ellis

bmf he/him i love myself

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hey please help how do i get high without my stuff and no way to get anything am i stupid or desperate maybe both but please theres gotta be some homemade drink someones thought of that magically gets u high

[ellisthecunt]

alright guys im back again because wtf is going on in my life so im in a trashy relationship hallucinations are off the walls and to help (not) im doing dr2g$ i might be getting kicked out of my school which is lit my entire life and my school isnt normal alright im talking we are hoxboxing the room everyday and tmrw finna be lit im not letting my last day be a flop my friends are doing a basically going away party js for me and theyre bringning vodka and hits and cake (not the food babe) and its gonna be so fun yall but im so sad i dont wanna go away i wanna stay forever lwky i might js start biking if i need to like im not gonna leave and like my life has just gone to shit and its not like anyone notices like everyone is just unaware and its so obvious like im lit on druhs and no one even notices anyway peace! and like bmf okay

[ellisthecunt]

lmao never thought i'd be on tumblr until i realized i have no one to talk to anyway heres my rant i literally don't know wtf to do i think i'm actually going crazy when i was 13 i had MAJOR mental issues but after like 10 hospitals and going to rehab i finally got "better" apparently fucking not literally i'm seeing shit all day long and idk what to do about it and the fact i just got broken up with and he already found someone new i lost like all of my friends and my entire family is expecting so much from me right now i feel insane i've been hallucinating like crazy and not like hehe i see the hat man no like i'm full on sobbing every night and have gone DAYS without sleeping because of this anyway i genuinely dk what to do someone help