back again

em. 26. 5'2. minors dni

[em-fades]

TW

back on my bullshit.

been dealing with this shit for 10+ yrs. i've had and deleted several blogs before over the years, but now i'm at my hw ever and so here i am again :))

sw: 220 :(

°•°

gw1: 200

gw2: 190

gw3: 175

gw4: 164

gw5: 150

gw6: 136

ugw: 120

[undefiinedd33]

[molly9595]

im so fucking disgusting

i HAVE to Iose weight

[deetheedoll-deactivated20240429]

is anyone else just……..really tired. like deep in your bones tired

[em-fades]

I've lost like 20lbs and don't feel like I've made any progress, but today my coworker asked me what I've been doing, if I've been eating clean or working out, because I look really good?? It honestly felt really good because I've been pretty discouraged lately and also haven't been feeling well the past few days.

[razorbladed-sugarcoated]

[polkadotpromises]

🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️ i will reach my gw 🕯️

[alass-insane]

What part of I want to be skinny don’t I understand

[alwaysrosaline]

i hope there is a version of me in another dimension who loves herself

[bmaa1201]

I need to learn say no and sticking to saying no, I get tempted to fucking easily

[hahaih4t3mys3lf]

get me out get me out of this ugly body ew wtf why'd i eat today why do i ever eat

[poison-barbzz]

You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed

[alwaysrosaline]

i never feel pretty on a full stomach

[adorningangel]

everyone once in a while i see progress and then i get confident, but then i get too comfortable and i start eating again

like no bitch calm down you’re still fat

[dollxb0nes]

everyday i reminisce my lw. i need it back. now.

lower, even.

[em-fades]

I haven't been active lately but! I am 3 pounds away from my first gw!! Almost 20 lbs down. I still have a looooong way to go but I think just being under 200 again will be a huge relief

[em-fades]

got a glimpse of what I could look like thin and now I want to start destroying things