painted sinatra blue

emmeline aulette. 20.

[av-c-deactivated20180218]

Oh. Is your family alright?

[emmelin-e-blog]

Uh- that's a pretty weird question. But yeah, I guess, apart from being majoritively dead. That's not why I wasn't working, though, if that's what you're thinking.

[av-c-deactivated20180218]

Did you enjoy your vacation?

[emmelin-e-blog]

Vacation?- Oh, I wasn't on vacation.

[emmelin-e-blog]

Back to work, I guess.

[veni9669]

[nia-dia]

Whenever you’re ready, let me know. I can drive you over there, be a support system. How far along do you uh.. think you are?

[emmelin-e-blog]

T-two months? I don’t know, I don’t know…

[nia-dia]

Dammit, Em. Why have you waited so long to tell someone?

[emmelin-e-blog]

I- I was so scared of what people would think of me... I'm such a fucking whore, Kai, I don't even know who's it is..

[nia-dia]

Whenever you’re ready, let me know. I can drive you over there, be a support system. How far along do you uh.. think you are?

[emmelin-e-blog]

T-two months? I don't know, I don't know...

[nia-dia]

No, I was actually being serious that time.

Did you visit Shaw yet?

[emmelin-e-blog]

No, I- I've been too scared to.

[nia-dia]

No, no. I was just trying to be er- precatious and informed? [Scratches the back of his head]

I’m not good with this stuff, give me a break. Are you sure about this? Like, you’re not just feeling bloated or something?

[emmelin-e-blog]

Are you actually kidding me? Of course I'm not just feeling bloated!

[emmelin-e-blog]

I think I’m bloody pregnant, Kai.

[nia-dia]

Oh- um…er. [Hesitantly leans down to ask in her ear.] It’s not mine, is it?

[emmelin-e-blog]

Fuck you! Fuck you fuck you fuck you!

Is that all you care about?

[ambers-heard]

Drive Angry.

[emmelin-e-blog]

No… ugh, worse than that..

[nia-dia]

Well, the only thing worst than being caught is being killed and you`re still alive so.. ‘Sler gives up.

[emmelin-e-blog]

I think I'm bloody pregnant, Kai.

[nia-dia]

I'm surprised you're not used to it now.

What? Did you get caught talking to one of my guys or something?

[emmelin-e-blog]

No... ugh, worse than that..

[cryswrites-blog]

Laugh then if it makes you feel better. Though, from what I see it probably won’t. Any way, if ya need help with anything, then you know where I’ll be I suppose. 

[emmelin-e-blog]

Thanks, Cora - I, yeah, I don't think you can help.

[emmelin-e-blog]

Why do you care?

It’s not like you’ll give a shit, anyway. You’ll just make some stupid jokes and think everything’s hunky-fucking-dory. Newsflash, Kai - it’s not.

[nia-dia]

So that way, I can get a good grasp on how long this mood will last. Wouldn’t wanna miss out on some rockin’ angry sex.

Okay, I’m sorry. This is obviously something leaning towards the more serious side and I should treat it as such. For the record, you’re one of the few people I do actually care about, just in case you forgot. Now what’s bothering you?

[emmelin-e-blog]

I - I just can't believe you, sometimes. Honestly.

Everything - everything's fucked, Kingsler. Everything's fucked and it's all my fault.

[cryswrites-blog]

How’d ya fuck up majorly? I mean, even if it’s a bad situation that you’re in, pretty much anything can be fixed. 

[emmelin-e-blog]

I'm actually tempted to laugh about how untrue that statement is in my case.

[emmelin-e-blog]

I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP!

[nia-dia]

Yeah…nevermind. Trusting you with fire right now would not be a smart move on my part.

What’s got you in such a bad mood?

[emmelin-e-blog]

Why do you care?

It's not like you'll give a shit, anyway. You'll just make some stupid jokes and think everything's hunky-fucking-dory. Newsflash, Kai - it's not.

[cutietalks]

Very funny. For the thousandth time so all of you cunts with cobwebbed covered vaginas, I’m not five.

[emmelin-e-blog]

Well maybe if you stopped dressing and acting like one, people wouldn't make such an easy mistake.