popular resident..
Xiao, the vigilant adeptus. Yes, you've of heard him, and you've heard that he likes almond tofu.. When Verr Goldet told you this fact, you couldn't resist cooking almond tofu for the adeptus, it was your way of showing your gratitude for protecting liyue all these years.
You weren't the confrontative type (and you were told that the adeptus wasn't one to see people in person) , so you would rather leave the food item after your shift, and you would go check if someone actually took the food or not.
But you did not actually expect anyone to take the food.. But to your pleasant surpriseā Each time you clocked in, the plate was empty.
"Hehe, I see the adeptus has taken a liking to your cooking." Verr Goldet chuckled as she spotted you walking by. You couldn't help but smile, knowing that your offerings are being accepted. You felt special, in a way.
"I-I see.. That's good to hear." You said softly.
Your eyes leered towards the balcony, the plate you left the previous night having nothing left, not even a crumb.
You approached the balcony, holding the plate in your hands before looking above you, wondering where that adeptus would be right now.
But oblivious to you.. He was sitting on the roof, away from anyone's vision. He could hear everything you and Verr Goldet were saying.
"Maybe meeting this human isn't a bad idea.." Xiao thought hard, he was contemplating whether he should thank whoever is giving him almond tofu every night.. He did not want to interact with anyone and cause some kind of crowd to show up.
The wind flowed through his hair as he looked towards the scenery of Dihua Marsh, deep in thought.
He ultimately decided to express his gratitude to you, right when you leave your offering at nightā when your shift ends.
Afterall, it was the polite thing to do. Though it was not necessary, you went out of your way to prepare a meal for him every day since you started working at Wangshuu Inn, so he felt compelled to do so.
He patiently waited, observing you from afar. He watched you intentively as you served various customers who come in and outside of Liyue. You greeted them with a confident smile, a smile that left a unique impression on Xiao.
For some odd reason he felt differently about you.. It was a feeling he hasn't experienced in a long, long time. It was strange, for some reasonā your cooking somehow tasted different.. Tasted, better. And he craved to have more.
Finally, you bid the last customer farewell as they continued on their journey. Of course, the thought of Xiao never left your mind since the morning. So, you immediately went into the kitchen and worked your magic.
Your fingers were working overtime as they collided mixes of seasonings like an art form. The smell filled up the area with a sweet aroma that one could smell all the way to the second floor. This process is special, since you were making it in a place of kindness.
You didn't need to go the extra mile for Xiao, but out of your respect and admirationā you dedicated a chunk of your time to express your appreciation.
Several minutes later.. The dish is done. The dish smelled amazing, it flooded you nostrils with a pleasant, tangy smell.
With the plate in your hands, you walked up the stairs, with a slight jump in each step from anticipation. As you rose up the stairs, you met eyes with Verr Goldet. She shot you a smile.
"Ah, there you are againā making adeptus xiao his favorite meal. You sure are spoiling him, hehe.." Verr Goldet said while looking at the balconyā it was lit with the light of the moon, making quite the amazing scene.
"Well, I only hope that he enjoys this as much as I do." You said with a hopeful gleam in your eyes.
Verr Goldet leaned against the counter, both arms resting against one another. "There's certainly no doubt about that!"
"I can sense his presence right now, seems like he's waiting for your offering."
"Really? But doesn't he avoid meeting others?"
"Hm, well yes that's true. But who knows, maybe you're an exception. Since you've come all this way for him.."
"I kind of doubt that.. But I hope for the best."
You gave Verr Goldet a soft smile, and she gave you the same. You approached the balcony, dish in hand. It was still steamingā the wind blew the vapor away into the lunar night sky.
You carefully placed the porcelain plate on the wooden ground, near the potted plants that decorated the balcony.
You then turned your back, preparing to go home and rest up. But right before you could take another step..
You felt a strong gust of wind behind you, and a raspy voice spoke directly to you.
"So.. It is you who is generously making me these meals."
Xiao stood before you, the dish already in hand.
You quickly snapped your body to look to the immortal being. You didn't like being confronted like this.. Your palms immediately began to sweat
"Uh.... Yes. It was I." You held your hands behind your back, your presence buckling and bending against Xiao's intimidating aura. You didn't expect to be meeting an adeptus like this!
"Sorryā If you don't like it.. Then, wellā" You stammered. It wasn't like you to fumble over your words like this, you are usually very confident. But.. since this is a person of power and authority, you couldn't help but become a little timid.
Before you could even finish your words, another similar strong gust of wind appeared, accompanied by a teal, dark flash. Now beside you was Xiao.
"Worry not, human. I do not find your meals unappealing in any way. Actually.. I enjoy your meals everyday." He said calmly.
Your shoulders brushed ever so slightly, it made you jump a little. He looked directly at your eyes. His eye colors were one of amber and gold. It's like his pupils glowed in the moonlight. It was beautiful.
"It's not in my nature to personally thank anyone in this way." Xiao admits.
"Really?"
"Yes."
"I'm quite moved by your efforts. And as a show of my gratitude, I came to thank you personally."
You could only pause in awe and shock. It was nothing special really.. You giving him Almond Tofu. You thought it would make him enjoy life a tad bit more.
You didn't expect it to be successful.
"May we meet again. And if you ever are in need of assistance.. Well, just call for my name." He said nonchalantly before leaving in once again, a large gust of wind, taking the plate with him.
Did that really just happen..?
"Wow. That just happened." Verr looked at you echoing your thoughts out loud. A smirk on her face emerged. "Xiao doesn't warm up to people like this that quickly. Looks like you're his favorite!" She said, poking fun at you.
You could only look at her with a surprised face. "What?! You are exaggerating.. He was just being polite." Though the rarest just occured.. You still remained modest.
"If it were anyone else who cooked for him, he wouldn't have come! Seems like he likes your cooking specifically, hehe..."
A pink flush cascaded over your cheeks. You were quite embarrassed, really.. The way she's teasing you makes you think theres more to you and Xiao's interaction.
His words echoed in your mind, making you even more flustered. To think that he came out of his way to thank you face to face..
But there Xiao was, on the roofā happily eating the Almond Tofu you prepared for him. For so long he was afraid of opening up and building close relationships with others.. But today,
For the first time in a thousand years.. A small fire, love sparked within his heart.
