INKED

sometimes its too dark

[elusive-memor]

I met you in the dark You lit me up You made me feel as tho I was enough

[elusive-memor]

someone pls listen

[elusive-memor]

so many things to be thankful for.

[elusive-memor]

I want to write and let all the frustrations out but I can't seem to anymore. it scares me. I've been shoving the negative vibes aside and bottled them up once again. I realize the only time I visit tumblr is when I sense an impending breakdown. life's great.

[elusive-memor]

ha ha ha

I love museums. & It has always been a dream of mine to go to Amsterdam. It seems like a cool place to see Art. So when an email appeared in my inbox inviting students for a collaborative design programme with a museum-filled trip to Amsterdam , I was like 😱 😱. It was everything I could possibly want in an overseas school trip. Well sort of. BUT then I saw the cost of it. weeeeeeeew. So yeah there goes my dream. It seemed like the perfect opportunity but 💸💸💸. It's a tough life. Mhm so that's it. But fortunately there was a second option which is at Sentosa Cove. At least it is still OVER seas right ? a ha ha ha

[ravensandrocks-deactivated20200]

I am hopelessly in love with a memory. An echo from another time, another place.

Michael Faudet      (via lovequotesrus)

[tethea]

Tell me what does it mean to understand someone that way what does it feel like to know the maze of them as well as you know your own how is it to have woven yourself with another human being so intricately to have tangled another person’s heart with yours so deeply that you’ll never fully pull yourselves apart without cutting out pieces of each other you see, my soul has always been my own it’s stayed locked or maybe simply unopened I suppose I’m not really sure I realize you will not be the one to try to pry me open to make a home for yourself you don’t need another soulmate though sometimes I wish you did that is why I simply ask you describe to me how does it feel to be two of one I’d love to know what the reality is of that which I’ve been wishing for all these years

A.O.A.M. || Pair (via thehipsterconspiracy)

[elusive-memor]

why does it have to affect me in this way. aIl those times, I was in denial. I thought I knew you but I must admit, I didn't actually. at all. I tried to understand you though. I really did. But I think we're too alike. Because I can't understand myself either.

[elusive-memor]

6 February 2016

it's been barely a year and everything seems drifted it's as though what we had never actually existed so probably I was delusional thinking this would last but all it actually was were empty promises of the past

[artogether]

[inspiring-pictures]

[elusive-memor]

I love being alone at times but I really hate feeling lonely. And even though there's people around why do I feel terribly lonely. empty. numb.

[elusive-memor]

a space for the nostalgic side of me

i’m getting old and i wont be an adolescent for long. i want to remember the shit I did. So here’s a space dedicated to the nostalgic side of future me. 

[tethea]

I believe in smiles smiles like canyons only the outside is sitting at the bottom and sunlight is pouring through teeth like it does between golden craggy rock The glow of other people is the only thing that reminds me to climb up and up and up until I find my own luminescence I believe in clouds like floating mountains just begging to be scaled I will not wait for a ladder I’ll fight my way to the top or maybe I’ll just take a deep breath and jump however I get there I am sure the view must be like staring down god I believe in hands rough and strong and warm the symbol of humanity its self hands build cities and homes and lives hands create anything from hot nights to cold worlds anything I believe in stars and in the void that holds them close and endlessness could anything be more magnificent than dots of fire in the middle of nothing burning without thought, just heat yet infinity is so full of possibilities nothing is impossible life, death, an end we have no idea and so we imagine all that we can birthing things out of mystery its self

A.O.A.M. || Hope (via thehipsterconspiracy)

[tethea]

The sun will rise just like the fact that life will get easier it always does there is no need to worry and then it will set again and the moon will kiss your skin you won’t always be afraid of the dark I promise this world comes in waves hard times and easy ones keeping your head above water will get more natural and surfing takes patience you will succeed

A.O.A.M. || Just Keep Swimming (via thehipsterconspiracy)

[elusive-memor]

[tethea]

We climbed into each other’s heads with our very first hellos the only step ladders. your mind was a tree house you weren’t exactly sure how long the trunk had stood but you built a home with what you had. and you owned it like a castle even if you had tumbled out a couple times. I don’t know how you would describe my skull I guess I never asked you. I do remember blowing the dust off every other memory I introduced to you maybe that was obvious maybe not. you might have thought of me as just another pretty home to be explored and then left with the door wide open god knows I shut it tight behind you. Because I realized that just because you know someone’s secrets doesn’t mean you know the person.

A.O.A.M. || Hidden Things Aren’t All That Matters (via thehipsterconspiracy)