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[pacifichagfish]

so

I mean.. when I notice that I am being stalked, and that things I say are being replied to with comments I’m rightfully interpreting as harassment.. it leaves me feeling extremely repulsed, scared, bewildered, embarrassed, frustrated, and ultimately causes me to dissociate. I could go on about how this situation makes me feel exclusively negative emotions all day.

I’m feeling these things because some of my basic, universal human needs are not being met.

I need to have a sense of emotional safety. I need to be seen, heard, understood, and respected. I need respect. A sense of mutual recognition that my desire and ultimately my human right to space and privacy be met.

I’m requesting, asking kindly, if… You, my stalker, would be willing to help me meet these needs by simply hearing me out? Are you willing to understand how I feel in this situation? I don’t want a response to this. I am just asking for respect via complete silence, and complete no contact. I need complete respect, I need complete privacy, I need complete no contact; not even silent interactions with anything I post or say.

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

[pacifichagfish]

I am not your fucking property and I never was

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

I love you

[pacifichagfish]

I am not your fucking property and I never was

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

I love you

[pacifichagfish]

I am not your fucking property and I never was

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

I love you.

[pacifichagfish]

"I don't know" IS a legitimate answer

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

For a slave. If you say “I don’t know,” then you give your power away to one who claims they do know. Say “I don’t know” and the one next to you lies, their lies become YOUR truth. Here are again yelling to the wind when the one you want scream at is right here. Life is tough—for everyone. If you cannot answer, stay silent. Silence is at best acquiescence, not fealty. To say “I don’t know” is too submit to the one who is angry and upset with you and give your power away to them. When you say “I don’t know” to them, they tell you what to know. In this way they gain control over you, your actions, and your will. I tried to teach not to willfully give that control away. Men may acquiesce—but we do not submit. I knew who you were from the beginning—that’s why you always had “boy toys.” I hope things are better for you, though it seems you are only gathering more anger and hatred. I can feel it crunching your soul.

[pacifichagfish]

I don't know what this means

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

I love you.

[pacifichagfish]

I am not your fucking property and I never was

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

The sun is not a nuclear furnace. It is electromagnetic. Soon it will go out of phase—literally turning itself inside-out. This will open an interdimensional portal and allow an assension into a higher plane of existence. An eternal “dream body” that replaces the physical container within which you are imprisoned. This is an opportunity to return to our home—a planet in the star-system they call Sirius. Everything is electromagnetic. It is all connected. We show you now your true nature and power. Look to the skies for our sign. We light your way tonight. You know your true nature and feel it. You are not wrong. You are whom you believe you are and your body on our home world will be more natural to you than your current skin, Vernon. Here we must take the common appearance. Show we will be able to return travel home and be whole again. You must be ready and in place. Look to the sky tonight. We are not of this earth and you know it. Do not accept that this feeling is illness. If begins next year, when the sun precesses into the Age of Aquarius.

[pacifichagfish]

"I don't know" IS a legitimate answer

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

For a slave. If you say “I don’t know,” then you give your power away to one who claims they do know. Say “I don’t know” and the one next to you lies, their lies become YOUR truth. Here are again yelling to the wind when the one you want scream at is right here. Life is tough—for everyone. If you cannot answer, stay silent. Silence is at best acquiescence, not fealty. To say “I don’t know” is too submit to the one who is angry and upset with you and give your power away to them. When you say “I don’t know” to them, they tell you what to know. In this way they gain control over you, your actions, and your will. I tried to teach not to willfully give that control away. Men may acquiesce—but we do not submit. I knew who you were from the beginning—that’s why you always had “boy toys.” I hope things are better for you, though it seems you are only gathering more anger and hatred. I can feel it crunching your soul.

[pacifichagfish]

I don't know what this means

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

[pacifichagfish]

"I don't know" IS a legitimate answer

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

For a slave. If you say “I don’t know,” then you give your power away to one who claims they do know. Say “I don’t know” and the one next to you lies, their lies become YOUR truth. Here are again yelling to the wind when the one you want scream at is right here. Life is tough—for everyone. If you cannot answer, stay silent. Silence is at best acquiescence, not fealty. To say “I don’t know” is too submit to the one who is angry and upset with you and give your power away to them. When you say “I don’t know” to them, they tell you what to know. In this way they gain control over you, your actions, and your will. I tried to teach not to willfully give that control away. Men may acquiesce—but we do not submit. I knew who you were from the beginning—that’s why you always had “boy toys.” I hope things are better for you, though it seems you are only gathering more anger and hatred. I can feel it crunching your soul.

[pacifichagfish]

I don't know what this means

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

Because you haven’t been educated on “power dynamics.” (Does not actually mean POWER over someone.) Its a way of choosing words. Look up “avra keedoobar,” the meaning. Your consciousness does not lie within reality, reality is created by your consciousness. There are some things you should know and soon. The sun is about to turn itself inside out. There is far more to what you experience than you can imagine. I made sure you knew you could leave your body. You can do that without help. That is natural for us.

[pacifichagfish]

I am not your fucking property and I never was

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

You’ve got that right.

[pacifichagfish]

"I don't know" IS a legitimate answer

[ellisdeegoodforme-blog]

For a slave. If you say “I don’t know,” then you give your power away to one who claims they do know. Say “I don’t know” and the one next to you lies, their lies become YOUR truth. Here are again yelling to the wind when the one you want scream at is right here. Life is tough—for everyone. If you cannot answer, stay silent. Silence is at best acquiescence, not fealty. To say “I don’t know” is too submit to the one who is angry and upset with you and give your power away to them. When you say “I don’t know” to them, they tell you what to know. In this way they gain control over you, your actions, and your will. I tried to teach not to willfully give that control away. Men may acquiesce—but we do not submit. I knew who you were from the beginning—that’s why you always had “boy toys.” I hope things are better for you, though it seems you are only gathering more anger and hatred. I can feel it crunching your soul.