heaven and hell

Ellie Spiers. 24. ruined. PTSD. Psych Ward. Murderer "when embarking on a journey of revenge dig two graves."

[zelvars]

[theblogcolder]

[tessalivesandbreathesbooks]

I am not empty. I am full to the brim with murder and revenge. I am overflowing and I do not think you wish for me to overflow onto you.

Heartless by Marissa Meyer (via tessalivesandbreathesbooks)

[andallshallbewell]

[lifeinpoetry]

It’s easier than you would think / to leave & never be found.

Laura Villareal, from “Boiling Puffins,” published in Waxwing (via lifeinpoetry)

[chloebenben-deactivated20210720]

       it be like that sometimes  (  2018  )  .  

[dailysapphiclyrics]

[aimlocked]

[sinfvlsouls]

[knightofsteles]

[tomuse-blog]

i don’t want ( apologies ) i want you on your knees,  c h o k i n g  on your own blood i want my name on your lips, begging:

                     ———–     forgive me, forgive me, forgive me 

do not tell me you are sorry – i will show you ’ sorry ’.

[dailycinema]

[pivotpivotpivot-archive]

#same

[rpmusings-galore]

i don’t know where this anger came from 

             it boils all the same 

       sometimes it escapes 

                bruised knuckles 

                      or a scream that burns

i try to hide it.         i try to pretend its not there

but, i’ve found 

    a fire still has a way of blazing,           still eats you alive,                  even if you aren’t looking

[cheryl-blossom]

[spellboundlove]

[elliespiers]

xxlance‌:

“Hey! Where the fuck do you think you’re going now? You know too damn well I don’t make the rules, so no need to act bitchy or hit the walls you know?”

“Where the hell do you think? You told me I’m not allowed to stay in the garden and now you’re getting bent out of shape about it when I’m leaving?” Ellie glared at him, jaw clenched as she went quiet for a long, long moment. The temptation to smack this dipshit man’s head into the wall was rising.