trying to find the beauty in a dark world

The name's Ellen Jane. you can call me EJ if you'd like. I'm a hunter and I've been on the road alone for almost 7 years. The eleven years before that I spent hunting with my brother. The first ten years though. normal as can be. I've lost...

[ellen--jane--moving]

hi i’m still alive.

if you are still here, which i can see many of you are, go follow my new blog over here.

[norman-bates]

#relatable

[winged-mammal]

#i love that#Jessica Jones#is a NORMAL MESS#not the cute adorable kind of mess so many female characters are constructed as to make them appealing to men#not the giggly non-threatening smiling ‘oops i need someone big and strong to come and help me’ mess#no#Jessica Jones is just a mess#a grumpy exhausted traumatized (BUT COPING…mostly) mess who is allowed#to eat and shit and not have a clean apartment and not have pretty hair and blushing cheekbones#she does crap like forget to charge her phone and wears shapeless ugly mostly practical clothing AND NO HEELS#the hot male love interest is the one shown in all his shirtless - just showered glory (bless)#Jessica squints and scowls and slouches and dear god i will never ever get over#how continually and explicitly this show treats women being told to smile by men AS AN ACT OF COERCION AND CONTROL#bless this fucking show (via @racethewind10)

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[junkyfied]

[ellen--jane--moving]

moving soon.

[zest-wincest-deactivated2015122]

[sumpunkkidwithtattoos]

Omg yes!

[ellen--jane--moving]

@samexoldxsong

[ellen--jane--moving]

i literally don’t have time to be on here for at least the next week.

hit me up on skype 

[mylittlecornerfandomium]

Jensen Ackles

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[ellen--jane--moving]

is he next to chris christie??

[prettymessedupsituation]

aro!bi!dean winchester

waking up in bed with Lisa after a night of what she calls “the Dean Winchester treatment” - the gentle, slow lovemaking that has become his calling card despite the hard front he puts up - and kissing the back of her hand before he gets up to make breakfast, bc he knows it makes her feel loved and special

getting a simple arrangement of fresh flowers for Lisa and making her a nice meal on Valentine’s Day bc he knows she secretly loves it even though she completely understands Dean’s discomfort with the over the top-ness and expectations of the holiday, and being excited when she takes him out to buy up discount candy the next day 

bc for 50% off chocolate truffles he can ignore the packaging and deal with the shelves of ridiculous stuffed and/or heart-shaped merchandise 

finding different ways to tell Lisa how much he cares for her bc he’s uncomfortable with saying I love you, and she understands that Dean saying I appreciate you, I’m grateful for you, or kissing her at her temple with a long pause is his way of letting her know

Cas understanding what I need you means after hearing Dean say it a few more times 

and he finds himself saying it too 

so he understands the weight those three words carry

rolling his eyes every time Romantic Movies comes up in the Netflix suggestions, but smiling bc he knows Sam was watching some cheesy love story or epic romance

doing everything he can after he opens up to Cas about how much he loves him to explain the love but not in-love thing which Cas seems to grasp pretty quickly

realizing that he shows his love through food after making pancakes, eggs, and bacon, then waffles, then omelettes and hashbrowns, then biscuits from scratch with sausage gravy on alternating mornings for breakfast/brunch for two weeks after he and Cas have that conversation

being in relationships with people who understand his lack of romantic intent doesn’t mean he is incapable of loving them 

no romo’ing the fuck out of some platonic gestures of affection

aro!bi!dean 

[whatbigotspost]

doodlemolee said:

It took me a minute of staring to get the ‘joke’ intended

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This fucking shit…this fucking shit, right here man. My friend sent me this one last week. 

It’s a whole Thing. A fucked up, sexist garbage pile of a thing I’m going to blog about at nerdyfeminist.com sometime later this week because WHAT. THIS IS NOT CUTE.

[otherworldcitystories]

Of course, indeed. Men hold the power and the money, but the lack of peace in this world is BECAUSE women. Once again we get blamed for everything. To portrait men as saints women have to be depicted as demons.

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

[whatbigotspost]

But liiiiike women TALK ALL THE TIME and have FEELINGS and I just haaaate it

[merchantfan]

It’s so messed up how the little boys apparently don’t need tape but their sisters do. WTF

[whatbigotspost]

And MOTHERS. Fucking adult women!

[ellen--jane--moving]

my favorite part is they say that tapng the womens mouths will bring WORLD peace. p sure the world has been historically mostly run by men sooooo...

[ellen--jane--moving]

“You are right ‘bout that one,” she said her thumb rubbing back and forth against his cheek bone. “But I know ya didn’t eally kiss ‘er.. ‘nd I know ya too well Jude. I know how ya are ‘nd I know ya’d never do anythin’ like that..” she said rolling onto her tiptoes to give him a quick peck on the lips. 

[wingsandtinkering]

“Well yeah. I mean you are looking at my daft face.” Jude sighed with contentment at her words, though there was a small amount of surprise at the quick kiss. “Tha’ makes me feel a bit better,” he told her after a moment.

[ellen--jane--moving]

Ellen smiled and let her thumb trace his lower lip. “good. ’m glad. I don’ want ya ever t’ feel bad...” 

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"Just cause you won't get in trouble for being late t' transfiguration doesn't mean I won't,too.." she said trying to head in the right direction for class. "McGonnagal's soft spot for ya only goes so far ya know.."

                 dean gave ellen a crookedsmile as they walked down the corridor, leaving gryffindor’scommon room behind for good. ’ i was trying to find the goddamn divination’sbook. can you remind me why are we still goin’ to that class? trelawneyis just nuts. ’ the teen tried to straighten his yellow and red tie as theyrushed towards the class.

         as much as it pained him to recognizeit, his friend was right — mcgonagall could just permit some of the thingsdean usually did – like pulling pranks to other students, teamingup with peeves from time to time to do so, talking with ellenhalf of the time and sending her notes in the middle of the class, or hexingan slytherin who was messing with sam. if he added arriving late tothe list, she wouldn’t be so permissive anymore. ’ she loves me— but we better hurry!! ’ the gryffindor exclaimed, before hestarted running.  

[ellen--jane--moving]

Their robes wafted as they rushed down the corridor to class. Their footsteps the only thing that could be heard since it was well into class time. “y’ure tellin’ me ya’d rather be in ancient runes with Professor Bathsheda Babbling than look at some leaves ‘nd listen t’ Trewlawny carry on f’r an hour and a half?” she asked readjusting the books she had tucked under her arm.

It would’ve bothered her. McGonnagal’s soft spot for Dean, but she had one too. She probably wouldn’t have put up with anyone else this long. Not with all the crap he pulled. She was mostly pretty good around school. The only trouble she ever got into was when she was caught being out after hours or when she was with Dean. A lot of those times coincided. It didn’t bother her most of the time but with Christmas approaching she was stressed about the end of term.

[brettvking]

Rainy Drives >

[savingchesters]

dean + colors

[extremeviki54]

Dean Winchester - 4x8

[yourfavoritedirector]

11x08