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hjhhhmnn fuck?

g od just kill me???

help

It feels like a million needles are being stabbed into my lungs every time I breathe I just want it to stop?????

I'm bringing Jack coffee like he's some stray cat I'm trying to get to trust me. Búho insists that he likes me fine but I just can't shake the mindset that he doesn't want me here.

#Am I getting in the way by being here?#I honestly can't tell #I'm not used to a Jack being this...... severe #I cant read him and i hate it

I just want to sleep all day.

Búho makes me feel...so good.

#I love him #I really do #I'm fucked

I miss him so much.

#Gnnh

The bruising still hasn't gone away.

#It's been like...what?#Two weeks?#Maybe more.

I need to go I can't.

#be here

I can't win.

#I can't fucking win

I hate this.

#Everything I do in my life is so certain #Clear cut #This is... I'm out of my element

Stubborness runs through my veins yet I seem to have no fight left in me.

I guess I just want to know what I did wrong. What I could have done differently?

#I'm confused.

What was I to do in that situation? Argue with someone who said they wanted nothing to do with me anymore?

How would that have done a trying except make them hate me more?

I'm numb.

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