I'm really tired of everyone treating me like I'm made out of gl

Uh hey i'm Emily Fields and i'm into girls and trying to figure out who this "A" person is. I'm kinda going out with someone, one of my best friends who is helping me become a more confident woman. This is a Spemily 1x1 rp.

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Comfort || Spemily

[emily--fields]

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The thought of denying looking at Emily’s cleavage crossed Spencer’s mind. However, just as she was about to protest, Emily’s lips were pressed against hers, and that was something she did not want to deny. It felt so nice to have the other girl’s lips on hers. It was something Spencer had fantasized about at least a dozen times.

Spencer eagerly kissed Emily back, and placed her hand on Emily’s cheek, cupping it lightly. She deepened the kiss briefly before pulling away. “I uh… That was okay, right?” She asked somewhat cautiously. She didn’t want Emily to think she was messing around with her, because that wasn’t the case, but she didn’t know if she was ready to admit to having feelings for women either.

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For what felt like eternity but in actual fact was maybe only ten seconds, Emily thought that Spencer would not return her kiss and maybe run away, pull back in shock or just do something to show that she wasn’t into her as she originally thought. Then the moment came where the girl kissed back and her heart exploded. She felt Spencer push back a little and let her because she was sure various things were going through her head and she just needed to process.

Emily hoped that more kisses would come after though and this was not the end of how close they were or to become. She felt her cheek become damp and realised she was crying. Not because she was upset but because she was so happy this had happened. Emily brushed a bit of hair out of Spencer’s face and held her hands gently. “Spence.....that was perfect and all I could have ever asked for.” Emily went and kissed Spencer’s hand and smiled. “Would you like to kiss me some more...or even touch me?“

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[spencerxhastingssx]

Comfort || Spemily

[emily--fields]

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 Spencer caught Emily’s blush and her smile got a little wider. Though, maybe the flushing was to do with feeling ill, so Spencer tried not to look into it as much. It had been a few months since she’d began noticing Emily differently. She became attracted to her, and it definitely was a more than friends type of attraction. Spencer had never felt this before and was extremely confused by her feelings. However, she couldn’t help being drawn to Emily. Pursing her lips forward, Spencer nodded along with Emily when she updated her on her headache. “I get that completely. Herbal tea helps immensely. That’s why I brought a box of my favorite kinds. I figured I could make you some when you got up.” With that, Spencer let go of Emily’s hand and reached over the bed to grab her purse and pulled out a small box of assorted herbal teas for Emily to take a look at.

After getting the box  for Emily, Spencer reached for Emily’s hand once more. Was this weird? It shouldn’t be considered weird, don’t friends hold each other’s hands from time to time? “Well, you’re not alone tonight.” Spencer mused. And I’m never going to let you be alone again. She thought to herself, but knew she couldn’t say that out loud. “I’m glad that I can make you feel better, Em.” And that was the truth. Spencer prided herself on being able to help Emily, she had always been protective of the other girl, and knew she always would be. Though, her eyes and mind drifted elsewhere for a moment. Emily’s shirt seemed to be coming undone, and it was lowcut as it was. “Oh it’s okay.” Spencer mused. “I really don’t mind.” She hoped that Emily didn’t catch her checking her out, she didn’t want her to think it was weird.

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When Spencer went on about Herbal teas and let go of her hand it made her miss the touch of the girl, even though it would only be for a short time, it would feel like a lifetime to her. It sounded stupid but Emily always liked the touch of Spencer even though in the past it hand only been hugs or hand holding. She hoped that would change if she knew her intuition was right about her friend. Finally they were holding hands again and her heart no longer felt it had a piece missing.

Using her other hand she went and looked at the teas, but honestly she didn’t care what type Spencer was to offer her. Her damn job was to make tea and coffee all day so she knew which one tasted the best just from the smell. “Thank you for making me feel not alone. But...if my sense is correct then I know you will like this. Especially as you’ve been looking down at my clevage.“ Without letting Spencer say anything, she gently moved forward and placed a tender kiss to Spencer’s lips. It wasn’t a long kiss but long enough for Spencer to stop her at anytime and send the message across - that she knew she had some weird feelings going on and it was ok to feel like that.

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[spencerxhastingssx]

Comfort || Spemily

[emily--fields]

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 Spencer was fixed on a Sudoku game while she waited for her friend to wake up. Sudoku was always one of her favorite ways to pass time. There was a strategy to it, and Spencer always loved games with a strategy. She was perplexed by more of a difficult one, when all of a sudden, a notification popped up showing her that she had a text message. Spencer pulled down the notification to see Emily’s message. Smiling to herself, she locked her screen, and looked up from her phone.

“Hey.” Spencer said grinning to herself. She got up from the window seat and sat at the edge of Emily’s bed. Moving towards her friend’s bed, she couldn’t help but catch a quick glimpse of Emily’s legs and how they looked when she had her father’s t-shirt on. It cut off whatever she was wearing underneath. But Spencer chose not to get too focused or distracted by Emily’s legs. She looked up at her face, still smiling at the other girl. “How are you feeling?” Spencer asked curiously. She was ready to go back into her mode of wanting to take care of Emily.

Emily loved the way Spencer smiled when she was caught unawares and this was one of those times. It made her giddy and just smile herself because Spencer was just one of those people who was mostly serious a lot of the times. She liked to challenge herself to catch the girl and make her as comfortable as possible if she could, so that Spencer could relax and not be as uptight. Looking down she felt herself blushing but tried to fake it as still being unwell. “I still have bit of a headache but it’s not as bad as it was. Still could do with a bit of rest and probably a herbal tea or something. How long have you been here? Though judging from how dedicated to your phone you were, enough to make yourself comfortable.“ Emily took Spencer’s hand as she came closer. “I do appreciate you being here, I don’t like being alone when i’m sick or stressed and you always seem to make me feel better.“

She went and grabbed her phone to check if there were any new messages and to check on the time. Because of how the shirt was you could see that Emily was not wearing a bra. She quickly looked down and realised. “Oh sorry about this, I should button up a bit. My dad’s old shirts like to unbutton from time to time.“

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[emily--fields]

You two are watering my dried heart. Please do continue. Thank you.

Aww I saw the anon you sent to Cat and it made me smile. We certainly will be continuing as we’ve literally only just started. We may plod along at a slow pace, but this is something we’ve been talking about for a while now - it was just a matter of discussing when it would fit our schedules.

If you have anything you’d like to see here, don’t be afraid to get in touch.

[spencerxhastingssx]

Comfort || Spemily

[emily--fields]

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After Spencer finished talking with Emily about her migraine, she went about her house frantically, packing up her purse, grabbing her keys, and some of her favorite tea bags that helped her when she was in pain. Truth be told, Spencer always worried about Emily. There was something different about her than the rest of the girls, and in some way, she felt as if the other girl needed to be protected. Spencer told herself, and prided herself on being protection for Emily. Once she was all packed up, she made her way out to her car, and drove the short drive to the Fields’ house.

When Spencer got there, Pam answered the door and let Spencer in, and thanked her for her concern about Emily, and told her that Emily was in her room, and to make herself comfortable up there until she woke up. The tall brunette made her way up the stairs to Emily’s room, and opened the door slowly and quietly. Emily was in her bed sound asleep. Spencer closed the door behind her gently, and sat at the foot of the other girl’s bed, and rested her hand on Emily’s and brushed her fingers over the top of it before pulling away. She watched the beautiful sleeping girl for a moment or two before pulling her phone out of her pocket and distracting herself with it while she waited for Emily to wake up.  

Emily had taken a nap for her migraine about an hour ago and was just starting to stir. A lot of things in her life right now where stressing her out, making her upset, confusing her or just all three. She just really needed...something which could make her not think for a moment, even if it was just a massage with some fragrant candles. Just thinking about that little thing made her think about Spencer and...no that couldn’t happen. Spencer was straight...right? Her gaydar was very confused right now.

Waking up she rubbed her eyes and looked around the room. She had no make up and was wearing her father’s shirt because it gave her comfort when she was like this and then just some underwear shorts as it was hot out. At her window where there was also a space to sit and watch the world go by she spotted Spencer on her phone. Emily smiled and wondered how long her friend had been there. Keeping quiet she grabbed her phone from the side and texted Spencer. The girl was always keeping tabs about any new development about various things through her phone, it was cute. “I see you found your way into my room. Now look up.“

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[emily--fields]

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Why are you stressed? What’s going on, Em? You should lay down and take a nap, and maybe take some pain meds for your head. Is there anything I can do to help?

Just lots of pressure on me to do everything right, especially since i’m one of the strongest swimmers on the team. I don’t want to let people down.

I don’t think pain meds are going to do anything, so I will lay down for a bit. Maybe you can come round mine? Even if i’m asleep I know my mom will let you in.

[emily--fields]

I am so stressed right now about swimming it is giving me a migraine. I need to calm down.