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My name's Giselle and I'm 25. Yeah, I know, I don't look my age, cut it out. I work with the police station. When I lived in South Port, I was an orphaned kid with a terrible stutter who sang in the privacy of her own room. I'm not that kid anymore.

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“You shouldn’t, but that’s easier said than done, I know,” Finn said, nudging her lightly. “Play something else?”

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She glanced down, biting her lip a little, “Alright. What should I play?”

[axrianx-blog]

“That’s one of my favorite songs!”

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“Me too.” She nodded, “It’s very powerful. And somewhere almost everyone has been, I think.”

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“The magazines don’t lie. Like before I came back here, I think the only real boobs I saw were my own on a cheat day,” he smirked.

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“A cheat day?” She asked, confused.

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Interrogate me!

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Ok, i’m probably gonna go to bed.

pathetic side note: breakups are so hard man. re-assessing every single part of entire relationship to wonder whether you read every sign ever wrong. then realising you don’t even really miss the person and your pride is just hurt. then letting your mind wander back to the beginning and starting the process again.

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“You’ve still got it,” Finn teased lightly, sitting down beside her.

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“So have you, Finn.” She half smiled. “You know I still struggle to sing in front of people.”

[lawrence-bonsaint]

“That’s freakin’ awesome, I love those kinda shows. Does much  happen in Southport?”

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“Well, up until very recently I worked in Boston. Thus far, not much has happened around here though, no.”

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“Oh good. That really was pretty…what song was that?”

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“Say Something.” She smiled.

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“Right. I mean I’d prefer to have went out without being soaked but I guess it was a free shower for a couple of days.” He shrugged, “and the reality… not many ‘real’ things out there.”

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“Lots of fake boobs and fake marriages if you believe the magazines.” She laughed.

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“Ella. I like Giselle. How long you been singing for?”

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“All my life, actually. Never did lessons or anything though, just enjoyed it.”

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“Say something I’m giving up on you…”

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Ella looked up at him with a smile, “And I’m sorry that I couldn’t get to you.”

[lawrence-bonsaint]

“Like CSI and that sorta thing?”

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“I guess so, yeah.”

[ayyoitsathena]

“Why not just sing all the time instead of missing it?”

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“I get shy. Like all the time.”

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He tilted his head slightly, a small crease forming in the gap between his eyebrows. “I guess you could look at it like that… Kind of disconnects you from reality for a little bit. I’ve been in LA too long to appreciate non-cgi'ed freak weather to be honest.”

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“I mean, I think it’s easier than looking at it as something to be feared, right?” Ella smiled a little at his last comment, “With the movies and all, you mean?”