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loudlysilenced

He still loves you, after all

fried-manto

Oh god

heavensghost

im sorry im the one you love

been thinking so hard about @captain-angler’s OCs I finally drew something

#oc fanart #tw abuse #the volnovskys

crazy-dane-art

Father, it is 2026, you cannot just say that

WillMike Week day 6: Fight/Make Up

wretchedcha0ss

I need to see Kaufmo put out a cigar on Jax’s face. She wanted that cookie badddd

captain-angler

hello!! thought I’d ask, are there any hobbies the volnovskys have?

Yup got a list of em

Yaroslav: Chess, tennis, golfing, reading, and oddly enough crafting miniatures. He used to make realistic furniture for his daughter's dollhouses and at lesser times toy cars and toy fish for his son. He taught the two how to play chess, with his daughter being the closest person to beat him. He also has a huge collection of ships in bottles that he crafted himself and has a lot of pride for. Yknow, these damn things

They're all sitting on shelves at the beach house in his study room (until his son broke into the house post-banishment and wrecked his belongings). He's irritatingly talented at all of his hobbies and any new ones he pick up.

Verochka: Baking and cooking, she loves making tasty surprises for the people she loves. Merfolk view cooking differently than humans in the sense that it is not treated like a necessary life skill to have and treated more like a leisurely activity (because well, they don't cook underwater. That's not a thing for merfolk). It's also something she looks back at fondly because Yaroslav introduced her to these activities when they first started dating. She didn't visit the surface often in her childhood due to her focus being more on her family's farm, until Yaroslav took her to dates up there.

She also likes making jewelry. As a child she used broken pieces of seashells scattered around her farm to make necklaces and bracelets for herself. Now she has much more expensive material to work with. She makes jewelry for the family and sells them to others

Kapka: A lot of her hobbies were picked up by her father because she grew up doing them together with him. She loves to read, is fantastic at chess, and crafts miniatures. She likes to make replicas of the animals she admires and hang em up on her wall. She used to watch her dad make the dollhouse furniture for her and paint with him, brings her happy memories

The only hobbies she has that doesn't involve her father is her care of her pets. In fact, that's more of Verochka's department. One of the few times she has the chance to bond with her daughter is when she teached her animal husbandry from her experience growing up in her farm.

Typically the servants are supposed to maintain the pets, but Kapka insists them to let her do it herself. She has many different pets scattered throughout the palace, including but not limited to her giant spider crab, her two barracudas, her nurse sharks, mantis shrimp, and various of reef fish that live in the anemone garden outside. Its her favorite spot to read and relax at. She loves her clownfish. She also writes sometimes, either in her journal about her nature findings or her diary

Osip: I aint gonna lie my gf asked me the same question and my mind ran blank. Osip is one of those typa people that drops a hobby if hes not immediately good at it because hes an impatient bastard, so it's hard to think of something. He is skilled at anything involving sleight of hand and dexterity. I can imagine him having a guilty pleasure over magic tricks like he was a child again. Pretty good at card tricks and party tricks involving his cigarettes too, usually done to woo the ladies. You know hes gonna tie the cherry stem in his mouth so many damn times

captain-angler

Why didn’t Osip have stockholm syndrome like his sister?

Oh he do, trust me he do. He is not the exception. He is terribly traumabonded with his father like his sister. Perhaps not to the same extreme as her, but enough to impact his current life.

If Osip ever opens up about his homelife, he will say that he ran away from his family on his own accord. That is a lie. He was actually banished against his will. He never wanted to leave the family and begged for his father's forgiveness before he raped him one last time and sent him his way. Because let's be real, nobody wants to be left homeless on a whim and lose everything they have. Osip didn't want to lose the connection with his mother and his sister, despite how cruel Kapka was to him sometimes. He didn't want to lose the connection with his father either, because although Osip despises Yaroslav, he is still attached to him and yearns for his approval. The banishment basically told him that it was over, that Dad will never love you. Very terrible and memorable night for him

The banishment was the best thing to happen to Osip, but he doesn't know it yet. He's miserable because his thoughts are still consumed by his father and the false hopes that his father would take him back home with open arms. Osip hates how much he thinks about his father and he hates that he's attracted to him even more. Its why he dreams of him constantly, why he keeps his gifts and photos. One minute he'll wish the old man croaks and the next minute he's fantasizing about him. Osip is all over the place

Osip can't make any progress in his healing journey because he is in denial of his attachment, and until he can accept that he is attached to his abuser and process his grief, he wouldn't be making any progress. Part of his character arc is learning that he can live a sustainable happy life without returning to his old one. He just needs to let himself build a new life around his grief, because the only person holding him back now is himself

Kapka is attached to Yaroslav but is in denial about the type of person he is. Osip can criticize Yaroslav for how shitty he is, but is in denial about his attachment to him

captain-angler

Mfs be 31 and they opps be 5 😂😂

glibribsart

coming out as a royalbunny/royalrabbit shipper with this fluff comic

checkmatesrabbit

You got an nsfw account? 👀

this IS my nsfw account am i not freaky enoug for you guys? 😔

have this as an appeal

cloroxcasserole

your take on Jax your obnoxious mischaracterization that you have to deal with from your own damn community

the trans woman jax one happens the least but that’s just because the weird transfem Jax enjoyers are too busy trashing on transmasc Jax enjoyers to mischaracterize her

I have a quick question about your posting. When you say “proship” do you mean you’re exploring these dynamics analytically as the abusive relationships that they are? Or is this exclusively a fetish account?

tbh I don't think the two are mutually exclusive! the brain is very weird especially when personal trauma gets involved. For myself personally I'm somewhere on the ace spec , so I do mostly play with these dynamics for analytical reasons but also my feelings regarding arousal and abuse are quite tangled up. Coping through pleasure, exposure and projection are all pretty common n kink + darkshipping happen to fit that bill. I personally also just like to get as gross and explicit with depictions of abuse/SA as possible because it is quite a grotesque thing to experience and while many survivors and lots of media like to depict it gentler through metaphor or implication or a fade to black moment (which is valid), I think bold and unfiltered stories deserve their spot too, because it is so many peoples reality that they don't get to shy away from.

And yea while I definitely acknowledge the horrific consequences of abuse and assault irl I also think it's important to really think on the fact that it's bad irl for a reason: because it hurts real people!! So it's not rlly exclusively a fetish acc for myself but tbh I can't really judge people who consume it that way because the whole thing that makes abuse bad is pretty much stripped when it's thrown into a fictional context. If fiction had the same impact that romanticizing real abuse has then imho it wouldn't matter what my personal feelings on it were, that would still be sharing exploitative material, so same thing vice versa lolol.

hope my point got through despite all the run-on sentences, I can be a bit of a rambler (ᵕ—ᴗ—)