emery

LA's favorite dancer💋

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Emery always brushed off the thought of getting Tumblr again. She didn't have the time for it. But, well, people convinced her to come back.

INFORMATIONNN!

Emery is my oc.

She/Her, bisexual with a male preference

Dating Jani Lane

No rules, go crazy!!!

Send me asks I love them :3

Emery is a stripper at the Body Shop on the Sunset Strip in Los Angeles, California.

Alsp a seamstress for Warrant and other bands, just ask for work❤️

Main blog; @sixxsterspace

Other rp blogs; @tommystix @jennaviews @roadiechristine

HAVE FUNNN💗

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Jani is such a good dad to our pets he would be a good dad to our future baby

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Tuna fell in her wet food oh my god she's so soggy now 💔.

[d0wn-b0y]

Fucking loser. Rookie mistake, honestly. 😭

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Stop she looks so sad as I'm wiping her face off ☹️

[1n-my-dreams]

Okay Emery was right

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I told youu

[1n-my-dreams]

Okay fine I guess you were right…

[1n-my-dreams]

Okay Emery was right

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I told youu

[emerysposts]

Tuna fell in her wet food oh my god she's so soggy now 💔.

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I wanna go skinny dipping sigh

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

You’re gonna have to buy a house with a pool before you can do that 😭

[emerysposts]

Ughhh😞

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I wanna go skinny dipping sigh

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Emery do you have a weighted blanket or something?

-@s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght

No, I'm sorry ☹️ where the hell did you go?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I don’t even remember to be honest…

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Do you know what happened to your face?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

…my face??

[emerysposts]

Yeah, you have some scrapes

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

Oh no.. that means I probably messed up my hair and arms too…

[emerysposts]

Yeahhh...but you'll be okay

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I sure hope so… idk with all the stuff going on lately…

[emerysposts]

You'll make it through, you always do

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I know, but I’m tired of “making it through”… I’m just tired really.. but this is a different kind of tired from the kinds I’ve felt before. It’s more like I’m tired of being here and I just wish the ground would open up and swallow me. I don’t want to be dead per se, I just don’t want to exist if that makes sense…

[emerysposts]

Maybe you need new meds or therapy? I don't know. I understand being tired of being here and stuff but you gotta keep trying, it's like...I don't know you feel like a ghost, you're not all there, I guess. Have you talked to Billy or Joe about this? And are you just upset because you've been too long away from home or has it been longer than this?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

Idk probably. I know I have to keep trying because I have to be there for the twins at the very least, but even then I don’t feel anything when it comes to them. If anything I feel mildly annoyed with Lilian all the time and Leo makes me want to fucking kill him. Idk why though because I used to love them so much, I think. It’s like I’m back at square one again (square one being my ppd). I haven’t talked to Billy because he’ll send me to the fucking asylum if I ever told him about me feeling that way especially towards the twins and Joe doesn’t handle my mental state the best of ways. I can’t fault him though, he just doesn’t know how and he’s scared. I think part of it might be that I’m away from home, I think it’s hitting me harder because of that. It’s been going on for a long time now Emery… and I feel so guilty especially because I know I’m supposed to love the twins and stuff and I just can’t for some reason. I just feel numb all the time and when I’m not numb I’m either sad or angry. To tell you the truth when I got the news that I could have another set of twins on the way my gut reaction was to be angry about it because I already had a hard enough time with the first set… i don’t know what’s wrong with me. It’s- it’s like i’m heartless and I don’t want to be heartless Emery..

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You aren't heartless, there's always gonna be a time where you don't like your kids at the moment and it's gonna make you feel horrible. It'll pass eventually. And if it's twins again it's okay to feel that way, I know you're gonna end up loving them. I think the best option is therapy, even if it's scary. Billy isn't gonna send you to a mental hospital unless it's in everyones best interest. It's not like you're a harm to yourself or others, yeah?

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Emery do you have a weighted blanket or something?

-@s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght

No, I'm sorry ☹️ where the hell did you go?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I don’t even remember to be honest…

[emerysposts]

Do you know what happened to your face?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

…my face??

[emerysposts]

Yeah, you have some scrapes

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

Oh no.. that means I probably messed up my hair and arms too…

[emerysposts]

Yeahhh...but you'll be okay

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I sure hope so… idk with all the stuff going on lately…

[emerysposts]

You'll make it through, you always do

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I know, but I’m tired of “making it through”… I’m just tired really.. but this is a different kind of tired from the kinds I’ve felt before. It’s more like I’m tired of being here and I just wish the ground would open up and swallow me. I don’t want to be dead per se, I just don’t want to exist if that makes sense…

[emerysposts]

Maybe you need new meds or therapy? I don't know. I understand being tired of being here and stuff but you gotta keep trying, it's like...I don't know you feel like a ghost, you're not all there, I guess. Have you talked to Billy or Joe about this? And are you just upset because you've been too long away from home or has it been longer than this?

[emerysposts]

Emery do you have a weighted blanket or something?

-@s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght

No, I'm sorry ☹️ where the hell did you go?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I don’t even remember to be honest…

[emerysposts]

Do you know what happened to your face?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

…my face??

[emerysposts]

Yeah, you have some scrapes

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

Oh no.. that means I probably messed up my hair and arms too…

[emerysposts]

Yeahhh...but you'll be okay

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I sure hope so… idk with all the stuff going on lately…

[emerysposts]

You'll make it through, you always do

[emerysposts]

Emery do you have a weighted blanket or something?

-@s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght

No, I'm sorry ☹️ where the hell did you go?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I don’t even remember to be honest…

[emerysposts]

Do you know what happened to your face?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

…my face??

[emerysposts]

Yeah, you have some scrapes

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

Oh no.. that means I probably messed up my hair and arms too…

[emerysposts]

Yeahhh...but you'll be okay

[emerysposts]

Emery do you have a weighted blanket or something?

-@s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght

No, I'm sorry ☹️ where the hell did you go?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I don’t even remember to be honest…

[emerysposts]

Do you know what happened to your face?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

…my face??

[emerysposts]

Yeah, you have some scrapes

[emerysposts]

Emery do you have a weighted blanket or something?

-@s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght

No, I'm sorry ☹️ where the hell did you go?

[s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght]

I don’t even remember to be honest…

[emerysposts]

Do you know what happened to your face?

[emerysposts]

Emery do you have a weighted blanket or something?

-@s4v4g3-st4g3fr1ght

No, I'm sorry ☹️ where the hell did you go?

[emerysposts]

Hey sav isn’t answering the phone, please check on him cuz that’s not normal for him. And tell him the twins say goodnight

-@xdancing-with-myselfx

I don't know where he is Billy he got upset and said he couldn't breathe and he just walked off i don't know what to do i'm so sorry

[xdancing-with-myselfx]

It’s too late now, but for future reference that means he’s going to have a panic attack somewhere out of sight and mind. I get it, normally when he does that it’s really sudden and I have to react so fast to catch him. He’ll be okay, but holding him after he decides to emerge from his hiding spot helps him a lot

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Fuck, okay. Do I just wait for him to come back?

[emerysposts]

Hey sav isn’t answering the phone, please check on him cuz that’s not normal for him. And tell him the twins say goodnight

-@xdancing-with-myselfx

I don't know where he is Billy he got upset and said he couldn't breathe and he just walked off i don't know what to do i'm so sorry