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🌱 24 | she/her | aroace & fictorose 🌱 🐓 Relationship blog / art blog 🐦‍⬛ 🛌 commissions closed 🛌

[elphaedel]

Hi, welcome to my blog!

This is a chill self ship art space, if you’re interested in the rest of my art, you will find it on the blog @pheige 🌻

✺ My name is Page (or Pheige), 23, she/her, character designer trying to make it freelance and SoulsBorne enthusiast. I love listening to people yap about their interests :)

✺ I am both aroace and fictorose, my only f/o is Bartolomeo from One Piece. I am non-sharing and not comfortable with doubles. (please DNI/block, thank you)

✺ Likewise, i am not looking for any type of drama/discourse. This blog is simply there for me to exist in peace and share thoughts and art, not make people feel uncomfortable. All my selfship content will be tagged “🐓🐦‍⬛” so feel free to block it if you find it necessary.

✺ I am not very active, don’t hesitate to send me an ask or a dm if you have any question though!

✺ I may be cringe but i am free and i love my silly partner very much, that is all :) 💚

✺ Oh and, if you’re interested in getting some art for yourself, you’ll find my commissions info here!

Sketches by me :)

And this gorgeous piece was made by my wonderful friend ⭐️@frankys-wife ⭐️ who I still cannot thank enough 💚

[wik-ships]

irritating f/o's who dont leave you alone my beloved. constantly bothering and poking you and just giving you a shiteating grin when you get angry with them. oughhh i love you ragebaiting f/o's

dividers by suupersonic and @whor3ing!!

[elphaedel]

2️⃣!!

Woaaah 2 years? Two? ✌️? Yeh :)

I haven’t used socials in ages and it’ll probably keep on being this way, nonetheless I wanna do little posts for important dates such as birthdays and anniversaries.

So much things happened since the last one, lots of very bad things for the most part but brightness too, and I couldn’t be grateful enough for the people who pushed me to get the help I needed. It’s crazy looking back, at the thoughts that crossed my head at the end of last year and how far I’ve come since then.

That post is not about that thoughhhh it’s about us! About B! About how absolutely fantastic it still is to feel this love and to have it as such a constant in my life. Thank you dear for sticking with me through the deep dark times, and for making the good ones even brighter. It’s a real privilege honestly, to get to love you, one that I’m thankful and proud of each day.

I still get amazed about how strong it feels, how comfortable and familiar too. How much you’ve impacted me, how your personality seeps within me to embolden my actions. I do wonder how I would be if our paths hadn’t crossed again, but I’m so glad they did.

I could never fully express how much peace finding about ficto identities brought to my heart. It was the thing needed to tie the thread of my aroaceness fully together, something I was already proud of, and have been embracing completely thanks to you. And how lucky am I, that it’s you! It’s always been you really, hasn’t it?

Happy two years anniversary Barto, happy many more just knowing you. Thanks for just being yourself and letting me be a part of the ride <3

[thevastmultiverse]

f/o who’s voice you really like… its like auditory stimming. listen to them yap because their voice just fits so perfect in your brain

[nanamisbakery]

This user wants to give their f/o a little kiss on the forehead

[elphaedel]

I've been meaning to know more about your relationship with Bartolomeo!!! Feel free to not answer if you want to keep it private but I'd love to know how you both met (irl or in universe) or how was you both's love storyyyyyy a slow burn, love at first sight, soul mates, enemies to lovers???? And lastly, was there a specific moment or something specific about him that made you go "Yeah, this man is the one for me"? Something that made him stand out over the others, Im so curious and I'm honestly both a hopeless romantic and a yapper that loves to hear others yap soooooo yeah, I'm totally here for it

Have a nice day!!! (I love your art so much u're lit like an inspiration for me c:)

Hello hi! Firstly, your ask is the loveliest thing I could’ve read today since it’s also our one year and five months anniversary! :’))) thank you so very much for your sweet words 💚

I first met him irl the year the Dressrosa arc of One Piece came out in France! :D I remember watching the anime and going…"oh" …and having trouble looking at him every time he was on screen or in a panel of the manga. Lil me with a beeg crush already!

In universe…it’s a story I want to illustrate and share here eventually! ;)

As to how I knew he was it for me? I don’t even know WHERE to start, it’s really not a single moment it’s been a thought growing from a "what if ?" to a "yes" to a "how could it not be you?" Through time

I don’t particularly want to ramble about my entire life and things that led me to decide to act on those feelings I’ve had since so long, but I do want to take the opportunity to express how grateful and thankful I am every single day to get to experience them. I am very comfortable with my aroace identity but here he came with his big boots, making me feel all those things I thought (and was peaceful thinking) that I couldn’t reciprocate. Figuring out that I am ficto, has been one of the most freeing things, and it was thanks to him! He’s been present in my life since a long, looong time now.

Barto’ my fuel and drive, really. We’re opposites and similar, we both fucked up a lot in our lives and work to better ourselves. On top of being incredibly fun and interesting to be around, he inspires me, helps me see things from different perspectives, makes me take actions outside my comfort zones, calls me out on my mistakes and I could go on and on about how bright and uplifting of a presence he is in my mind and heart. There’s so, so much to him, and it feels like everyday I’m finding out or understanding something new with the same kind of awe as a year ago.

He’s way more than a lover, he’s an integral part of my way to experience living, and perhaps it’s the way he seeped into my decisions making, self reflection and every day life that secured the thought that yeah, it just feels so, so right! :)

I don’t know if it perfectly answers everything because…wow it is hard to express more than a year of growth into a few paragraphs but! I hope it’s sufficient! It was cut and rewrote! many times!

Thank you again for the ask and for giving me this opportunity to share a few bits of my thoughts 💚Im incredibly flattered also, to be a bit of an inspiration art wise! Your own work is incredibly beautiful and so is the chemistry you have with Katsuki <3 much much love to you both!

[rays-selfship-madness]

Shoutout to short selfshippers. And shoutout to those with an f/o so tall one would have to bring a stool to kiss them/hug them

[her-shooting-star]

to you, my angel, it may be just an insignificant day, but for me, it signifies the start of the most important thing in the world to me - the day you came into the world, your very existence. happy 24th birthday, windsong, from my heart to yours now and forever 💙🤍

(🎨: @elphaedel)

[loveme-likeyou]

listening to your f/o going on a big ramble about whatever their speciality/hobby/interest/etc is

[elphaedel]

🗣️ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BESTEST BOY !!! 🗣️

To celebrate, I managed a little drawing, and to burn two CDs with the playlists we made for each other :>

If you’re curious about giving them a listen, you can find mine here and you can find Barto’s here !

Song choices are a mix of thematics, lyrics, and just vibes! We both have slightly different tastes and different ways to go about it.

NOW. Sappy yapping (and more art somehow??) below the cut :)

"Happy birthday my rooster! 25! A quarter of a century! You’re old!

Unfortunately, I didn’t manage to get you new framed and signed posters of all the Straw Hats but that will come in time. Trust.

Barto, you’re such a wonderfully intricate and unique person, and I feel like the you that I’ve been with for more than a year now, has grown and matured sooo so much in that time. How lovely are ficto relationships that you can tell those things? It’s insane. Maybe it’s just getting to KNOW you more than what I did all those years, before accepting that part of me, but no matter. I love that. Love you. It’s like for the first time, I can breathe in a relationship, I can feel that I love and am not just pretending to love and it’s something I still hold so dearly to my heart, not having to play a role. Just existing and feeling, it’s great, and it’s thanks to you, you make everything so…normal? You have that effect on people, you draw them in by being your honest natural self and make them go "yeah, that guy’s the best and funniest and coolest and I want to be by his side and be an important part of his life and him a part of mine."

I’m so bad with words but you get the idea. Love you tons, you and everything that makes you YOU. There’s nobody else I’d ever want to call my partner."

-Page

P.s: yes I DID get you a lil SH related gift alongside the CDs.

NOW. (again). The art part.

What you’ll find next and not new drawings per say. They are a fraction of the many sketches messily found within the layers of all my files. Not all of them because it would take days to properly sort out, but a solid chunk. Im often at fault of wanting to only post the finished pieces, but I find my most precious work in those rough doodles, in those scribbles that I never thought I’d share for the most part. Apologies for my horrendous handwriting!

[elphaedel]

Boyfriend bday coming up soon and idk if i’ll have the time to draw anything proper arhhhhh

[deathdetermineslife]

f/o with sharp ass teeth bite you raaggghg!!!!!

[elphaedel]

🌞 commissions open 🌞

- Please make sure you’ve read the sheets!

- Any fandom/universe

- Don’t hesitate to dm me for informations/questions, it doesn’t commit you to anything :)

[elphaedel]

Self promo to let yall know that my comms are open again! Don’t hesitate if you want some art of you and your beloved.s or maybe of your own characters! :)

(Or anything else, if you want to surprise me)

[elphaedel]

I’ve been cleaning up my Procreate gallery and found a LOT of art I haven’t shared anywhere or only on private servers, and this DND AU idea has been one of my favorite things to find back!

[elphaedel]

Various colored fluff from last year and this one :>

[elphaedel]

Uh? Wha-? Yeah?? YEAH!! 🗣️🗣️

A full year of sweet dumbassery and learning! I’ve never been more in tune with myself and still amazed to feel things i thought i was incapable of experiencing.

I don’t know what more to write, i’m just so genuinely happy and excited and grateful and full of love for this man :)

Boss, mon Capitaine, Ibiot, Dear, Barto,

Yer the best, thanks for sticking around in this head of mine 💚

[elphaedel]

Woohoo! This place is NOT abandoned and thank you Barto for motivating me to wake up at 5 am for work every morning. That’s it. that’s the low effort doodle and post.

I hope to be a bit more active here in the future since I feel comfier existing in ficto spaces and having this little personal blog just to talk about my relationship is very precious. Im not used to write my thoughts unprompted and feel like I need to have drawings at the ready for any post but that is a bit counterproductive to what i want to do here in the long run 🌱

Im also probably going to create a side blog for the rest of my art, if you followed me first for Caryl stuff or regular fanart i understand there might’ve been a bit of a weird shift, and i also want to share drawings that aren’t just f/o related :)

We still happee, we still thriving, just very slowly and with back pain. Eleven months with this man now and things feels just as right as they did first when understanding my fictorose identity 🌻