Hiiiii.. Firstly not here to sell anything! My name is Elle, you may call me El. I’m soon gonna be 20. Female from Canada 5’3 Blonde Petite. I love Hentai and Doggo. Few years ago, I had a golden named Marco but I couldn’t take care of him properly and he died in an accident. I still sometimes blame myself for his death.
Anyhoo.. I’ve been here a few time but my account keeps getting deleted. Generally I work 9 to 10 hrs a day, 6 days a week as a Jr. Clerk Back Office in an event company. I’m also in an open relationship with my BF as I caught him cheating on me and moved out of his place.
Being a high school drop-out, single child of a workaholic divorced parents, I have been a little emotional since young. I think more from my heart then my brains. Being a blonde also doesn’t help either Lol..
So almost a year back I moved out of my boyfriend place and took a rented apartment near my work (which is like 5 minutes from my office).. Luckily Mr. Richard, my landlord and his friend Sam both have been very kind and a thorough gentleman. They both helped me move my stuff and made me comfortable during those dark days by being a true gentleman. Mr. Richard is single and stays alone while Sam is married and have been blessed with three son’s and 7 grandchildren. They were so generous and made me feel so good during those tough days of my life. We kinda formed a small evening tea club at my apartment where after work I came home, invited them over as we generally hangout like buddies and talk about the stuff in general.
The first few months were simply amazing as they even use to wait for me to have our evening tea together if in case I got stuck at work. I got so attached to them in a friendly sort of way, playing cards or watching telly after a long day at work..
One evening I was alone with Mr. Richard, Sam was busy somewhere. I was in the kitchen making tea when Mr. Richard came from behind and grabbed me. I instinctively elbowed him to his stomach as he went down and just told him to leave. I losing my temper, furiously told him I’m gonna report him to the authorities if I ever see him again. He on his knees started crying, begging me not to as he said he was feeling very lonely wanted some human touch and affection. On his knees crying, I just couldn’t see him like that and I gave in and asked him to relax as I hugged him tightly to calm him down.
Ever since then whenever I met Mr. Richard even on the streets I greeted him with a hug. Especially after tea as he was about to leave my place, I hugged him tightly. I felt so sad for him that unknowingly our hugs made me feel kinda good. This continued for few months as I myself didn’t knew when I got addicted to his presence in my life.
I use to wait for my work to get over so I could reach home and hug Mr. Richard tightly. His rough old hands on me, lingering all over me, as his warm breath on my neck made me feel like I too had someone to come home to. I started craving for his hugs whenever alone and wanted him stay longer, kinda be with me. So I started teasing him by wearing short skirts with no panties or Tee with no Bra so when he hugged me, he could feel my bare skin.
I started wearing skimpy clothes around him and touched him a lot when we had our tea or played cards or watched telly. I guess even Sam noticed me acting a bit differently as he too kept staying for long watching me tease Mr. Richard. I ended hugging him too before they left but my hugs with Mr. Richard were far more intense. During our initial months, Sam hardly had time or showed any interest to stay at my place for long but my hugs did some magic over him too I guess. They both did enjoy my curves for sure and my new attitude towards them. I don’t know what had come over me during those days as I use to touch myself as soon as they leave, thinking about their rough old hands all over me, touching me, feeling me as I thought about them while I orgasmed almost every night before I went to sleep.
Fortunately I didn’t have to wait too long as after a few weeks of teasing them, one evening as I was in the kitchen cleaning the tea cups, I suddenly felt Mr. Richard behind me with his hands on my waist asking me if I needed any help. Before I could say anything he came closer as he kissed my shoulder. I didn’t react or stopped him as I continued with my cleaning. He pushed himself on me from behind as his hands started pressing against my boobies. His kisses on my neck got a lot sloppier as I felt his tongue while he started squeezing my boobies. His hands moving like a wild snake as he tried to tear my Tee and suddenly his fingers went down my skirts. I couldn’t help but moan loudly saying his name as I turned and kissed him passionately. His tongue deep down my mouth as I closed my eyes.
When I opened my eyes with his spit in my mouth, I saw Sam standing beside him as they both took their cocks out while unzipping their trousers. I went down, on my knees as I stroked their cocks and they came on my boobs and again on my face. I felt so alive as they showered me with their hot jizz a few times that evening.
To be honest, I never would have even imagined myself falling for older men ever in my life, that too one of them being married, having kids and grandkids. But both Mr. Richard and Sam being 65+ are more like my buddies, my emotional support and now physical too ig..
But till date I have not allowed them to fuck me yet. I mean, I let them do whatever they want but I don’t let them cum inside me or let them fuck me. The age gap is a big concern for me to be honest and hence I’m here to connect with some like minded people who would guide me or help me manage this situation.
We have come to point where now Mr. Richard and Sam wants to fuck me but I keep avoiding this by either making them cum one way or the other.
Nowadays they are there in my apartment naked all the time before I leave for work and after I come home. I find them waiting for me as we three end up being naughty the entire evening, kissing, hugging, doing things naked which only couples do. I too end up encouraging them as we play cards naked, watch telly naked, have dinner naked too.
I’ve given myself to them and let them have their fun. Only rule is I don’t let them cumm inside me or let them fuck me. I do occasionally give them blow jobs but never swallow their culm. But now they wanna fuck me raw and I have found myself in an awkward situation where saying “No” has become hard for me.
I don’t know what to do? Should I do it once and get it over with? Will that be enough? I’m so confused as I don’t wanna lose them but they do seem bored nowadays. What if I let them fuck me once and they want more? Also I can’t do birth control as I feel sick immediately after taking them. What if I get pregnant or worse not able to say them ‘No’ to them ever again. I might enjoy them too being inside me. I don’t know, so confused..
Mr. Richard knows I love doggo and he even suggested we start a family as he wants to adopt one for me which seems insane as I don’t wanna commit to anything.
I’m so confused as to how to handle this situation. Anyone with age gap experience.. please advice, also sharing a few pics of mine with Mr. Richard and also how I look in case if anyones wondering..