[ellaluna96]

To one of the worst fucking years of my life… I cried every month more than once fuck 2025.

[ellaluna96]

I’m so sick & tired of being triggered I want to move the fuck away.

[ellaluna96]

I would beat a bitch up.. wish I could all the time. Hahaa what I would give.

[ellaluna96]

Can I scream from the top of my lungggggggggssssssss(-:

[ellaluna96]

Just keep fucking crying..

[ellaluna96]

I want to feel like I’m enough again.

[giorgoslanthimos-deactivated201]

[ellaluna96]

The amount of doubt I have now is more than ever.. fuck this shit. Like what the actual fuck words of affirmation is literally my love language but let’s shit all over it.

[ellaluna96]

I wish people believed in my dreams and aspirations more. Like why else are they called dreams?! They should seem hard and difficult.. but nah.. some support would be nice.

[ellaluna96]

I can’t fucking wait to run away from my mom run as far fucking away

[ellaluna96]

Everything is literally a mess in my life except my love for you.

[ellaluna96]

I was lied to for months… hidden from me for 6 months that you’d been seeing her for 4 months behind my back. While I was falling so madly in love with you all over again thinking we were both in all this all the intimacy.. I want that shit fucking back man.

[ellaluna96]

I wish I never found anything out. All I fucking want to do is hurt. So fucking bad. & I just never got the treatment I deserved while going through this shit anyways what was the fucking point and it’s just all fucked up. I literally loose my shit and then that’s fucking it it’s not fair and I’m so upset about it. I’m so fucking sick of it. To even have an inkling that someone I loved was hurting themselves I’d at least fucking text or call them. Nope I just get stares from people that had to see that shit while trying to hide it what the actual fuck.

Wait wait let’s just say I had doubt that’ll make you feel so god damn secure. Yea I hung around with a bitch I fucked because I doubted you. And liked her company so much you’d always need to fucking hang out and smoke on the balcony all the way in BFE from your house damn so late. That you had zero probablemente driving at night for huh. Uhhhh I hate this shit I don’t want it anymore I don’t want to be angry. (-:

[ellaluna96]

I know my period is coming as soon as everything gets fucking worse I hate how much this shit lives inside my head fucking bitch.

[ellaluna96]

Some days I just don’t stop fucking crying. A joke. I’m so sick of this of myself. My thoughts.

[thequotegarden]

[ellaluna96]

Im so fucking sick of myself dear lord.