eliastheghost

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w a r n i n g

they give you warnings for tornadoes and hurricanes,

but they never give you warnings for heartbreak

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when you left I lost the other half of myself you provided me

you didn’t know what you were doing when you decided to

end me

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Gateway to the soul

Sorry your heart’s broken, I know the feeling.

I get how upsetting it is when your lover seems to ditch you,

Then what makes you better than doing the very thing you swore you’d hate?

Don’t you know how this’ll turn out and all the problems you’ll create?

So shut your mouth, stop complaining. I can see right through you

All alone, no connection, man there’s nothing I can do.

Except lie on my bed, count the countless days I’ve wasted

Loving something who turned into nothing,

I guess I’m that nothing: I’m crying through blurry tears.

Not in a million years would I find the perfect lover

I mean, I’ve got one now I guess really love her

But with the luck I’ve got, she’ll end up leaving me and

I’ll be empty, I’ll be sick, man I’m just a broken pessimist

There’s no hope, hell is open, all the demons came to break my heart

Door stuck open, no help approaching, they won’t leave until I fall apart

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Vision

I’ve lost sight of who I am Am I alive? I don’t think I am

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P r o m i s e  m e

Stay with me forever. and ever and ever

I’m leaving; things could never be forever

Time seems to fly when I’m not as broken

It’s always you, never ever me.

Forever will be; my other half

but never could be my lover

Because never will always be forever.

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Ghost lover

Days slowly fade to nights

All along the sky line

Bridge short, but the water’s tall

My body shaking as I fall, In deep

A cold embrace I face

The stars align

I couldn’t see where I was going I was lost inside my head

I’m too tired yet I can’t relax, My razor blade’s a battleaxe.

I’m bleeding on the bed, It doesn’t matter what I said

I’m sick, can’t be fixed, I can’t see what’s in front of me,

Vision blurred, conscience stirred, all my friends are enemies

Can’t focus on what’s here, I just wanna disappear

Become a ghost; Haunt those who’ve hurt me the most

I’m invisible, it seems that no one can see me.

Perfect. That’s how I want it to be.

No dark no light, no monsters under my bed but still no kiss good night

I’d rather have both than have neither, but still, I’m a fighter

I’ll do whatever for you

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At rest

You didn’t need me, You didn’t care

I thought I was the oxygen in the air

Turns out I wasn’t, I didn’t matter to you.

The lack of air made my lips turn blue

I truly loved you, I thought you felt the same for me.

But you didn’t, we weren’t meant to be.

Why couldn’t we go on? It’s why I write this stupid song.

I thought I did belong, that’s how we got along.

But it didn’t last as long, and turns out I was wrong.

So this is my goodbye to you, something you could never say to me.

Nothing makes me angrier than a coward who’s a wannabe

You made me happy, but it ended up a waste of time

You never treasured being mine.

Get in line.

You’re not the first to leave me, or break me.

You’re not my lover anymore, so how could you shake me?

You can’t stop the inevitable, but oh I’ll go and find someone better

Who’d be twice the lover you could be

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My end

You were mine, the way you said it would always be

You didn’t tell me why it would end so suddenly

You hurt me, you tore my soul apart

You fell in love with a happy boy and you stole his gentle heart

He made you happy, he was addicted to the love

Both our lives crappy and all of the above

You didn’t need the goose, you just wanted the golden egg

You had him pegged, then you killed him, begging for your love

This isn’t an apology, or what you could never be

What was said was never heard, your goodbye was absurd

You lost the game, it was you to blame, you took your aim and shot me down

But I stuck around, you were on the ground, but now I've found another

Tired afternoons, staring at the ceiling fan.

The thought of you crossing my mind again

First friend, lovers end. You were my beginning and my end.

I should’ve known your promise was a future lie

You left me without a goodbye

Why must I change? Why can’t you fix our mistake?

Use your words, be a man. I can take anything you can.

You’re such a hypocrite, you love someone else?

I guess you couldn’t handle it, I get that you’re jealous.

Then why leave me? The one you wanted all to yourself?

You didn’t tell me but you told everyone else.

Was I not worth it? Or did you just not have the time to keep being mine?

No matter what you promised would be,

You weren’t strong enough to keep loving me.

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Trapped

I’m trapped inside a kiln, I’m about to explode

It’s only people like you who can lighten the load

I don’t want anyone to love me, I just want to be a ghost

At times like these is when I want to kill myself the most

Trapped inside an invisible gate, I won’t make it, it’s far too late

Lungs not working, I don’t need to breathe

My heart stops beating, in this awful word, I leave.