Trainwreck

19 Tw she/her

[ellxi2]

19 - she/her - UK

Tw: drug use, ed behaviour, eupd

NOT PRO DNI IF IN RECOVERY OR NOT STRUGGLING WITH THIS ALREADY

5ft 7

Cw: 178

Hw: 210

Gw1: 160

Gw2: 130

Ugw: 100

[ellxi2]

Woke up feeling like my brain had been deep fried in a vat of acid due to only having like 600 calories this week but my stepdad made some traditional African food which is always so low carb and tasty (if you skip the bread) - 400 cals so far

Going on a sunset picnic with the boyfriend only gonna have some fruit though

[ellxi2]

Progress pics are the only way I can notice a difference I still look like the first in the mirror, just finished an 80hr fast and tell me why I’m full off this :)

[brinithejellyfish]

at the ed clinic i went to i overhead this one girl saying "when jesus doesnt eat for 40 days its called a miracle but when i do it i get sent to an ed clinic"

[ellxi2]

Real

[ellxi2]

CW: DRUGS

My vape is dying and I’m so thirsty but I’m so tired I feel like I’m rotting in bed, gonna do a line and get shit done

[oatmilkylatte]

[ellxi2]

Nearly halfway girlies <3

[foodana]

Having dinner flavour vapes for cravings. Menthol for mint when I just need a hit, candy floss (cotton candy) for when I want something sweet

[ellxi2]

Real

[invaildsposts]

anyone wanna be ana buddies <3

[ellxi2]

<3

[snkxnyy]

Anyone know what i can take to suppress my appetite? I wouldn’t mind if it were drugs but i can’t access anything like that. More over the counter stuff i can get or anything really disgusting that stops you from eating. It would have to be really strong/good though because i have bad binge urges.

[ellxi2]

Cocaine works wonders for me ✨💅🏻

[bitchelix1r]

Please reblog if you have an ED and are 18+. I feel like a creeper following minors

[krispymusickitten]

E g g

*scared Hamlet noises*

[simplyexsisting-deactivated2021]

legspo🕸

[xxskinnixxlegend]

Gotta love constantly hating yourself 🥲✌️

[caffeinatedopossum]

Guys I really regret doing the anorexia

[ssmall-again]

all the posts warned you

[caffeinatedopossum]

Smh I really shoulda listened 🤦 now I gotta either do the recovery or do the die at some point

[dykeorexic]

fasting moods

fuck fuck fuck ow hungrey

YEAH IM DRINKING COFFEE AT 4:30 PM DON’T QUESTION ME

weirdly, I’m ok!

EVERYTHING IS GREAT! I’VE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY! DOPAMINE IS FLOODING MY BRAIN!!!

snzzzz

does smelling food have calories???? does toothpaste have sugar??? which zero cal sodas break fast??? Hey Google-

cold cold cold hhhhhhh cold

see I’m fine! I can even exercise!! It’s like I’m barely doing anything at all!!! *passes out*

sorry I have to pee again

*stares at fridge* *fridge stares back*

frantic thinspo scrolling on every platform you own

feel free to add

[uglyloserbitch]

this is so accurate i can’t

[lillymarie-ana]

I LOVE THIS OMFG

[plastiqdoll]

existential crisis too