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A Fractured Love
I love you so fucking much. I feel like we lost so much time. But I know it was never ours So, what the fuck ever, huh. Those last two weeks with you were the hardest. When I couldnโt be blind . The truths that shouted from nerve to nerve Now, I donโt want you to take my words the wrong way But what I can see I realized we could never be in this lifetime. But find me in the next Ourโฆ
It's out.
Just recently, I have had some issues with my birth control. One day, probably soon, I will get into it but simply not right now. Hereโs the basicโs: I had my birth control removed. Had some nasty side effects, they came out of no where, still the best birth control Iโve had. Iโm healing fast now and whether it was something I had wanted or not, it was something that was needed. This year hasโฆ
The Ebbs and Flow of Life.
Itโs been a hot minute since Iโve posted on this blog. I got caught in the ebb and flow of life. Yes, that can be scary but scary doesnโt mean bad. This past year I found myself both taking control but also letting go. It has been, with lack of better words, a water ride and I enjoyed it. Sure sometimes the splashes are a bit too much but other times the splashes are anotherโs need orโฆ
A Start Again.
Itโs been too long since I have posted. Not even sure if I can remember how to structure this. Iโve tried more than once to sit down and make another entry, no luck yet but this is me pushing it finally. Iโve had my second child, we moved into a place thatโs comfortable enough again, and catching up on any and everything in life. Itโs a good feeling, lots of low points to get here but worth itโฆ
Mother's Day.
Back on it
I was never really big on Disney. My grandmother found it to be foolish and thought she had a chance to undo what our parentโs did to my sister. So it was never much of my thing, in fact most things childish werenโt my thing. My grandmother thought it was best a kid like me understood that some kids have the luxury of being children and otherโs simply donโt. She never had to say it but she did.โฆ
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Crafting an Identity
My mother said the day I was born was the day she felt her worst heartbreak. She couldnโt have been happier, the child she had planned for was born. Then that baby died, and died, and died. The doctor gave up on resuscitation, but the nurse hadnโt. My motherโs heart was shattered and glued back together that day. She hoped for the best as she mourned, and no one questioned that. My heart wouldโฆ
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What I am missing.
Grief will have you in some weird places. Since I am a mother , a pregnant one at that, and a wife and the person Iโm mourning is not conventional I donโt get to find myself lost in the bar tunes or at a nice quaint cafรฉ, not even under the overpass. Instead Iโve been finding myself in the weirdest places of my mind. Iโve done the regular what ifโs. Iโve wondered where we go. Iโve questionedโฆ
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Break
Do you need a break? From what? I constantly need a break. Iโm that type of person. I like cats. Enough said. Itโs hard to say if itโs the touch of the Autism, if itโs an overactive SNS, or even my Sagittarius moon but the need for a break is real. Not rest but a break. I know when most people think of a break they think of relaxation and resting. I donโt, yeah sure sometimes itโs needed butโฆ
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The Narrative of our Nation.
I woke up this morning to the same old devastating news. With it being so close to home, what hit me hard was that it didnโt hit me hard. Not like it use to. I remember just a little over a year ago when the Oxford shooting happened. I had been in my little home in Grand Rapids, MI scrolling Tiktok and Facebook as my daughter napped peacefully. I came across the headline, and the way my heartโฆ
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The Ball is on a Roll
Itโs all starting to come together. Be real. All at once. Iโm excited and of course nervous. Back in 2019 my family and I set out to start our businesses. While I had some experience, college courses and field, we were all still rather green. It was all overwhelming and as we know now, there wouldnโt be much time to get our footing. Covid hit, and while my family kept theirs going- I mostlyโฆ
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Gratefulness.
Write about your first computer. Growing up, I had what I like to call enough. I didnโt have necessarily nice things (at least not what seemed to be normal for others), but I had things. We were gifted toys from the garage sales our grandmother would drag us to all day long. She would typically let us pick out one or two things at the end of the day, sometimes she would just return home from aโฆ
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Embracing Reality is the Dream.
My daughter and husband are sleeping beside me, itโs half past 8. This is a rare occurrence for us here. It wonโt last much longer. The neighbors downstairs are fighting. Thatโs not a rare occurrence Fights are typical, peace and quiet is short lived. Iโll take a few extra minutes to lay down with them and embrace our little bubble of calmness. Theyโll wake up and we will enter this world,โฆ
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The American Dream
Well life is indeed a rollercoaster. I was going to write this yesterday, truly intended and all that, but had to work through some emotions first. Of course my insurance wonโt cover what I need. Of course the company my husband works for is short staffed on driverโs leaving him with less hours. Only ray of hope I have left is that our caseworker pulls through and weโre able to get the place weโฆ
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And That's On Burn Out
Iโve been getting on myself over that whole procrastination thing. I fell back initially, I mean who didnโt see that coming, but Iโve been picking my momentum back up. It feels amazing. For my astrology lovers- Iโm hoping this lasts beyond these next few months. Back in 2020, when Covid was just starting to catch some buzz, my family made the beautiful โmistakeโ of starting a small business- Miโฆ
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Procrastination.
Iโve been taking these past few weeks to organize everything. Everything. My laptop files (from word documents to jpegs and apps), my social media platforms, my in life material items and files, my year, as well as my daughterโs curriculum. Iโve been the most productive and busy I have ever been (and I once took 5 classes as well as worked two part time). So it was a bit of a laugh when Iโฆ
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