My Mind Is A Prison. @emmily-xo - Tumblr Blog

Hello

Welcome one and all to the horrific mind of Emmily. 🎉🎪🎟️

I’m 30, a mother, Pansexual, taken. I’m fairly disabled. Hyper mobile type Ehlers Danlos syndrome, fibromyalgia, depression, ptsd, severe anxiety, possible autism, and possibly something else going on in my head.

On this acc I blog and reblog anything in my head, any thoughts, feelings, anything that catches my eye, and just anything I see that I love. But this blog is nsfw - as sometimes the content is definitely nsfw. Minors, pls DNI. 18+ only. 🚫⛔️🚫

I tag selfies etc as #me 💃 and tag my own stuff as #personal or #thoughts 💭

I have a side blog for hornyposting - @flutteremm This one is completely NSFW and 18+ ONLY. 🚫⛔️🚫

I want you to know that I hardly ever get around to answering messages, and it’s not your fault I promise - I just struggle with actual words. And get anxious about checking them. I rarely reply. I’m a sad girly, there’s a lot of shit going on in my head and outside my head. 🖤

Be gentle with me x

#personal #thoughts #me #mentally unstable

alltimesos

“are you ok?” no but I’m funny

kind-smile

flowers and daydreams 🌹

swan-song007

need to be held like this soooo bad :(

letsmakepoppunkgreatagain

Waterparks - Fuck About It

thoughtcascades

weird how people call you dramatic after they ran out of excuses

werenotreallystrangers

gridmaster5000-deactivated20241

why is privacy so eroded. I get treated like a nutcase if I say no, I don't want strange companies taking pictures of my home and putting them online for maps or whatever. I don't want to be in the background of your tiktok, and I think it's weirder for you to assume I'm okay with it than it is for me to politely ask you to refilm it so my face isn't in the frame. I don't enjoy handing my employer a list of every online account I have and feeling under surveillance when I'm just shit posting or sharing pictures of my cats or garden harvest. I don't want to hear your private calls on speaker on the bus, esp when the person on the line doesn't know you're broadcasting their words to strangers. I don't want an algorithm guessing what will piss me off the most so I spend more time online, engaging with shit I don't want to see or hear out of outrage. I don't want any of this. it's total ass.