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I'll be posting my usual yapping stuff here,,,,

*Eats your face eats your face eats your face*

#📿 words of a savior #🫀 dog yapping #💊 Zel queue #🚬 dog art

Kk now that all drafts are spat out ill be on emeto-ectssy or whatev yippee yippee

(Written on may 26)

I dont know if its just me, but... i was surprised to see how predatory Sprout was portrayed in the deadtoons tag??? The tag on twt at least. Idk who I thought itd be but it wasn't him....

#Map yatta zoo looey and necro blot is super cuties though...#especially blot but im heavily bias though ^^;#crazy stuff waow #💊 zel queue

(Written like May 18th probably very late at night, not even gonna reread this or I wont post it LOL)

Zel monthly stream of consciousness time:

You continue to be the center of my world as always, its odd but never really surprising. My social circle is the smallest its ever been, and quite frankly I have no urge to change it with you around. I only talk to one other person now thats not family or work related, and even then thats scarce.. we barely speak, and I cant even really bring myself to want to change that either. I'm pretty fulfilled as is, even with me not talking as much. I could make more friends, I could just reach out to old ones and rekindle, but I dont want to. I dont need to when I can get my fill of socializing by just lurking.

My daydreams surrounding you haven't gotten any better either really, even if i dont speak about them much anymore. I still think about being able to take you apart layer by layer. Prying out teeth just to get a piece of you to keep with me, something i know wont rot away like flesh or blood will. I still think about hiding you away in a room made just for you, coddling you until you got sick of even the sight of me. I still think about making you deathly ill just to be able to take care of you, to dote on you like I always think of doing. I still even think about you doing the same to me every now and then, making me so scared of you i practically cower every time you come anywhere near. I want to bother you, to poke at you just to provoke a reaction from you, no matter how fleeting, just to deal with the brunt of anger. Hoping that you hold a grudge just so I can be in fear of you for a little longer... Though, I wouldn't dare ever do it, anything so terribly harmful to you. The thought of you being upsetwith me makes me sick to my stomach. I would rather die than intentionally pester you or cause you any grief or harm for no good reason, but the thought floats around in my head regardless.

Being jealous still seems to evade me no matter what you do as well (when you said you were talking to strangers online I felt worried first and curious second, it stopped there), but the desire to see what you said persists. It almost doesn't even matter /what/ you were saying really, id just be happy to see it knowing that you were the one that said it. You could've simply said the sky was a bit more blue than usual and i would still eagerly be reading to see if you talked about the clouds next.

My behavior is practically unrecognizable when it comes to you, its to the point where i act different in almost every regard. I still look back at everything you say, i reminisce and pour over every word i saved just to read your words and bask in whatever it was you said to me no matter how violent or demeaning it may have been. Simply because im compelled to and its sweet to me, i couldnt be bothered to look back at the messages of anyone else on such a casual, consistent basis, yet when it comes to yours i go out of my way to do so and curse myself whenever i let the chance to do so slip through my fingers by accident... a8iwhebdowknw......... put me down.......

#There's something deeply wrong with me and ive known that since forever now #Ive never exactly been thrilled about my thoughts since I know they aren't normal #but I cant ever bring myself to feel bad about them bc they really are inconsequential in the big scheme of things #and theres no reason for any self flagellation over nothing #so hey it isnt an inconvenience. so why fix something that isnt broken?#somehow I think id be worse if I hadnt gotten lucky enough to have met you #facing no judgement helps plenty. And if you do judge me I wouldnt know anyway and I think im okay with that for once #I think everything i think about you is bad and maladaptive in some way.#But again its not dysfunctional nor do you discourage it so it Just. Stays...#I do get worried that Ill creep you out sometimes though. I hope I dont. Not enough to be bothersome anyway #me being honest is a real easy way to scare people off and I don't really even view myself as remotely concerning #im basically harmless to you and the others. constantly rolling over and showing my stomach as a knee jerk reaction #which is an unrecognizable impulse from how I usually am but hey fuck it we ball #scared that if we ever met in person id be essentially a walking door mat. Just dont think I could really say no to you face to face.#id be scared or sad or worried but i don't have much faith that Id do much else to push back.#And if I somehow did I dont think itd take much for me to reconsider #which is still strange for me since im usually as stubborn as an ass and dig my heels in when I even remotely dont want to do something.#but hey i have mush for brains. Dogs dont really think much anyway whatever goes on in my head is none of my business #thats between my biology and god #normal 👍🏾#itd be so much more digestable for me if i was just normally obsessed/obsessive #bc then i could at least just lump myself in with other obsessive people. call it a day. and go “yeah that tracks”#but no my brain is jank and cant make anything simple ever #cant fathom being overtly possessive or jealous or controlling like i see so many others describe #itd be like wanting to control the sun in my eyes. i have no right to do so. so why would i even try?#okay thats enough ill go on forever and its late im gonna go stare at a wall... gnnn gnnn kisses kisses #if any of this weirds you out pretend like i was just normal and i didnt say anything at all tyyy #snorkmimimimimi

how do you know us

What do you mean :?

#like in the general sense or...?

Good afternoon, my love! How has your day been so far? Well, I hope :? I haven't been up to much today admittedly.. just did more school stuff, upcoming Orgo test that opens friday as well so im prepping for that,,,, Regardless of whatever I get up to over here, if you havent already, please dont forget to eat something whenever you get the chance to today and remember to drink plenty of water today as well! Your health is of the utmost importance after all, and nutrition plays a big part in that :D Remember to take it easy whenever you can, and that you're nothing short of absolutely stellar as well :] I'm gonna be lurking around as per usual, but for now, mwah mwah mwah! Stay well and take care, dearest <3 xoxo with plenty of extra hugs and kisses just for you :]

- fun facts of the day -

- Nudibranchs (Sea Slugs) have two different ways of digesting food which will vary depending on the species. Some nudibranchs have a beak and tooth covered tongue they use to scoop food from rocks, while others suck in their food after pre-digesting its tissue with enzymes...

- Very totally important question, what do you call these :?

#dialect question i need to know the answer to sob......#also so cool!!!! my siblings are so lucky!#wish you could mark me up like that... though it couldnt exactly be real noticeable ^^;#anyhow. have a good afternoon/evening mama! kisses kisses <33

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Today's Seals Are: Smack The Baby

#💊 zel queue

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STIM - Strawberry Sheep LPS Custom

Link back to this post directly if used.

#💊 zel queue

More template.....

#funsies.. i saw it on here and couldn't help myself...#The top right is the Ya-te-veo (I-see-you-already) plant. man eating tree essentially which is so me fr...#💊 zel queue

After mulling over it a bit, elaboration on the bingo bc my brain will Not Rest.

- The black mail one is heavily giving and never ever receiving because im entirely too proud and suicidal to be embarrassed like that. That unfortunately is a "i dont need to win, I just need you to lose" situation and will absolutely result in a murder suicide or at least a fat destruction of personal property charge on my end (if not assault and battery charge or attempted murder). Explosive reaction and a lose lose situation for everyone </33 if I was the one with the blackmail though id be so responsible and normal about it, very trustworthy.....

- I dont care about super heroines unless its a power thing... aka if its forced im more likely to like it without fail

- Watersports is tent just because I get wigged out about the cleanliness and the clean up afterwards but I could probably stomach it and enjoy it just fine if it 1. Isn't me, or 2. Is especially degrading in a way I can enjoy i suppose

- I can only enjoy hair pulling so much because im always already treading on thin ice when it comes to headaches so that just sounds like a one way ticket straight to one ajsjsj

- force fem egg cracking /and/ force masc egg cracking are lovely imo, i dont really initallly think about it in as nsft sense off the bat, but the thought of helping someone become their true selves is comforting in my mind at least....

- cucking as a whole draws a blank in my mind ngl I can enjoy the notion more off bat than something like piss (since I can put less thought into it), but i also dont really feel jealousy + am just straight up voyeuristic by nature so that probably contributes to that a little i reckon,,,,,

#💊 zel queue

Waugh.......

#in number of amount of hearts #skullfucking is too silly for me but i can appreciate it for what it is honestly...

Good afternoon, my love!

How have you been so far today? Well, I hope :? I saw that you apparently are being haunted by wasps which is absolutely horrific so i hope you arent being tormented too badly over there 😭 I haven't been up to much today, though i might go out and take a nice walk if it stops raining cats and dogs sob.... the rain is also keeping me in a sleeping stun lock ough,,,,

Besides all that though, if you haven't eaten something good yet, please do so before it gets to late, and make sure to drink plenty of water as well! Both are the fundamental basics of your health, so their importance can't be understated! Redundant but necessary :p Remember to give yourself plenty of grace, and never forget that you're always the best critter in the room at any given time as well :D ill be lurking around when im not unconscious as always, but for now, kisses kisses! Love ya ma, hopefully the whole wasp thing goes away sooner than later, and take plenty of care! Be well :]c

- fun facts of the day -

-The next time there will be a full moon on Halloween will be 2039... only a few more years,,,,

- yall are so right honestly,,, parasonas would be sick and are shockingly underutilized in the community somehow... Mors is essentially my necrosona, with Salem being my "normal" main, theres also a 3rd guy i lump in there, but hes more of an emotion one than anything else (little personification of any sadism + OCD i have I reckon)

[Some of these are old as hell but eh they do enough of a good job showing what i mean]

#the para community needs to channel their inner sander sides and make more little guys based of off things....#gijinka revolution in the para community is sorely needed and would be sick as fuck....#okay wall timeeeeee love ya! kisses kisses mauls your face you know the gist <3

The daycare attendants.

#fatal nostalgia blast help #i miss moon so much he was such a bad bitch keep me away from clowns fuckkkkkkk 😭😭#Bendy too honestly throw him in there as well.. had a crush on him in the earlier chapters (like 1-2 max b4 they updated everything)...#died down fast but it was still there... very cuties...#also youre so right... idk its a little crazy to me that that isnt standard practice for most social media??#if you can chose between to and latest you should be able to easily chose a specific time frame as well #w/o having to use convoluted keywords or something bc you can look for post made in 2016 but you have to add like...#year:YYYY <- and you have to do that for like each year youd wanna look at...#annoying should be implemented to normal functions:/#(or before:YYYY-MM-DD for everything before but still... they should make it easier and less evil)

Good evening, my love!

How has your day been so far? Well, I hope :? Work wasn't too bad for me today, pretty calm minus the whole blood donation thing, which im very sleepy from honestly... but i digress ^^; Havent been up to much after that though, just showered and got settled, so ill probably be unconscious sooner than later... but regardless of whatever i get up to over here, i hope you've gotten the chance to eat today by now, and if you haven't yet, I hope you get the chance to do so soon! Don't forget to stay plenty hydrated throughout the day as well. Its as redundant as always i fear, but both are really that crucial, so it cant be overstated! Remember to take it easy today, and that you're nothing short of absolutely divine! I'll be stalking around as always (if im not passed out that is), but for now, stay safe, be well, and take care, dearest! Mwah mwah mwah! Love ya <3

- fun facts of the day -

- (As stated in the director's commentary) Terrifier 2 was inspired by what Jack the Ripper did to his last victim, Mary Kelly

- The whole agere thing got me thinking about my younger years a bit more and ive realized ive gotten a lot less angry and miserable over the years :0 Granted shit still absolutely sucks, but its more of the general sociopolitical + economic + whatever the fuck climate (which makes pretty much everyone miserable lol) and not just me internally seething and being miserable because of whatever was up with me back then... A win is a win :p

#joy is me.... im so sleepy ouhhhhhg....#snorkmimimi.....#have a good afternoon/evening mama! love you xoxo <3