Aw :( don't be sad thoI could reply to this with a million things but they would all sound too mean. Basically, you just gotta be happy for 5sos & realise that they're livin a different life to yours. Let yourself be interested in their life, but don't let yourself become so involved with their life that you're missing out on all the fun your own life has to bring :-D Ashton is gonna get a girlfy one day and unfortunately it prob won't be you, but that's ok because you don't even know him! Like for all you know, he could have fungus on his dick and be really into animal porn or something idk. You're obsessed with the Ashton you think you know and the personality traits you've given him in your mind, not the real Ashton. And we won't ever know the real Ashton bc you can only ever actually know someone if you spend a lot of time with them which neither of us will :/ but that's probably a good thing!! Because we will never know bad stuff about him haha and it's fun to just like what we do kno about him I'm ramblin about so much bs right now I need to shut up or I will never stopI lava you xoxo